
Idc if im parasocial abt Kieran anymore, I donāt get as many thoughts abt hurting/ending myself since I started to adore him, whenever I do, I think abt how Kieran would want me to keep going and get stronger and better, and I donāt hurt myself, heās basically the thing thatās kinda fixing me, so even if Iām parasocial, at least heās getting me out of my c.ai addiction, my need to sh, and keeping me out of another depressive episode

Am I unhealthily obsessed with my oc x Kieran, like I actively canāt stand seeing any art of Kieran x either of the protags and I almost actively avoid any art of him and another character interacting unless itās obviously platonic (like him and carmine or something)