Things are fine so far.

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: "De Moma De" by Paul Oakenfold

Left Chris, and Hannah (unfortunality) and am now living else where so I can get my life together and make something of myself.

Current Mood: sleepy

Yea, okay, so the Pediatrician's office wouldn't see Hannah because there's an unpaid balance of $20. pffsht, bitches.
so I re-scheduled for Tuesday afternoon.
They wouldn't take the stupid secondary insurance card as payment, because they're retarded machine didn't understand. and plus, they just got all new equipment and computers, so everything 'might' get screwed up.
BLEH, I tell you, BLEH.
children.
doctors.
money.
pain in the ass.

Current Music: The sound of my washer going swish swish wishy swash...
Current Mood: cranky

Hannah's got her well check-up today at 9:15am.
poor baby gunna get poked with needles :(
*yawns* I'm so tired, ARGH.

Current Music: "I Miss You" by Blink 182
Current Mood: drained

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You as a kitten:
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^^With drink

What Makes You Purr? by bluemystique82
Name:
Age:
Favorite Food:
You purr when:	you drink
You as a kitten:
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^^With food

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: none

Nothing exciting is going on in my life at this time. The only thing that gets me all hot and bothered is earning neopoints on my beloved Neopets.
I'm such a loser, lol.

*edited*
I guess I'll add some random pictures that I just took.


My empty Diet Dr. Pepper bottle^^


My non-cold water I'm currently drinking^^


My lovely phone^^


All the things I did today (a.k.a my to-do list)^^


The quiet baby monitor^^


And my horribly dark roots^^

Current Music: Some local band on the radio.
Current Mood: ditzy

now isn't my Gremlin kitten just as cute as can be?

Current Music: "Bored" by Deftones
Current Mood: bored

yesterday, Hannah and I went to Chris' work 'cause they were having this 75 year celebration thing with huge 6-foot Mickeys on display through out the atrium and around it.
it was fun, but there were too many kids, lol. thank god mine can't walk yet!
I didn't get to get as many pictures as I wanted because kids just wouldn't get off the Mickeys! but I'ma go back sometime this week when the kids are at school so I can get good ones.


I know that Jamie Lee Curtis did that one^^




my favorite^^


Hannah decided to kick back and take a nap^^

Current Music: "Optimistic" by Radiohead
Current Mood: productive

I am so tired. I've been up since 3am, have had numerous tummy aches and headaches, and no naps. I think I'll take a nap before Hannah comes home...*nods* that sounds like a great idea.
I got a nifty Vietnam book at the library today, 'cause I wanna see what all the shizba is about.

Current Music: "It's In Our Hands" by Björk
Current Mood: sleepy

I make damn good Chocolate Chip Cookies :)
Anyways, Hannah is going to go spend the day tomorrow with Chris' mom, so YAY! I get the day to myself.
Go me, go me, go me, haha.

Current Mood: tired

Oh Vivica I wish you well
I watch you burn in humid hell
No sleeping pills no old tattoos
will save you now

He'll never change he's just too vague
he'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do, I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...

Oh Vivica I wish you well
I watch you sit I watch you dwell
No crooked spine no torn up rag
will save you now

He'll never change he's not like me
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do, I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...

Oh Vivica I wish you well
I'll sit right here I'll never tell
no tender scar no twist of fate
will save you now

He'll never change he's just not there
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you will I really do, I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...

She's empty and so beautiful
I'll keep her here with me

Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: "Vivica" by Jack Off Jill

I'm so sorry journal that I've been neglecting you....*hugs*
I've been so busy trying to get a job! and I still don't have one!
ARGH!
Anyways, I'll try and pay more attention to you like I used to, okay?

Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: "Alexander The Burn Victim" by Scarling

well, I didn't get anything done today because Hannah's running a fever.
poor baby :(

Current Music: "Suite for orchestra No 3 in D major, BWV 1068" by Johann Sebastian Bach - Lucerne Festival Strings
Current Mood: worried

yesterday evening, Chris, Hannah and I went up north (towards the Oklahoma border) to look at this cheap fixer upper house that Chris wants to buy.
We never found it, lol.
Hannah was so cranky, she was driving me fucking insane! I just wanted to throw myself out of the car.
Chris got pissy because I was crying and freaking out, so that didn't help.
and today, he talked to the lady who owns the house, and found out the house was way far away where we were looking. HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT?
on the website where the house is listed, it has a totally different address then what it really is.
CUNT, LOL.
so now, Chris wants to go back after he gets off of work.
WTF?
I wanna go, but I don't want nothing fucked up to happen again.
Hannah and I don't do good on long car trips together, LOL.
I love her though.
anyways, I got errands to run. gotta go exchange some crap at Wal-Mart, stop by the car wash and throw away 239874612973512 LBS of trash that's piled up on the passenger seat floor, and find the Grapevine Department of Housing Authority so I can grab an application for Section 8 Voucher.
maybe I should take a shower first? hmmm, I think I should.

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: "Styrofoam Plates" by Death Cab for Cutie

Hannah's going to start crawling anyday now! she's starting to push herself up with her hands and knees :)

oh, and I don't know if anyone noticed, but I did a friends cut, and if you'd like to be re-added, just post a comment here.

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Runaway - Linkin Park

I just had to brag and let everyone know that last wednesday (July 17th, 2004) I went and saw KiTTiE LIVE down in Deep Ellum.
IT FUCKING ROCKED!

Current Music: Brackish - KiTTiE
Current Mood: sleepy

Been along while since I've updated this thing.
I've been a busy mommy.
Hannah's getting huge!
she just recently got her 2 botton toofies :)
She's not quite crawling, or sitting up, but she's getting there, and being in the hospital for a month after birth doesn't really help.It almost seems like she'll walk before anything, LOL.
Oh, and she's 8 months old now!

Current Music: Severed - KiTTiE
Current Mood: sleepy