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[27 Aug 2009|01:35pm]
Odd shit you see working at Microsoft: Felicia Day, playing pool and hanging out.
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[18 Aug 2009|11:37am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

Once upon a time I was going to post a rant here, but I think I will save that until I am feeling grumpy about something unrelated, so that I can get the grumpy out.

Neuromancer: 25 Years Later

I think it would be fair to say that Neuromancer has shaped me - or my hobbies - more significantly than any other book I have read, and I'm certain I'm not alone in saying that. There's no hyperbole in the statement: Neuromancer changed my views on what the future could be like. When I was very small, The Future was always a place of Lamborghini-style hard lines and swept angles, of jetpacks and humanoid robots, and moon colonies. The Future was pretty damn exciting. In the single act of reading Neuromancer in all of its stiff charactered, crazy-languaged glory, my brain warped and shifted. The Lamborghini lines and swept angles rusted and became bent, the jetpacks stopped working, and the robots ceased to be humanoid, becoming more insectlike and alien.

It was a hell of a sea change.

I recall having a discussion with a friend in 1997 - one that I revisted later, in 2001 - about the gothic subculture and its relation to cyberpunk as a style, a genre, and a vision of the future. I recall at the time being exceptionally excitable about the explosive growth of the internet and all of the upcoming technologies which even now, less than a decade later, we take largely for granted. You know, smart phones, digital storage so cheap as to be effectively limitless for end-users, wireless access in public spaces, remote interaction with private and government entities, et cetera.

This friend of mine informed me that cyberpunk was dead, had been dead for at least five years, since the early to mid 90s. Her rationale was that since punk was dead in its hardcore and smash-the-state incarnation, cyberpunk could only hope to coast along via inertia rather than remain relevant. Naturally, she also said that goth will remain relevant because it looks backward to a static inspirational period rather than being transitory like cyberpunk. I told her that this very rationale is why cyberpunk will remain relevant rather than die off. Because cyberpunk is fundamentally forward-looking by definition, it can evolve and change with time rather than remain locked. Sure, first-wave cyberpunk is quaint by modern standards, but cyberpunk (as an umbrella) has spawned sub-genres, evolved, mutated, and I think very much remained relevant to our current lives. Because it isn't just mohawks and mirrorshades, cyberdecks and Fighting The Man.

It's the root genre of transhumanist fiction. It's commentary on technology in our lives, changing us as we change it. It's genetics, internet law, urban renewal, shifts in moral panic.

Like my argument with psychik about punk-as-genre vs punk-as-political-movement, I don't think you need to timelock categories to a particular time period and then invent wholly new categories when the original changes: not only CAN you trace an evolution over time, I think in general you SHOULD, or something will never remain relevant longer than two or three years.

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Metaphysics [31 Jul 2009|02:12pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Some thoughts I've been having:

The Nature of Essence and Creation
All that is, is Essence. Put any thoughts from your mind about atoms, quarks, germs, or even bacteria-as-we-know-it. All that is, is Essence. Essence flows, it binds, it arranges all under heaven into the Ten Thousand Manifold Things which make up creation. A river flows because the Essence of that river yearns to travel to the sea, as water-essence desires to be with itself. The Essence of a fire consumes because it must change wood into air.
Contemplating ExaltedCollapse )

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Okay, I'll post more. [31 Jul 2009|12:19pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

So I know I've been slack on posting. It happens. Just one of those quiet times.

I have nothing of note to report that matters, really - working, geeking, et cetera. All is well and as it should be, but details aren't really relevant at this point.

I shall try to post more in coming days.

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[04 Jun 2009|03:40pm]
lilmissnever, I understand your pain.

People do not understand copyright law. AT ALL.
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E3 [01 Jun 2009|01:38pm]
If you didn't see the Microsoft E3 presser this year, let me sum it up for you:

We rock. My group rocks. And we will give you awesome.
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[29 May 2009|02:57pm]
I just remembered that the only reason I ever bought a cell phone back in 2005 was to ask a girl out and have her be able to call me.

I'm not sure what that says about me.
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Hokusai and Hiroshige [13 May 2009|02:41pm]
I'ma tell you about Japanese "ukiyo-e" ('Floating World') prints.

Everybody who knows anything about Japanese art knows (and usually loves) Hokusai Katsushika. That's as incontravertable a fact as "If you know anything about cars, you know Ford." You know Hokusai, in fact. He did the woodblock ukiyo-e print The Great Wave Off Kanagawa, which you will have seen unless you are dead or blind. It's undoubtedly the single most famous image ever produced by a Japanese artist ever, and is part of one of the most successful print runs of ukiyo-e woodblock cuts: Thirty-Six Views of Mt. Fuji, which actually has 46 prints in it because it was so popular he made 10 addendum prints later. The Great Wave Off Kanagawa is #1. #2 is also fairly popular, and my personal favorite of the series, South Wind, Clear Sky, aka "Red Fuji."

