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Reeling Through The Fall - Part 2/4
AU. They hate each other. Except for when they don't.
One Direction
Harry/Louis (minor Liam/Zayn, Niall/Barbara)
NC-17
~14'700 words for Part II, about 40k overall.
Warnings: petty boys who get somewhat physical in their apparent dislike for each other, angry sex with a rough edge, references to underage shenanigans and shitty parental behaviour.
[Part I] - [Part II]
[Mixtape on 8tracks]
I remembered to post it here! So proud of myself.
Reeling Through The Fall - Part 1/4
AU. They hate each other. Except for when they don't.
One Direction
Harry/Louis (minor Liam/Zayn, Niall/Barbara)
NC-17
~7'200 words for Part I, about 40k overall.
Warnings: petty boys who get somewhat physical in their apparent dislike for each other, angry sex with a rough edge, references to underage shenanigans and shitty parental behaviour.
[Part I] - [Mixtape on 8tracks]
Okay, this is happening. I am weirdly excited, even though that’s probably both ridiculous and unwarranted. But what’ve I got to lose?! So. After having spent most of today on putting together a non-fandom version of Pull Me Under, changing the character names and tweaking a few details, fiddling with the formatting... It is now available as a Kindle ebook.
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I would be immensely, incredibly, so very grateful if a couple of you guys were maybe willing to write a review, or recommend it to people you think might be interested, or... you know. Help me get it noticed? Somehow? (But I won’t be upset if no one does.) I guess it’s easy for one single ebook to get lost amongst the tens of thousands which are available, so any help would be so very appreciated. :)
Now excuse me while I aggressively remind myself that it doesn’t matter if no one ends up being interested in my little ebook. At worst, it cost me a day of my time. Yes. (But oh God, what if this is a huge mistake? What if people hate it? But then again, what if it’s enough to cover my concert ticket for the Where We Are tour?! That would be so so fantastic.)
Anyway. For other fanfic authors who may want to do the same, I collected some information below the cut. The process is pretty straight-forward, really. (Alternatives to Kindle/Amazon are lulu.com and createspace.com; I haven’t looked into them yet.)

Counting The Steps Between Us
AU. So, yeah. That year abroad helped Harry establish that he is in love with his best friend. Now, if Louis would stop treating him like a little brother, that would be awesome. (Additional ingredients: a collapsing tree house, a lot of pining, the other three boys as Louis' new best mates from university, and a camping trip. Serve hot.)
[Read on AO3]
[Soundtrack by rumpledlinen]
Into The Blue - Chapter 10/10.5
AU. In which Louis is Harry’s scuba instructor and quite happy to provide the requested special treatment, pun fully intended. It can’t be all that difficult to convince Harry that they’re on the same page, right? Also, Niall and Liam may or may not be dating, and Zayn is surrounded by emotionally stunted idiots. He bears it with dignity. (Clever working title: Scuba AU OMG!!!)
One Direction
Harry/Louis (Liam/Niall, Zayn/Perrie)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~16.8k for Chapter 7; ~112k so far; overall estimate ~115k
Warning: mild D/s content (shut up, I blame Harry Styles)
[1] - [2] - [3] - [4] - [5] - [6] - [7] - [8] - [9] - [10]
[Read on one page]
Songs see here. Spoilers!
AU. In which Louis is Harry’s scuba instructor and quite happy to provide the requested special treatment, pun fully intended. It can’t be all that difficult to convince Harry that they’re on the same page, right? Also, Niall and Liam may or may not be dating, and Zayn is surrounded by emotionally stunted idiots. He bears it with dignity. (Clever working title: Scuba AU OMG!!!)
One Direction
Harry/Louis (Liam/Niall, Zayn/Perrie)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~7.8k for Chapter 7; ~95k so far; overall estimate ~115k
Warning: mild D/s content (shut up, I blame Harry Styles)
[1] - [2] - [3] - [4] - [5] - [6] - [7] - [8] - [9]
[Read on one page]
Songs see here. Spoilers!
AU. In which Louis is Harry’s scuba instructor and quite happy to provide the requested special treatment, pun fully intended. It can’t be all that difficult to convince Harry that they’re on the same page, right? Also, Niall and Liam may or may not be dating, and Zayn is surrounded by emotionally stunted idiots. He bears it with dignity. (Clever working title: Scuba AU OMG!!!)
One Direction
Harry/Louis (Liam/Niall, Zayn/Perrie)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~11k for Chapter 7; ~80k so far; overall estimate ~105k
Warning: mild D/s content (shut up, I blame Harry Styles)
[1] - [2] - [3] - [4] - [5] - [6] - [7]
[Read on one page]
Songs see here. Spoilers!
