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[28 Jul 2009|06:58pm] |
Hey all of my 3 or 4 readers.
I don't update very regularly anymore. I'm just so busy but not with anything overwhelmingly remarkable and so I feel no need to update most of the time. Right now I'm really only doing it because I have not much else to do. I'm stuck at home by myself. I can't go out because I lost my key and I wouldn't be able to lock the door. Its not so bad though. I get to smoke in my house since nobody is here. Which is pretty neat.
I've pretty much just been working and hanging out lately. Lake Compounce consumes my life most of the time. Things are OK there, I'm just sort of ready for that part of my life to be over. It's such meaningless unsatisfying work. But it gets me some money, as limited as it may be. I'm supposed to be saving for my trip to Florida in two weeks but I am really bad at being frugal. I only have $80.
I've been having some wonderful times this summer. Exploring Massachusetts with Ally, smoking a lot, ending up at random beautiful beaches, traveling through beautiful scenery, sharing great times with MJ and Tom. Stuff has been really cool.
And right now I'm listening to the most perfect music. The Books. It's on shuffle so it will only be The Books until the end of The Future, Wouldn't That be Nice? but it's so great for this moment actually.
I'm going to a Rave in August, I think. It's in New Hampshire. It's called Mario Party and it looks like a lot of fun. Mario everything. You can play Mario on giant screes and there is going to be a lazer tag room called "Bowser's Castle." And there's going to be people wearing nintendo character costumes. There's also going to be bumper cars and a mini roller coaster. It sounds wonderful to me.
I had a great night last night with Shayne and Josh. They're moving to Boston soon so it was good to see them before they left. We watched funny Harry Potter things. It was great. Josh also burned me a Wizard Rock mix that I haven't listened to yet. I might do that soon.
Anyway that's all I can ramble about right now.
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[08 Feb 2009|03:37pm] |
Sooooo hello
I've been at school for two weeks now. I actually surprisingly like it. I like my classes, my professors, etc. I'm doing a lot of stuff on campus. I joined the queer club, I joined a campus magazine called off-Center which I may or may not be published in. I'm joining a campus activist group called 1 in 10. I'm training to be a DJ on the campus radio station. I'm also going on a free trip to Washington DC with this native american club that I have friends in. So things are pretty cool.
I have no job and no money, but I have a meal plan so that's good. I haven't smoked since I got here, but that should hopefully change today. It's beautiful outside today.
I miss all my friends in new york but I don't miss hating my life, so it's bittersweet. I'm going to see Hair on broadway for my birthday with Ally, so that's very exciting.
My roommate is pretty cool, he's from Dubai. We went to Starbucks today and talked about classes, alcohol, and shisha. My suitemates are not too obnoxious and I can live with them.
By the way, the new Joss Whedon show Dollhouse starts this coming Friday, and I am more than excited.
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[04 Oct 2007|06:40pm] |
I got a job!
Barnes & Noble in union square!!!
Yay!
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[28 Sep 2007|04:40pm] |
I went to Harlem for lunch today with my FYM group. We had to do this project where we were assigned an area of the city to explore, and we got Harlem. We decided to stay in spanish harlem. We went to this really cute mexican restaurant. There was this scary guy who kept trying top put his headphones in our ears. It was hilarious. We all had burritos which were HUGE and we took a bunch of pictures like idiots. It was really fun, and it was a nice day for it.
Tonight, I might go to this free rave in Brooklyn. It's free, which is good, and it's in Brooklyn, which is good, and it's circus themed. You can't get much better than that.
Anyway, goodbye.
<3
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[18 Dec 2006|07:19pm] |
i am sick sick sick sick sick.
sick.
Probably because I waited for 6 hours in the cold outside of the mall to get a Wii for my younger brother for christmas. Bitches, you know you wish your relatives were this dedicated.
It was fucking awful. Cold. Disgusting. Ew.
But, I got the Wii and now he will be happy on christmas.
Of course, I will be sick on christmas most likely.
SIIIIICKkk.
i cant even think.
<3,
Skyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyler
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[10 Jul 2006|08:34am] |
Rasputina = nest tuesday at Toads Place.
I am very excited.
<3,
Skyler
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[02 Jul 2006|12:22am] |
So, today was a great day at work until this asshole John ruined it. He totally belittled me and acted as if he was way above me and told me how to do my job and called me out on everything, when in reality he has no authority over me at all. it pissed me off so much I was on the verge of tears when I was telling one of the managers about it. She made me happier though.
