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After spending $300 a month with a personal trainer, work out 2 hrs a day with weight then cardio, I have lost 10 lbs only ... well, put on some muscle, so that's a bit frustrating cuz I wanna be lean, not bulky. Still more to go, and I have to stop for being overweight!!! Warm weather is coming tooooooo sooooooon!

chocolate or thin mint

One year, two relationships, that was a record for me. I broke up with my latest rebound ex cuz of some tiny little flaw, but at least I did the break up the weekend after Valentine's Day this time. I can't deal with guys who joke about love, and he in fact has been making fun of love by saying "I love you, oh, I really didn't mean that." Same thing went on after our Valentine's Day dinner where I was trying to make it romantic. Nope, same thing, which somewhat pissed me off.

So, I made the effort to hang out with this latest ex as a friend, and he has been flirting with this sales at the suits store, and even asked me to get him the chocolate he likes so he can give it to the married army guy who has been flirting and hinting to sleep with him at work. What should be my reaction?

Oh well, guess I should focus on slimming down and back to the meat market once again.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1-lw6itcbQ&feature=results_video&playnext=1&list=PL708CBCF79B40BD79

I haven't been binge drinking or eating even after the Sept break up, but for whatever reason I have gained so much weight, which is at the out of control stage. Lack of exercise for sure, but I haven't been eating that bad at all either. I am lost ...

After breaking up with the disappointed princess, I have been casually dating this gentlemen since end of Oct. It was a surprise as I thought it was a random booty call who I met on Manhunt, but we are meeting once a week over the weekend for a date. After about two to three months of this arrangement, it was the first time I got pissed off by this gentlement via a text while I was busy at work.

The question is, whatare the rules for a rebound relationship?

Final Fantasy X and X-2 - all gals.

Well, first of all, facebook sucks.

Well, my previous blog entry was dated back to when I first Bboy. As of 4 hours ago after 6 months of relationship and 5 months for living together, we split, in good terms I guess. I will travel to Vegas next week alone, and pershaps a repeated adventure similar to last year.

I have no regret, just a bit disappointed and irritated, along with somewhat blah. I am not sad at all for some reason, rather I feel relief. I just come to realize I am not the "couple" type of person at all. This revelation actually clear up my mind and my all time obsession about finding a bf. I would rather plan for how to live happily alone for the rest of my life instead. Boys and men are easy come, easy go. Now I can rather focus my energy on something else such as achieving a higher level of my career.

Imagine when listening to a song where every single lyrics just hit your head and they exactly match your situation? I just cry ... for something that just sing out my feeling like that.


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Disaster from the ground melt out my faith, even with brightly casting, drenched in cold water, it still require a long time to cool off. With each blow, I will become stronger. No mater how to arm up, battle in spoken words is still difficult.
In fact I can barely stand up by having this helmet putting on layers everyday.
For being a strong man, I can't rest even with internal injuries.

No one will remember the night I turned into iron and steel with no complete victory.
I wish to be vulnerable like porcelain, with a breakable heart like glass.
I become iron and steel standing in the battlefield and creating the most unsightly comparison.
If I can get romancing luck like an ordinary joe, there's no need for iron arms with King Kong's strength.

To build an immortal body, one will need to be tough enough to scare of loneliness by shedding less tears.
I sweep off a troop of army to realize the past is like water flow; can't turn around even with such determination. I am a bit helpless with the tight armor and even become unbreakable when falling on the ground. I can't get out of it without help from anyone.

No one will remember the night I turned into iron and steel with no complete victory.
I wish to be vulnerable like porcelain, with a breakable heart like glass.
I become iron and steel standing in the battlefield and creating the most unsightly comparison.
If I can get romancing luck like an ordinary joe, there's no need to use weapon in hand.

I just realized to whom shall I entertain for being iron and steel when there's no way ahead.
I wish to be vulnerable like porcelain, spotless and shiny like an exquisite and delicate vase.
I turn into iron and steel coming back to the daily battle field with no joy or sadness on my brows.
Shall I be in love, I will use my body to slowly love you. I greed and fear of death thereafter.



從頭熔掉我多災的信仰 鑄造更光更亮 淋過冷水 也等得漫長
隨着每個打擊 我會愈強 最難舌劍唇槍 怎樣武裝 和人言打仗
其實這鋼盔 天天加厚 最後令我 站着亦牽強
我縱是內傷 但強人 哪可休養

我變做了鋼鐵 但未完全勝利 無人晚上會記起
我都想可以脆弱到 彷似瓷器 極易碎那顆心 就如玻璃
我變做了鋼鐵 迄立茫茫戳地 形成最礙眼對比
若我得到常人 戀愛運氣 又哪用鐵金剛 一雙鐵臂

如可強硬到孤單都嚇退 要滴過幾次淚 才夠建築 永生的身軀
然後我掃得低 一支軍隊 先知過去如水 堅毅如此 原來回不去
無奈我有點 迫不得已 發育直到 墜地亦不碎
卻困着肉身 沒人來 也出不去 woo~

我變做了鋼鐵 但未完全勝利 無人晚上會記起
我都想可以脆弱到 彷似瓷器 極易碎那顆心 就如玻璃
我變做了鋼鐵 迄立茫茫戳地 形成最礙眼對比
若我得到常人 戀愛運氣 又哪用我手中 這利器 woo~

我變做了鋼鐵 但為誰人獻技 前無去路至記起
我都想可以脆弱到 彷似瓷器 亮白而無暇 猶像花樽精美
我變做了鋼鐵 每日重臨戰地 眉頭再沒樂與悲
若我得到談情 慢條斯理 讓我用我真身 愛你 以後我貪生 又怕死

Why the new Lady GaGa song "Born This Way" sounds similar to Madonna's "Express Yourself?" Just saying ...

Ja in cantonese = weak