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Dang life has changed [Apr. 21st, 2009|07:56 pm]
felecia_filly
Well I haven't written in this thing in Idk, years? LOL, anyways for an update, I'm getting married, April 17, 2010. I already bought my wedding dress, and we'll be going up to Davenport May 16 to get bridesmaid dresses. My MOH is my mom, and then Susan and Cheryl are my other bridesmaids. I am so excited, I cannot wait. I currently work at Montrose Health Center as housekeeper, and that's going great. School totally sucks, but other than that life is so great. I was reading my posts from previously, and wow I've changed, anyways, going to try and start posting again if my life lets me LOL!
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Tired... [May. 18th, 2006|08:47 pm]
felecia_filly
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[Current Location |My room]
[music |t.v.]

Well pretty much recently life isn't that great... I'm just sick of everything and a lot of people... I'm sick of always being ran over, and taken for granted on a lot of things... I can't always pick myself up... yesterday morning I found out some things, and I broke down I left kinda upset and then driving I just started bawling and called Mom and asked if I was a horrible person, b/c the way i've been being treated for awhile, I just feel as if I am... I'm just tired, tired of being treated like crap a lot of times, tired of being depressed, just tired... at least my mom and God are on my side and will always be there for me... just pray for me y'all, I need it... b/c I hurt and I'm tired of hurting... Well there's my spill for the day ttyl luv y'all have a fantastico day BYE!
Filly
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(no subject) [Mar. 2nd, 2006|11:20 am]
felecia_filly
Well... haven't updated in awhile... and being D nudged me to do an entry... I'm going to be a friend and go ahead and do it... even though I posted all this from bebo... so umm... here's about my night last night, and about today...
Well last night was a lot of fun. About 6:30 Joef came over, and I think Randy and him actually talked more than I said anything LOL! It was about car mumbo jumbo, so I can really see why Joef talked about that... that's almost all he talks about.. cept for his own stories, and his theories. Yes, he's a very nice guy, but definitely not b/f material for me (AND THOSE OF YOU CALLING HIM MY B/F PLEASE STOP, HE'S NOT, HE NEVER WILL BE!!!) He's a fun guy to hang out with, but other than that... NO... Well... we went to the bowling alley for a bit (did your score improve Randall? LOL!) Then we went to McDs... and then home. Then I got online... (you were really confusing me Cher... if you want you can tell me all about it...) Mom just left b/c John locked the keys in the truck, we are in the process of cleaning my old room... it hurts so bad to stand up... but anyways... we just have to put the trash in the bags, stuff in the tote, and clean the top of my closet and I'll be done... oh yeah and take the glasses off the shelf... but that can wait awhile. Now I have to reclean my new room b/c stuff from my old room is on my bed. I got a letter in the mail from my father... well actually it was more from Diane... she wrote the letter, signed the check, and sent it out... but she sent me $50.00 she is a very nice woman... she wants to call me this Sunday... I always feel so weird talking to them... it's like I'm talking to them from another planet... Steve told me they want to be married by the end of the year... so I can see them trying to get me to come out there for the wedding... Idk if I'm actually ready to see them for the first time... I mean Diane is a very nice woman... she talks to me all the time if she sees I'm online... but Idk... my father has been in my life for 3 years and all I've gotten was a hi... like once every 3-5 months, and a 16th b-day gift (b/c Mom wrote him a nasty letter... and Lin (his fiancee at the time) made him get me a gift) then something this Christmas... which Diane had him get me... so it feels as if he doesn't care, and the only reason he talks to me or sends me anything is b/c of the women in his life... it sucks... but hey I did get $50.00 and if I do go to the wedding I definitely want my mom to go w/me... it's going to be so weird. Mom said I could invite them to my graduation... but I don't really want to... b/c I'm not putting his name on the part when they name off my parents... I'm putting John's... but can you really blame me? I mean I want y'all's opinions... do you think that is bad I'm not putting his name on it?
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Hey... y'all [Jan. 30th, 2006|06:07 pm]
felecia_filly
[music |God Bless The Broken Road- Rascal Flatts]
[mood |tiredtired]