What makes me even happier than that is Semi-Precious-Weapons at The Annex tomorrow. I need an SPW show. I also just found out I'm going to be on the guest list, which fucking rocks.
Oh shit, it's like already Sunday. I should get some sleep. Or at least try.
<3,
Skyler
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[30 Jun 2006|11:14pm] |
I hate this world that we live in. I hate the people who live in it. I hate our society, our legal system, our traditions. I hate everything.
I hate the violence and the hate and everything that i can't stop. I am so helpless. I can do nothing. I can try and try to teach others and try to help people but nothing will stop the hate or the violence, it will always be there.
All of these horrible things happen every day, and nothing I can do will stop it. All this fear and anger caused by little things such as gender identity will never go away.
We live in such a fucked up place, and nobody seems to think about it. Nobody cares. It's awful. We live in a world where you have to fit into everything correctly, or you're hated. Why? Why is there so much anger?
I can't deal with it. I can't deal with it. Why are transgendered people murdered every day? It makes no sense to me! It kills me, it honestly does. The fact that this happens physically causes me pain.
And i'm selfish, I'm so fucking selfish. I'm not perfect, and never will be. I hate the way I look, and I will never be good enough for myself. I think about all these things whjile there are people being brutally murdered and beaten daily. I can only think of myself and the problems I have and I never stop to think about how awful things might be for someone else.
And this makes me hate myself more.
Everything is about hate.
I have so many questions. So many questions that can't be answered.
Why is there such a fear about gendere expression and identity in this world? Why are animals tortured every day? Why can I do nothing to stop this?
Why must people hate themselves and their bodies? WHy must I wish I was someone else every day?
I wanna feel happy about this world, but I can't because it's so fucked up. I wanna feel happy about myself but I can't because I'm so fucked up.
I want to feel nothing. I want nothing. I want to be numb.
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[01 Jun 2006|10:20pm] |
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I auditioned for Rocky Horror Show tonight.
I really am quite happy with the way I auditioned.
I am excited to hear from them.
<3,
Skyler
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[22 Apr 2006|02:35pm] |
Yay! Earth day! Yay!
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[01 Apr 2006|08:58pm] |
Yay for queer prom!!!
12th Annual Queer Prom
Date: Saturday, May 13th 2006
Time: 8:00p.m. - Midnight
Place: Charter Oak Cultural Center
21 Charter Oak Avenue
Hartford, CT
Cost: $5.00
DRESS TO IMPRESS!!
DJ, Prom King & Queen, Prizes, & More
All youth ages 22 & under are welcome
Anyone interested should go!!
<3,
Skyler
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[18 Mar 2006|11:26am] |
ATTENTION
Does anyone who drives wanna go to an anti-war rally with me tomorrow in Hartford? I need a ride and someone to go with.
Thanks.
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[08 Feb 2006|12:00am] |
I miss Noah.
a lot.
<3,
Skyler
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[02 Jan 2006|12:03am] |
This is a PSA for all my LJ Friends:
WATCH THE JAPANESE FILM "SUICIDE CLUB"!!!
It's CRAZY.
I own it if anyone wants to have a suicide party.
and if you dont mind subtitles.
<3,
Sk-sk-skyler
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[24 Dec 2005|09:44pm] |
Does anybody know a better music sharing program other than Ares.
Ares really isn't impressing me anymore, i'm not finding hardly any of the srtists im searching for.
So yeah, if you know of any, hook me up.
<3,
Sk-sk-skyler.
(yes i qam changin my Livejournal alias to Skyler even though my name will still be 'ziggyblinx')
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[11 Dec 2005|08:00pm] |
i wanna go see gwen stefani at mohegan sun tomorrow but i have no way to get there and no one to go with.
today just sucks.
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[09 Dec 2005|03:52pm] |
SLYTHERIN!
You scored 56% Slytherin, 12% Ravenclaw, 36% Gryffindor, and 20% Hufflepuff! |
Or perhaps in Slytherin
You'll make your real friends,
These cunning folk use any means
To achieve their ends.
Slytherins are known for their ambition, guile, and Machiavellian sensiblities. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 93% on Slytherin |
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You scored higher than 5% on Ravenclaw |
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You scored higher than 31% on Gryffindor |
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You scored higher than 10% on Hufflepuff |
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