YAY!! today is my parents 25th weddingg anniversary. theyy aree goinggg to thee cityy to celebrate. 25 years is amazingg and i hope that i can have what they hadd. did that make sense becausee it soundedd good to me.

well i have been alive these past three weekss, i have just beeen running around like C-R-A-Z-Y!! birdiee went up and it was just fabolous. no one expected it to be that great on thursday nightt but IT WAS FREAKINNN AMAZINGG! becausee i was rosiee, lol. no really the audience was absolutely amazing and i just loved them so much. im so upset its over, i had so much fun playing rosie and doing all those numbers and everything!

im gonna miss seeing all the sicta people everyday. i mean sure ill be seeing them in september but i lovveeee the summer and seeing them everyday, lol.

welll on sundaayyy we went to go see billy sing in some concert and wasnt it just the best concert in the world lol. then we went to adobe blues with everyone and then me and the jessicas had a sleepoverrrr, iLu girlsss sooo much. we hung out till like 430 in the mornign and talked for sooo long lol.

and today im doing nothinggg, lol. except right now im watching AMC and I HATE RYAN and rebecca budig looks beautiful right now with no makeup and everything.

alrightyyyy, i ammm goingg bye bye bye right now!!!!!

yep, thats what becca is right now. sleepy, sneezy, and is sicky even a word? proably not but i am making it up RIGHT NOW! lol.

so things are going good. i had rehershal today and every other day and things are going good, the show is in a week which is really scary for me to even think about.

yesterday i went to demarz house with some peopel and we swam and then watched a movie.

O.M.G GH today was just AMAZING, AMAZING! Thats what it was. i love JaSam SO much. and tonight k.mo is on larry king live with ALEC, that SEXXYYYY russian lover of mine!!

alright welll gotttsss tooo goo. peacee out cub scout =]~

yay!! k.mo won dwts! thats right, so all you haters who doubted her AWESOMENESS can just go to hell. i loved every minute of it. especially her freestyle number, those lifts were awesome. and then the PERFECT score of 30 was just priceless! im gonna miss dwts, not really for the dancing but it was nice seeing kelly as a real person and not just as sam everyday. but another thing i am gonna miss is alec. i loved him so much, he was SO hot and he was such a sweetheart! aww, well hopefully we see more of him in the future.

so birdie rehearshals are going good. i know most of my lines except for just maybe some of act2. but other wise everything is working out well.

this wkend im at the beach house again and totally totally bored. and right now i can hear my parents talking about how i am bored and whatever and its not my fault but this sucks when im down here alone and with no one to talk to. they want to go do something but i really dont wanna hang out with them because i cant have fun with them, i dont know its complicated.

i wish i was at the beach right now but they had to clear it becuz there was a lightning storm and everything, which wasnt tooo good. there was this horrible band playing at the beach and the lead singers couldnt carry at tune at all. i seriously wanted to get up there and rip the microphone out of their hands and start beating them with it. i dont think the rest of the people eouldve minded because they SUCKED so much!!

well happy birthday to my cuzin luke! 12 years old yesterday and we went to a japenese restuarant for hibachi and it was really a lot of fun. the curtain fell on my aunts head which was extremely funny.

well im gonna go now so ill leave with this beautiful quote spoken by the GORGEOUS alec mazo.

"i may not of been given the dancer with the largest dance training, but i was given the dancer with the biggest heart"

CINDERELLA, WELCOME TO THE BALL!!

yea i havent been around for awhile, i havent had to time to update. everything has been craziieee for the past couple of days.

uhm, letsss see what can i fill all you pple in about, hmmm... i was down at my beach house for this whole weekend with my familyy. we had a cousins party which surpisingly went well, considering how insane my family is. lmao. it was nice to all be together, nelini came down too to celebrate lol.

then yesterday for 4th of july we just stayed on the beach the whole day with aunt teresa, aunt lorraine, ali and all their families. we went in the water which is something i never ever do, considering i am afraid of the ocean lol. but all my cousins were out there so i figured i might as well. and my cousins friend was a lifegaurd so she couldve always saved me.

then we played a game of volleyball and i officially suck at it lol. i couldnt hit the ball for anything and i kept falling all over the place but we werent exactly being all pro-ish and my cousin lauren sucked too so it was all good. then i was like, ill do a back handspring not smart considering i havent done one since maybe febuary/march. in mid air my arms gave out and i came crashing down on my face and got a mouth full of sand. not fun, lol.

then we wathced the fireworks from the beach. they were awesome almost 3Dish and there were these cool little fishy ones and falling stars, lol.

today was the first day of sicta! which is fun and now it goves me something to do. yea, well now im gonna go put some aloe on my badly burned back, lol.

talk to you later <33

thats what my parents have been telling me since yesterday! we went to the beach here in asbury and i forgot to take off my sunglasses so now i have marks around my face, not very attractive lol.

but other good things are that i am very tan! yea, i love being tan. haha. then my mom bought me a shark tooth necklace and shark earrings. theyre breally cool looking, some peopel on the beach were selling all this jewlery that they handmake.

then we went out to dinner and i went back home and slept, lol. my sister woke me up this morning by jumping on me, shes real mature for a 21 year old right? haha

and basically i didnt do anything else today. i was supposed to go to the beach to get rid of my racoon face but it is raining so now i have to stay looking like an ugly rodent. how wonderful.

