after trying mushrooms for the first time i
• broke up with my toxic ex
• learned to code
• started working out every day
• practiced meditation
• got off my antidepressants
and the depression that i struggled with for 8 years just disappeared
i really got a 4.0 GPA in a computer science degree and a 4.0 GPA in a math degree in under 4 years while doing AI research at the best engineering school in the world
but now that i’m trying to break into industry literally none of it matters and it feels like wasted time 😅
when guys say they want a submissive girl but they have no house, no car, no savings, and believe in 50/50 relationships.
what do you want her to submit to? poverty?
it’s so hard to code as a woman. my tits are so big i can’t even see my keyboard over them. i’m so emotional that whenever i get a bug i just start crying uncontrollably until a big strong man comes to comfort me. :/
my craziest butterfly effect: needing bitcoin to buy mushrooms on a sketchy website in 2018 —> being financially secure and learning blockchain development in 2022