AU. In which Louis is Harry’s scuba instructor and quite happy to provide the requested special treatment, pun fully intended. It can’t be all that difficult to convince Harry that they’re on the same page, right? Also, Niall and Liam may or may not be dating, and Zayn is surrounded by emotionally stunted idiots. He bears it with dignity. (Clever working title: Scuba AU OMG!!!)
One Direction
Harry/Louis (Liam/Niall, Zayn/Perrie)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~12.5k for Chapter 6; ~69k so far; overall estimate ~105k
Warning: mild D/s content (shut up, I blame Harry Styles)
[Read on one page]
Songs see here. Spoilers!
AU. In which Louis is Harry’s scuba instructor and quite happy to provide the requested special treatment, pun fully intended. It can’t be all that difficult to convince Harry that they’re on the same page, right? Also, Niall and Liam may or may not be dating, and Zayn is surrounded by emotionally stunted idiots. He bears it with dignity. (Clever working title: Scuba AU OMG!!!)
One Direction
Harry/Louis (Liam/Niall, Zayn/Perrie)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~12k for Chapter 5; ~56k so far; overall estimate ~100k
Warning: mild D/s content (shut up, I blame Harry Styles)
[Read on one page]
Songs see here. Spoilers!
Into The Blue - Chapter 3/10
AU. In which Louis is Harry’s scuba instructor and quite happy to provide the requested special treatment, pun fully intended. It can’t be all that difficult to convince Harry that they’re on the same page, right? Also, Niall and Liam may or may not be dating, and Zayn is surrounded by emotionally stunted idiots. He bears it with dignity. (Clever working title: Scuba AU OMG!!!)
One Direction
Harry/Louis (Liam/Niall, Zayn/Perrie)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~13k for Chapter 2; ~33k so far; overall estimate ~100k
Warning: mild D/s content (shut up, I blame Harry Styles)
[Read on one page]
Songs see here. Spoilers!
Into The Blue - Chapter 2/10
AU. In which Louis is Harry’s scuba instructor and quite happy to provide the requested special treatment, pun fully intended. It can’t be all that difficult to convince Harry that they’re on the same page, right? Also, Niall and Liam may or may not be dating, and Zayn is surrounded by emotionally stunted idiots. He bears it with dignity. (Clever working title: Scuba AU OMG!!!)
One Direction
Harry/Louis (Liam/Niall, Zayn/Perrie)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~7.8k for Chapter 2; ~20k so far; overall estimate ~100k
Warning: mild D/s content (shut up, I blame Harry Styles)
[Read on one page]
Songs see here. Spoilers!
Into The Blue - Chapter 1/10
AU. In which Louis is Harry’s scuba instructor and quite happy to provide the requested special treatment, pun fully intended. It can’t be all that difficult to convince Harry that they’re on the same page, right? Also, Niall and Liam may or may not be dating, and Zayn is surrounded by emotionally stunted idiots. He bears it with dignity. (Clever working title: Scuba AU OMG!!!)
One Direction
Harry/Louis (Liam/Niall, Zayn/Perrie)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~12k for Chapter 1, overall estimate ~100k
Warning: mild D/s content (shut up, I blame Harry Styles)
[Read on AO3]
Songs see here. Spoilers!
Uh. So, updated. With the coda I never intended to write. You're welcome?
Pull Me Under - complete, now with coda
One DirectionPairings: Harry/Louis (Liam/Zayn, hints of Niall/Eleanor)
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 13'800 words for this chapter, ~140k overall
AU. As the first British footballer to come out at the prime of his career, it helps that Louis Tomlinson is in a long-term, committed relationship. Even if that relationship is fake. (Featuring Niall as Louis' favourite teammate, Liam as Louis' agent, and Zayn as Liam's boyfriend, who just happens to be good friends with one Harry Styles.)
[Part 1] | [Part 2] | [Part 3] | [Part 4] | [Part 5] | [Part 6]
[Part 7] | [Part 8] | [Part 9] | [Part 10] | [Part 11] | [Part 12]
[Coda]
Done! Over and out.
Pull Me Under - complete
One Direction
Pairings: Harry/Louis (Liam/Zayn, hints of Niall/Eleanor)
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 11'600 words for this chapter, ~126k overall
AU. As the first British footballer to come out at the prime of his career, it helps that Louis Tomlinson is in a long-term, committed relationship. Even if that relationship is fake. (Featuring Niall as Louis' favourite teammate, Liam as Louis' agent, and Zayn as Liam's boyfriend, who just happens to be good friends with one Harry Styles.)
[Part 1] | [Part 2] | [Part 3] | [Part 4] | [Part 5] | [Part 6]
[Part 7] | [Part 8] | [Part 9] | [Part 10] | [Part 11] | [Part 12]
Almost there!