well tomorrow i have to go help out at alyssa spoto's end of the year party. should be fun running around with 7 year olds right, haha how bout no.

well my parents want to leave for si in a little bit so i gotta go, leave some love!

yepp, i can now make icons and ive become highly OBSESSIVE with them, lol. im making like eveything from GH to aida, haha.

im so tired. today was really exhausting. i went to britt's block partyy withh her and jessicerrr. it was unbelievably hot there though. then my ma came and picked me up. so i went home to the nice a-c filled room!! lmao.

i had to go to alexa's sweet 16 so i got ready and wore a nice brown dress there and had some fun. our candle was defiently the funniest constant creww. I DID NOT GET GIFTS FROM THE DELI GUY, hahaha.

now im home and im probably going to asbury tomorrow which means the BEACH and a nce tan. this time ill put on sunscreen so i wont burn like last time. SO PAINFUL.

i can't wait for july to get here, because sicta starts which means i should learn the lines lol, and my aunt and cousins will be up from florida for the whole month! so im very excited for them.

then i get to go on the CRUISE with the biff. lol. SO EXCITED. alright time for bed. its late, love youss!

yepp they do!! i cant even breathe out of my nose right now and it so sucks! stupid nasonex does not work and i feel like i am drugged up from all the medication ive been taking lol.

well last night was nick's partie. i went in the pool too!! me and chels are like the last place i wanna be right now is the pool, wanna go in haha. but my skin turned all red and i looked like i had a ton of sunburn. then we all went and sat in the middle of the street and all talked about some very intresting things. lol, britt- stupid hockey stick ruined the whole thing, lol.

after i got home i realized that i am gonna miss these people so much. i'm not gonna get to spend my time with them just sitting in the middle of the street anymore. and that makes me sad, very sad =[. well anyway, i wanna hang out with them all this summer and actually have a good summer and HAVE FUN! but instead i might be reading my SIXX books for the HELL school.

uhm then i went home and the biffle came and slept over and we talked about some more intresting things. and the biff's mom was very suspicious of our conversations hahaha. NOTHING HAPPENED! lmao.

well then today me and britt went to the mall and stayed there till like 5 and spent over 200 dollars on SO much crap. then we went to nelini's house to see her go to her prom, she looked SO PRETTY!

now im home and doing absouletly nothing and i want to learn how to use Photoshop that i recently discovered was on my computer!!so if anyone knows how to use that, i'd defiently appreciate some lessons.

hey aLl whatss upperrss? nuthinn muchh going on here, let me just say i now love the judge on DWTS. whohoo standing O for K&A. they kicked major ass tonightt. everythign was good except the wardrobe malfunction but kelly handeled that like a PRO, haha.

well i didnt do much todayy except go to sicta and block scenes and then me nelini marrick lisa and caroline went to kings arms and were the loudest f'nn people in there. plus i was watchingg dwts on their tv screen haha. i loved our waiter too- he was defiently the bestest!! lmao.

well tomorrow thre is another grad partyy which is nicks pool partyy. so that should be fun. gotta go <33

leave some lovee

weLl just got in from the big grad partyy forrr gionna, sweeney, santo, dve, kel, and gervasi. it was a lot of fun, didn't stop dancing from like 7:30 till 11:30.

me and britt and jess were like dancing nOnn stoppp. i lovee thosee girLsss. weLl the partyy wass intresting to sayy the leastt. very fun but oh so intresting.


decisions, decisions. DECISIONS SUCK! im stuck in between a rock and a hard place right now. and it totally sucks. i dontt want to hurt my friends feelings by doinn something but i really want this thing or person should i say. should i make myself happy and hurt my friend or please my friend but in the end ill be upset? who knows, i gotta sleep on it and see what my brain thinks about it.

anyway, another fun filled party and tomorrow i wanna go to timmy's but i cant because of birdie rehearsal it is like takinnn up my life ALOT!! plus, gotta start reading those 6 books for hill.

taLkk to you tomOrrwww journallyy friendss.

hey everybody. i fOrgot to updattee yesterdayy so here is my updatee for today, lol.

uhhmm, yesterday i slept tiLl likee 2 then wOke up and watched GH, which by the way is becOming th most boring show on tv, but i can't give it up and stop watching because i need to see jason morgans face everday, lmao. anyway then i got in thw shower and got ready for play practice.

went to snug harbor and practiced for like a and hour and a half. i have to learn like paragraphs and pragaraphs of lines, ughhh. then i had to leave earlii to go to my friend sam's graduation party.

so i went there and had some fun, i didnt dance much because my head was killing me. i basically st outside withh a couple of people and had a very intresting converstion with them.

ughhh and i officially cant stand someone. its alright if i dont like one of your friends but you dont have to go call them up and tell them that i dont like them. what the hell is up with that? shes a friggin reatrd sometimes. anyway i enjOyed making her freakk out and gO craziiee fOr a litdle whiLe, sad i knOww.

anyway today i like just got up and now i am just waiting for GH to come on again. then i haVe to showerr and get readyy for anOther grad party. this one is HUGE tonightt, ughh i hate getting all dressy just to go dance and sweat, lol. well, the new reaL wOrld comes on toNight and i goTtts miss it =[ just liek i have to misss DWTS toMomorrow, ver uPset lol.

aLright well my cOld is stiLl making me feel like shyttt so imm gOnna go eat souP and iLl eitherr upsatee tooNightt or tomOrroww wmorningg =].

xOx leave sOmee l<3ve