Back in 2005 I took a Japanese art class at UCSB, and discovered Hokusai's number one rival, Ando Hiroshige, and discovered that I actually liked Hiroshige's style better than Hokusai's. This is at least somewhat due to the fact that Hiroshige influenced Van Gogh, who I've always thought was awesome. Van Gogh went so far as to copy some of Hiroshige's prints. But a major reason I like Hiroshige more is the subject matter of his work.
Like Hokusai, he did landscapes, but he preferred to base them around roads and regions rather than singular features. His competing print line to Thirty Six Views was The Fifty-Three Stations of the Tokaido, the Tokaido being the major road which lead between Edo and Kyoto.
There are a couple of stand out prints from this series, with my personal favorites being Kanbara-juku (#16), Shono-juku (#46), and Saka-no-Shika (#49).

On a lark, I was browsing ebay yesterday, and found a number of Hiroshige prints for not too much.
I now own original, 1830 prints of Kanbara-juku and Shono-juku.
I'm especially happy about scoring the Shono-juku print, since it's my favorite.
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[07 May 2009|09:23am]
Dear Santa Barbara,

What the hell. Seriously, could you go more than a few months without being on fire? Who are you trying to impress? Is this like, the forest fire equivalent of binge drinking to impress your friends? Lay off. I like you just how you are.
P.S. You can have some of my rain.

-Tyler
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Is it just me, or is it very 1940s in here? [22 Apr 2009|11:54am]
Aside: I've been meaning to post more, but I've been busy.

I'm a poor supporter of feminism. I would go so far as to suggest that when presented with most 'modern' (i.e. radical or guilt-inducing) representations of feminism, I am actively hostile toward it. This is mostly because many varities of it are predicated on the theory that I do not know my own mind, because I am too programmed.

Having spent a lot of time and effort getting to know my own prejudices and biases, I don't like being told I don't understand because I'm not observant enough. There is also a strong tendancy among early-college age feminists to behave as if no progress has been made since 1960, and which I usually find to be a cypher for their desire to be controversial in ways they hadn't been at home.

But every now and again, I feel I ought to recant my opinion that progress has been made. I'm going to post an article by a Canadian columnist now. I think you should read it.

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The fact that I find most hilarious? Look at Coren's rhetoric about the poor girl's size and how those awful, club-swinging Taliban would kill her no matter what. Let's ignore the fact that she'd be packing a CQB automatic weapon. Let's look instead at the fact that Coren has fetishized Blais's innocence to such a degree that he doesn't even recognize what her job was. Would you care to guess?
She was an APC crewman. She died when a mine took out the vehicle she was in. So much for the arguments about her physical ability to defend herself.

I will be happy when we, as westerners, can look back upon this kind of sentiment with the same confused bemusement we now feel when looking back at 19th century 'science' which 'proved' that 'the negro' was incapable of higher learning.

The bones of Coren's thinking should be ground up and paved over and used as the foundation of a monument to our own stupidity.
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Why I hate twitter. [20 Mar 2009|05:19pm]
Why I don't use twitter:

"Twitter is the blog equivalent of a meth-addled 13 year old trying to explain Pokemon to their grandmother. It's all fragments and inanity."*

*Dear reader, if you twitter, I do not hate you. I just refuse to read your tweets.
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[06 Mar 2009|01:16pm]
Debated making a custom friends group for this, and then decided "Fuck it." Making a 4 person friendslock strikes me as uneccessary.

