And also happy birthday to me because Josh has a Twitter!!! XD The stalking can begin...now. =)
- Current Location:home
- Current Music:nada
- Current Mood:
chipper
At least I got some good pictures of the day, and a cute little ring. =)
But now I have no excuse not to study for finals. 3 more days. Come on...Now to finish my Music in Time presentation. A month in the making, I guess!
- Current Location:Pella
- Current Music:Think of Me
- Current Mood:
cheerful
I have to find enough motivation to get me through 3 more days. Just 3. Come on brain, work with me here. LOL
- Current Music:Will and Grace on TV
- Current Location:Pella
- Current Mood: chipper
Actually, I don't know why I'm freaking out--I have NOTHING to do today, tomorrow (kinda), or Wednesday! Fan-damn-tastic!! AND!! It's Tulip Time this weekend! I love Tulip Time--pretending I have a Dutch heritage is great when I'm surrounded by tulips and wooden shoes--and no, Pella residents do not wear them constantly. Fuckin' tourists. LOL
And now I'm totally fine with the whole Cody incident. I knew sleeping on it would make it better...although probably when school time comes around again I may have a mild freakout. Eh, it's for the best.
To bed with me! =)
- Current Music:Noisy ass people in the hall...IT'S QUIET HOURS, ASSHOLES.
- Current Location:P-town
- Current Mood: chipper
Still sucks, though. I'll need to throw on some Josh on the way home today--he is the ultimate mood elevator.
Aaaaaaand I have a genetics test today too. *headdesk* This all couldn't have happened any other time, could have it? At least it's not finals...lol
- Current Location:Pella
- Current Music:Friends-Flight of the Conchords
- Current Mood:
blah
Fuck. Just...fuck.
This...isn't how things were supposed to go. I kind of feel like the world is crashing down around me--and this doesn't even directly pertain to me. And no, C and I didn't break up.
He's transferring. Out of ISU. To community college for a year. I...I don't even know what to say, what to do. I wish I wasn't upset about this, and I wish it didn't weigh on my mind like this, and I wish I didn't feel the way about him about this the way that I do. Is this normal, to be this upset about something like this? I have cried for an hour and a half. He isn't stupid! He's not! I...I wish that I didn't feel like he's going down. I can't look at him, right now. I'm upset that I can't look at him without feeling mad or upset.
Why didn't he tell me this sooner? That he was having trouble in a class? This really hurts me...I want to feel like this didn't affect our relationship but I don't know. I really hope I'll feel better tomorrow or soon about this because I don't know what to think. I still see us together in the future, and that I'm sure of. That is the only thing that is really clear to me, is the fact that I still see myself with him. In this immediate future though...I think i'm more upset than I think I am...and I think i'm pretty damn upset as it is.
I am...I think this is the first time that I have ever been in shock like this.
Fuck. Help me out here, guys...I need someone to give me advice, to talk me off this ledge. All I can think to do is look in horror at nothing, shake my head and mouth fuck. That is pretty much all I can do right now. I wish I could call my mom.
- Current Mood:
numb - Current Location:Pella
- Current Music:nothing
Just a frustration I've been having recently. LOL
I honestly should be getting my fuckin' genetics notes done, but I don't feel like it. I'm so tired of that stinkin' class...I'm glad my heart wasn't set on becoming a geneticist. Microbiology is DEFINITELY my forte--I LOVE my micro class.
FINALS IN 2 WEEKS. I have 10 days left until I get to go home and do nothing for a month, and then work for 2 and a half! Whee for POOL TIME!
Really, I had no point to this entry at ALL. I figured I should probably update.
Oh, and also, RENT? I need to see the rest of it. I'm probably the lamest person alive, but I haven't seen the whole thing!! I am ashamed, because what I've seen is amazing. Plus Adam Pascal's in it. LOL
- Current Mood:
amused - Current Music:Nada
- Current Location:Pella
Just a thought here...If you ever find yourself thinking "Hey...my feet have a lot of dead skin and this is getting gross and redonk", you should most definitely get a Ped-Egg. Best. Investment. EVER. For those of you who don't know what a Ped-Egg is, it's basically a cheese grater for your feet, except less painful....and the results are slightly less delicious.
Oh, and I also had a piece of my cake--german chocolate with cream cheese frosting. Dear Lord in heaven, it was delicious.
I'm going to go do some homework while enjoying Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. Thank you Jesus for Harrison Ford. XD
- Current Mood:
happy - Current Location:Pella
- Current Music:Indiana Jones theme music
*triumphant dance* *shaking ass around*
- Current Mood:
giddy - Current Location:Pella
- Current Music:Bridge Over Troubled Water--Josh Groban and Brian McKnight
- Current Location:Pella
- Current Music:Madre on the phone
- Current Mood: giddy
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Gah, if I so had time today I'd watch Rent.