Well, I haven't updated in awhile, usually I'm updating in Bebo... so yeah, if y'all really want to hear about my life it'll be there... so... here's about my night... Wow last night was AWESOME! I had SOOOOOOOOOOO much fun! I mean it's music I've never really heard before, and I really liked it, well for the most part, I'm sorry Mona, Brandy, and Cher... but I seriously didn't like Toby Mac, ok, maybe a couple songs were good... other than that... I hated the music. I really enjoyed the News Boys, and New Song weren't that bad, but of course they sounded Country LOL! Man it was PACKED though. We eventually had to stand by a railing or sit on stairs, but they weren't that bad of seats, oh and at the beginning we saw HAWK backstage and Toby Mac backstage, so those weren't all that bad, just couldn't see anything, or really hear anything. Then we went to Steak and Shake, and Cheryl if you EVER THROW SOMETHING DOWN MY SHIRT AGAIN, I'M GOING TO KILL YOU! LOL J/K ok not really, but yeah... remember that. Poor Randall couldn't even drink the rest of his great milkshake... LOL! On the way home man it was so boring we played I Spy and The word game... "Yellow... What.. Yellow... What... I SAID YELLOW... I SAID WHAT!!! I SAID... OH!!!!!" LOL the word game... b/c I'm sure Randy and Robin don't know what this is being they were engaged in their own convo, but it is when I'll say a word like... Yellow, and then the last letter of that word you have to make up another word, like being Yellow ends w/a "W" Deonna said What... so, I thought she was asking what, when in fact she was just saying a word LOL! so yeah... it was really hilarious, and I was running on about 2 hours of sleep from the night before, and about 3 the night before, and about 3 the night before that... so I was really loopy... hey Cher... "You're Beautiful! LOL!" Hey Deonna "I'm in love w/an angel and that angel is you! LOL!" Then everyone cept Cher, Robin, Randy, and I fell asleep. That was when it got REALLY quiet and boring... and I was like dancing in the back and Cher kept giving me strange looks (sorry Cher... remember I was running on about 8-10 hours of sleep in 3 days LOL!) Then we had to stop at a gas station to make a restroom run, and the guy in there was FREAKY and the bathrooms really SMELLED (yeah Randy, I did know the guys smelled like urine, I could smell it just standing there w/the door closed) Then I got home at 2:50, and laid down on the couch till about 4:30 or so, I was just laying there, so I got up, did some homework, then went to bed about 5ish, then as I was about to go to sleep... the dumb dogs had to bark, and I had to yell at them, then it was about 5:45 the last I looked at the clock and I finally fell asleep... to be awoken by Mom coming in and John getting up at 6 GAH! LOL then I finally just gave up, got up and went to my mom's room and went to sleep till 7:45... it was a blast though, but hard to stay awake in school... LOL! (Right Deonna) But we definitely should do something like this again y'all!
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(no subject) [Jan. 25th, 2006|05:38 pm]
felecia_filly

my pet!



my pet!
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Sick... [Jan. 25th, 2006|08:40 am]
felecia_filly
[music |"Nothing to Lose"]
[mood |sicksick]

Well hey hey all... I haven't updated in quite awhile, and being I'm staying home today b/c I feel really sick then I have some time on my hands. Let's see... last week was really fun, didn't really do a whole lot cept hang w/Randy, but other than that... I went to the Josh Gracin/Trace Adkins concert, which was a BLAST!!! Waited in line for about 1/2 an hour, then got to our seats, Randy went w/me. Well, Josh Gracin gave an awesome show as usual, he left the stage and I knew he'd be in the crowd somewhere... he always does that for concerts. Well I see a flashlight flashing like morse code, and I look closer and I realize it's Josh Gracin, so I'm going wild and Randy and the people around me are looking at me as if I were crazy, until the spotlight appeared and there he was (we were on 2nd balcony, "the nose bleed section" as Randy called it, and he said Josh wouldn't come up there, boy he was wrong!) He was right in front of Cassie Dodge, then he came over to my side and he touched my hand *sigh* LOL! and I accidently touched his leg. Then he left gave a great show, then intermission came... and we went to stretch our legs... well I climbed on my chair to go over it so I didn't have to go in front of all the people... anyways... low and behold... I HAVE to get my foot stuck in the chair (it was one of those folding chairs that are really old) well, a woman tried to untie my shoe, but I had to have my boot on, so she couldn't see anything, so Randy got a security guard over there, but he didn't have a flashlight, so they got another security guard who did, and Randy is standing there holding my purse, while others are starting to notice, I am shaking and laughing... b/c I seriously didn't think they'd get my foot out... finally they get my shoe off and everyone starts clapping... it was a rather funny/embarassing experience LOL!... anyways that was my week... so BYE BYE
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(no subject) [Jan. 14th, 2006|02:02 pm]
felecia_filly
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Schedule and other crap... [Jan. 12th, 2006|09:58 pm]
felecia_filly
[mood |stressedstressed]