Rules for Exalted
The following are a set of what you might call guidelines more than rules for my Exalted game, which has yet to have a name. It'll have a name sooner or later.
1) Think Big. This isn't a game to worry about if your ship will get stolen, or if that island is gonna send their fleet after you, or if Cao Xing shot you in the eye with an arrow. This is a game where you worry if you can steal a NICER ship after yours gets jacked, where you worry if you have the time to wreck that island's fleet, and it's a game to worry about if you'll look sufficiently bad ass when you pull that arrow out of your eye and eat the eye off it. Yes, just like Xiahou Dun.
2) More Awesome is Always Better Than Less Awesome. Some people treat awesome and stunts to be like cherries on sundaes - you stunt or do a crazy thing once in a blue moon, because doing it more often would be overkill. No, no, no. Stunts are like all the OTHER shit on the sundae, and the cherry is a 3-die stunt - the plucking of your eye off the arrow, or "Get away from her, you BITCH". 1 and 2 die stunts are the nuts and chocolate chips. They are the texture of the game, the subtle flavor additives that change it from vanilla to dessert.
3) Be Proactive. I am perfectly capable of wrecking creation around you and making it so the game sucks. How can you stop me from simply advancing time and ruining everybody's day? Simple: be proactive. That is to say, determine what things you want and pursue them. You want to own a fleet? Determine how you wanna get or build it, and go do it. You want to kill a god? Build yourself an army, some guns, and go do it.
4) Be brave, be bold, be exemplary. Now, this isn't the same as 'be retarded.' Don't assume that picking a fight with a bunch of dragon blooded with 100 xp on 'em won't kill you totally fucking dead if they're good at fighting. What I mean is this: the world needs people to grab it by the collar and ask it what the hell its problem is and if it'd like to catch 5 across the face. Sometimes that involves picking a fight, and sometimes it involves stealing the Silver Prince's Resplendent Tutu of Shadows as a way to embarass him. But at the end of the day, the Solar are what they are because they're not afraid to say "Fuck you, I'm Chuck, I do what I want!" So what if you don't have an army and you want to conquer that city? You can kill their armies BY YOURSELF, and then convert the survivors into a worshipful cult.*
* May only apply to spooktress unless others buy additional Socialize & Presence charms.
5) Live it up. Don't be Mr. Stoic with no emotions. Turn the emotional dial to 11. Pump your fist and sneer at the gods. You're a badass, but you don't live in a vacuum.
6) Have a Plan. Like the Cylons, you should have a plan to get what you want. To get EVERYTHING you want.
7) Rock. And. Roll. Getting bored? Surprise me with something. Like rock and roll, you should never have to sit and wait unless something is building up.
8) Think Laterally. Unless I am grossly stupid, sometimes you won't be able to get your way with a stand-up confrontation. Be prepared to get creative in that Shadowrun kind of way. In return, I promise every situation will have multiple avenues of attack.
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[05 Mar 2009|12:42pm]
I think you all need a bit more Tom Waits in your life.

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[04 Mar 2009|02:11pm]
I think many people in this world mistake certain attributes of personality or quirks of history for intelligence or quality of character.

Personally, I think anger and scorn are probably the most frequently mistaken for intelligence. Many of my favorite people and heroes have undoubtedly contributed to this: Hunter S. Thompson, Warren Ellis, Harlan Ellison. ESPECIALLY Harlan Ellison. Genius author that he may be, I think many of his fans and others who seek to emulate him forget one key thing: Harlan is always loud, but being loud does not always make Harlan right. No matter how angry and scornful you are, deriding someone effectively does not make them wrong. It just makes you a jerkass. Now, you can be a funny jerkass, and you may even be right, but your rightness is independent of how you present it.

There also seems to be a highly prevalent belief that outrage - no matter how disproportionate or ill-thought-out - is the primary sign of having a social conscience. This extends through the ranks of hippies, punks, left wing, right wing, feminists, socialists, capitalists; it spares no social group, though some are admittedly more prone to it than others.
Come on, you know you've seen them: the people who are always pissed off at some violation of rights, at some percieved slight due to social class or ethnicity, who refer (with a straight face) to the 'ruling class' of the United States while they themselves are probably part of that very class? And then, decrying the unjustness of oppression of their hated foes, demand that those foes be silenced/killed/mutilated on the altar of public opinion, and never sense the irony in their own statements?

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[02 Mar 2009|12:23pm]
The sheer volume of idiocy I am seeing today is a little startling, and it's driving me crazy. I am slowly edging toward the point of punching people in the eye. For instance!

-On the subject of Exalted: "The biggest thing was it went from "play an awesome character in a larger then life game" to "play a pawn on a chessboard" Big characters, built to be far stronger then we could face (to the point of eventually having basically fiat powers to make them unbeatable) were the true movers and shakers of the setting. Sidereal advisers were not advisers, and did not actually do visions of the future as the basic premise of the game was. Pretty much no matter what you play you are a tool."
Sounds like a problem with the GM, no the system.

-On the subject of the Amazon Kindle 2's ability to use read to you via a text-to-speech program:
*Long aritcle about the Kindle's 2's high quality text-to-speech.
Forum Poster 1: "Amazon has since announced that authors and publishers can have the text-to-speech function disabled on a title-by-title basis."
Forum Owner: "That announcement is tantamount to "Pirates announce that their blatant theft of copyrighted material will be discontinued, on a title-by-title basis, if the authors being stolen from write a truly sincere pretty-please letter.""
I cannot even form a coherent response to this, it's so stupid. Yes, because checking the "no text to speech" box when submitting your book's DRM and metadata is OBVIOUSLY the same as 'plz pirate kthks'.