Pull Me Under, 11/12
One Direction
Pairings: Harry/Louis (Liam/Zayn, hints of Niall/Eleanor)
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 9'800 words for this chapter, ~114k so far, ~120k overall
AU. As the first British footballer to come out at the prime of his career, it helps that Louis Tomlinson is in a long-term, committed relationship. Even if that relationship is fake. (Featuring Niall as Louis' favourite teammate, Liam as Louis' agent, and Zayn as Liam's boyfriend, who just happens to be good friends with one Harry Styles.)
[Part 1] | [Part 2] | [Part 3] | [Part 4] | [Part 5] | [Part 6]
[Part 7] | [Part 8] | [Part 9] | [Part 10] | [Part 11]
Ten down, two to go. Good stuff.
Pull Me Under, 10/12
One Direction
Pairings: Harry/Louis (Liam/Zayn, hints of Niall/Eleanor)
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 9'300 words for this chapter, ~104k so far, ~120k overall
AU. As the first British footballer to come out at the prime of his career, it helps that Louis Tomlinson is in a long-term, committed relationship. Even if that relationship is fake. (Featuring Niall as Louis' favourite teammate, Liam as Louis' agent, and Zayn as Liam's boyfriend, who just happens to be good friends with one Harry Styles.)
[Part 1] | [Part 2] | [Part 3] | [Part 4] | [Part 5] | [Part 6]
[Part 7] | [Part 8] | [Part 9] | [Part 10]

Pull Me Under - 9/12
AU. As the first British footballer to come out at the prime of his career, it helps that Louis Tomlinson is in a long-term, committed relationship. Even if that relationship is fake. (Featuring Niall as Louis’ favourite teammate, Liam as Louis’ agent, and Zayn as Liam’s boyfriend, who just happens to be good friends with one Harry Styles.)
[Part 1] | [Part 2] | [Part 3] | [Part 4] | [Part 5] | [Part 6]
[Part 7] | [Part 8] | [Part 9]
[Read on one page]
[Soundtrack]

Pull Me Under - 8/12
AU. As the first British footballer to come out at the prime of his career, it helps that Louis Tomlinson is in a long-term, committed relationship. Even if that relationship is fake. (Featuring Niall as Louis’ favourite teammate, Liam as Louis’ agent, and Zayn as Liam’s boyfriend, who just happens to be good friends with one Harry Styles.)
[Part 1] | [Part 2] | [Part 3] | [Part 4] | [Part 5] | [Part 6]
[Part 7] | [Part 8]
[Read on one page]
[Soundtrack]
AU. As the first British footballer to come out at the prime of his career, it helps that Louis Tomlinson is in a long-term, committed relationship. Even if that relationship is fake. (Featuring Niall as Louis’ favourite teammate, Liam as Louis’ agent, and Zayn as Liam’s boyfriend, who just happens to be good friends with one Harry Styles.)
[Part 1] | [Part 2] | [Part 3] | [Part 4] | [Part 5] | [Part 6] | [Part 7]
[Read on one page]
[Soundtrack]
AU. As the first British footballer to come out at the prime of his career, it helps that Louis Tomlinson is in a long-term, committed relationship. Even if that relationship is fake. (Featuring Niall as Louis’ favourite teammate, Liam as Louis’ agent, and Zayn as Liam’s boyfriend, who just happens to be good friends with one Harry Styles.)
[Part 1] | [Part 2] | [Part 3] | [Part 4] | [Part 5] | [Part 6]
[Read on one page]
[Soundtrack]
Pull Me Under - 5/14
AU. As the first British footballer to come out at the prime of his career, it helps that Louis Tomlinson is in a long-term, committed relationship. Even if that relationship is fake. (Featuring Niall as Louis’ favourite teammate, Liam as Louis’ agent, and Zayn as Liam’s boyfriend, who just happens to be good friends with one Harry Styles.)
[Part 1] | [Part 2] | [Part 3] | [Part 4] | [Part 5]
[Read on one page]
[Soundtrack]
Pull Me Under - 4/14
AU. As the first British footballer to come out at the prime of his career, it helps that Louis Tomlinson is in a long-term, committed relationship. Even if that relationship is fake. (Featuring Niall as Louis’ favourite teammate, Liam as Louis’ agent, and Zayn as Liam’s boyfriend, who just happens to be good friends with one Harry Styles.)
[Part 1] | [Part 2] | [Part 3] | [Part 4]
[Read on one page]

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just wanted to say that Iove your fan fiction "pull me under" :)
I was wondering if there might be a translation into german and if there isn't i'd like to know if it would be okay if I'd…
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