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Then it was time for stage crew. We really don't do much of anything, so we just sat wayyy down the hallway while I read everybody crap from the College Humor Guide to College Book. NEVER accept a backscratch from a boy. NEVER EVER! haha. And then Steph gave me a makeover.
Steph and I snuck in the back of the auditorium to see the crucifixion - it gave me the chills, ngl. Though it could also have been the fact that the fence was rattling and little kids were singing, and it kinda creeped me out. idk

Thennnn we air banded for like ten minutes - Steph, Caitlin and I just danced around. It was fun. Any day you dance more than you walk is a very good day, imo. Then we went to Friendly's and were really obnoxious and ate ice cream and it was just wonderful.

Today was a day where I just really loved all of my friends. It was an awesome day, and I am going to miss everyone. Even though I guess there won't be anyone to miss except all my underclassmen friends. Pm all of us are going to Boston or near it - Steph, me, Caitlin, Brad, and JOE! because he is NOT ditching us for the South anymore. You have NO IDEA how happy this makes me.

This summer is going to be epic - just great days like this, all day, every day.

and now with that lovely thought, I think I am going to go to bed. I mean, I DO have to be there tomorrow at 11:30! haha
 

blackjacks

so I never update....whatever
I guess this is the opposite of last year, when I was all, "omg let's post FOUR TIMES A DAY!"
cause really, no one cares about my random ramblings about stalkers. lol

so it's fucking roasting here....and it was cold and rainy 2 days ago! stupid New England weather
at least I have an AC in my room
I'm never coming out!
haha

and now I'm really hungry, but idk what to eat
we have hot dogs, but no ketchup. BOO!
and everything else requires too much thought
um....maybe spaghetti? idk
but enough about what I'm going to have for dinner. lol

Within the last like three days, I've REALLY gotten into the Beatles, and I kinda feel like a poser now. idk why
it's not like ANY people my age can be all, "well, I knew them when they weren't famous!"
or any of that shit
I'm just weird, I guess
but whatever
they're really really catchy, and making me happy
so idc

so yea...that's my life right now
FOUR MORE DAYS! then two finals
then I'm DONE!
FINALLY!

and being able to wear shorts and a tshirt to school tomorrow and monday is making me WAY too happy
my life is small, I suppose

and I realized that I might be able to upload vids from my camera onto like youtube or something! the thought just hit me like yesterday.....now I just need to find the cord and see if I'm right
if I am....oh man, the stupid crap I might do.....haha

I really need to go to the bookstore...I am in dire need of new things to read
I should do that tomorrow

guess I'm done now

blackjacks

I spent today with Marina...as I spend most of my days now....lol
and we wonder why people talk....
haha

anyways, today was gorgeous - 80 degrees, but not humid AT ALL
perfect beach weather, I think

I'm getting into Jack's Mannequin now
I really really like music with a lot of pianos, but I don't listen to enough of it

I'm getting mozzerella sticks! yay
but I'm in this mood where I just...DON'T wanna eat...ya know?
the mere idea of putting food in my mouth right now is just....not appealing. not one bit

I should write more.....I'm seriously my worst critic, then I feel ridiculous, then I don't write
I should just get over that

so....yea
I'm just laying here on my bed....the house is silent and empty....but not for long
birds were singing
all is right in the world

have a good vacation everyone!

blackjacks

I don't know what to say
Things just....are
damn Pats LOST the freaking Super Bowl. booo
(and I don't even like football)
and I think I'm everything I hate
I'm super bitchy, I"m vague, I AM an obnoxious 12 year old, I can be a hypocrite, I'm uppity, I'm gossipy
ok...maybe not everything (for one, I'm not slutty)
just some things
so I guess that means I don't really hate them
cause I don't hate myself
not by a looong shot!
so...um...I guess that's it

(not EVERY day can be a rant. jeeeeeeeeeez)
haha