I'm in the worst place I've ever been psychologically, and I've been in some terrible places. So idk, pray for me. Things just keep getting worse and worse.
I hate my ex for wasting my years 31-34. I KNEW those years were precious and he ENSURED me that we were on the same page and would get married. He LIED and now I’m too old. It’s like nothing I’ve done matters — stayed healthy, stayed attractive. NOPE. 35, you’re out.
I’m so loyal that I waited & waited for a guy who never came through that now I’m 36 and everyone can assume I’m single because I wasted my 20s on a hoe phase.
I actually did risk it all for that mfer and I am paying for it greatly
When I was 13, my mom found some things I wrote when I suicidal. She kicked me out - put all my stuff in garbage bags and dropped me off at my dad’s. I knock on his door, it’s probably midnight, he answers but my stepmom wouldn’t let me in. He drove me back, 2.5 hours, to my
I’m 35 and haven’t had kids yet. Not even married. It’s stressful to see posts about having kids young. Wish I could’ve. Wish I had. But I didn’t and it’s in God’s hands now. If He wants me to have a child, I will. I might be tired in my 40s, but he’ll give me the strength I need
Oof. Had a realization.
So I love my dad, he’s a character, fun time. Used to be a daddy’s girl but after the divorce he checked out. Wouldn’t put much effort into maintaining a relationship or showing up. Actually one time he didn’t talk to me for a year, and I would call &