Well I got my schedule all fixed... here it is...
1A Pre-Al
2A Creative Drama
3A Chemistry
4A My SCC class

1B Ancient History (yes y'all... I dropped Chorus)
2B Psychology
3B Spanish 3
4B Intro to Comp.

I'm sorry to all you chorus people... but I really didn't see the point in taking it when I was only in it for Show Choir, and being I'm not in that anymore... then yeah... Tonight was fun... I went w/Cher Bear and Randall, Debbie, and James to Burlington and poor Randall was sick, but we walked the mall and had loads of fun... so anyways that was my night, now I'm studying good luck on your test y'all!!!
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It's been awhile... [Nov. 27th, 2005|11:11 pm]
felecia_filly
[mood |chipperchipper]

Wow... it's been awhile since I've updated... I've been really busy... anyways. My thanksgiving break was really interesting. On Tuesday night, which was when it all started, I got fed up w/cheryl, and stopped talking to her, b/c she got persistant and kept asking me questions, so I couldn't take it anymore. Then I got in a fight w/a very good friend of mine, and well, we haven't talked since then, so I got blamed for about everything, so I went to bed crying, and Mom got on the comp and started telling Randy that this had to stop, and she wasn't going to stand by and see me continuously getting hurt over things. So, Randy came over until about 3 a.m. to see how I was and comfort me I guess you'd call it. But nothing happened y'all... we are only friends. Well... Wednesday came and I went to church, but didn't talk to Cheryl, and then Randy came over and spent the night. We left at 1:00 a.m. Thursday morning and got to French Lick, IN at 9 a.m. their time (they are an hour ahead of us) Well... it was only Randy and I that went to see his family, most of them he hadn't saw in like 5 years, it was his G-ma Perkins and his 2 cousins and aunt and uncle, and his G-pa Perkins. It was really fun we got there and I thought his g-ma was going to pass out... she hadn't saw him in a year, and he hadn't been to her house in 5 years. So, she was so incredibly nice... the moment I walked in they treated me as if I was family. Well... we had a good stay and everything... we got home Friday night. It was really fun. I love his family... the ones I've met so far though lol. Our friendship is really growing... which I guess is a good thing, being it seems as if anymore I don't have as many friends... idk... But I hope everyone's Thanksgiving was as fun as mine, or even funner. Have fun y'all bye!
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IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!! [Oct. 25th, 2005|07:24 am]
felecia_filly
[music |"Nothing To Lose"- Josh Gracin]
[mood |happyhappy]

Hey all... haven't really updated in awhile... still can't fully update today either, do to the fact it's 7:30 and I still have to get ready for school. But, I just wanted to say It's my b-day today, "Happy b-day to me!" LOL! Well, today I'm going to skip Show choir and go to Quincy and go to my most favorite place to eat... FAZOLIS! YAY! Then we are going shopping, idk for what, but I think Mom is having me pick out my gifts, which I'm not going to like, I think it is funner when you don't know what you are going to get, and get to tear off the wrapping paper... that is so much fun. I may have a party for a few friends like the first weekend of November, b/c Mom has to work till then. So yeah, anyways g2g. GOD BLESS!!
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