-And, of course, this gem:
"Take a look at all the constituency groups that for 50 years have been depending on the Democrat Party to improve their lives. And you tell me if you find any. They're still complaining, still griping about the same problems. Their problems don't get fixed by government. And those lives have been poisoned. Those lives have been cut short by false promises, from government representatives who said don't worry about it, we'll take care of you. Just vote for us."
Obviously, only democratic politicians promise this. Republicans never do. Right.
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Taxes [02 Mar 2009|01:04am]
I owe $2,300 to the IRS for 2008.
I mean, I guess 2008 was good for me and all.

But damn, yo.
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[28 Feb 2009|01:28pm]
Know what I don't understand?

The belief that government exists ONLY to maintain public order, defend borders, and provide minimal public goods, and that anything else is an intrusion into the 'purity' of the free market - which, as we all know, solves everything. Even if it screws you over doing so.

The very concept of the essential purity of unregulated capitalism is very alien to me.

Unrelated: CCR = still awesome.
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Houses of the Blooded [27 Feb 2009|02:20pm]
Okay, so... Houses of the Blooded.

I get it, I really do. It's the game for doing what Lance loved doing with Birthright. It's the game for Rome. The game for The Count of Monte Cristo. And it's the game for Dune, really, at least if you're playing in the Houses of the Landsraad, and not out fucking off with Fremen.
Edit: It also sounds like it's the same kind of game as Aether, which appeals to me.
I get it. It's a cool idea. But you know what I totally don't get?

The Ven.

Seriously, I don't get why they exist within the context of the game. I don't dislike them, but it seems like the Ven and their divisions exist simply for the sake of being there. Like, Clans in NWoD make sense, because of the long history of clans in OWoD - despite the fact I don't think they're needed objectively, it probably wouldn't feel like Vampire without clans. In 7th Sea it made sense because of the heightened sense of 'national character' - so the Montaigne will always seem French, and Vodacce always Italian, etc.

But given that the Ven are manufactured of whole cloth, and their history fictional, I do not understand the need to divide them from ordinary humans in a supernatural fashion. Now admittedly, part of this comes from my belief that PCs need not be supernatural to be more awesome than people in a story-heavy game. But part of it comes from my instinctive shying away from special+supernatural for its own sake in games.
Look at it this way: suppose there are 3rd gens waging the jihad in Vampire, right? And now suppose the purpose of the game is to play 10th gens waging the jihad for their progenitors. And now suppose there's no internal reason for it except that's what the game is about - the Antedilluvians aren't actually out to control everything or destroy it. They're just fucking around, and they've always been fucking around, and there's no history before they showed up. That's kinda how I feel about the Ven - I just don't get why they're special for special's sake, since that actually LIMITS the kinds of dramatic stories you can tell, as by dint of power, only a Ven has the awesome to challenge another Ven, and you're either related to them or not.
And I understand that the Ven are supposed to represent emotional extremes. But I've never had a hard time believing human beings can exemplify raw emotion like that.

Shit, at least in Exalted, you can become a Celestial Exalt by knack of being amazing or surviving something you shouldn't have. Yes, I admit I have a terrible dislike of you-are-born-to-power setups.
Edit: I admit as well that the descriptions of them struck me as 'tragically doomed as a race' in that Elric sense, and I'm not a fan of that, either. I'd rather that their situations be tragic rather than themselves. I.E. Hamlet is doomed, not the Danes, because the Danes are all like Hamlet.

So in a nutshell: I don't get why the Ven are required to tell the kind of stories the game is geared to tell. They're cool and all, but I guess I don't get why they're there.
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Totally at random! [27 Feb 2009|11:37am]
What have I been doing? Well, other than turning my LJ into a land youtube reposts, apparently, I've been...doing stuff. You know. STUFF.

My stuff, let me show you it!


It's Keenan! And he is not suspicious in his vest and hoodie. No, no. Not suspicious at all!


deadro is a tiny woman, but she is made of metal and will steal your nuts. And then shoot them out of a cannon. Why? For the lulz.


psychik is enthusiastic about breakfast foods, which is at odds with the fact that she apparently does not consume them with any regularity. The 5 Spot fixes that for everyone. They'll enjoy their breakfast or be executed.
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Black Cat, by Ladytron [25 Feb 2009|12:51am]


Apparently, Mira Aroyo isn't just in Ladytron. No, no. She also has a PhD in molecular genetics. From Oxford.

Way to make me feel like an underachiever.
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