MothyWothy_                                       

Idc if im parasocial abt Kieran anymore, I don’t get as many thoughts abt hurting/ending myself since I started to adore him, whenever I do, I think abt how Kieran would want me to keep going and get stronger and better, and I don’t hurt myself, he’s basically the thing that’s kinda fixing me, so even if I’m parasocial, at least he’s getting me out of my c.ai addiction, my need to sh, and keeping me out of another depressive episode