I ate too many peanut butter filled pretzels. They looked like little pillows but they were crunchy. I ate all of them. I feel kind of sick now. This feels worse than a broken heart. And I did it to myself. I did it to myself.
Richard Siken
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- Grief is a man in sad pajamas that you keep locked in a room because he's proof you used to love something. Set him free. Let him leave (or stay) if he has to. You have other proof. Setting him free is not a betrayal of your love. Healing: not a betrayal. Don't romanticize it.
- Thanks to everyone for the head's up about Yellowjackets, Bones and All, and Hannibal, but my screenplay will be different because there won't be any love, desire, or sexuality in it. They are only mildly fond of each other. It's cannibalism as a metaphor for friendship.
- I'm not saying Taylor Swift is gay or not. Until she tells me, it's none of my business. My question is: how mad are you going to get when you find out that I'm not gay? I mean, will it matter? The poems won't change, will they?
- Hard truth: I wrote about gay desire 20 years ago. Since then, I have written about war, friendship, talking animals, art, death, and disability. If you want me to write about desire again, someone is going to have to step up, take the hit for the team, and fall in love with me.
- Fan Fiction is transgressive. It co-opts the creator's vision. It steps on it. It is fiction built on fiction. There can be no canon in it. I say do it, have at it. I have tried it and my Destiel is better writing than my Wincest. My Johnlock is better than both. 1/2
- I am writing a screenplay where teenager cannibals are mildly fond of each other.
- I got a second plastic bucket of them. They are half gone already. Now I am going to drink a gallon of milk. I fear there is something terribly wrong with me.
- You're in a clown car with Hugh Dancy and Hugh Dancy and Hugh Dancy and Hugh Dancy and Hugh Dancy and Hugh Dancy and Hugh Dancy and
- I've noticed a problem we're having. We're not agreeing on what some words mean. Solitude isn't loneliness. Desire isn't love. And worse, sometimes when we're filled with existential dread we're really only hungry. You gotta learn all the flavors and get good at identifying them.
- There's a show on Netflix called Heartstoppers. On a recent episode, Issac is reading Crush at a party.
- I wasn't always 56. For a long time I was 26. This guy wrote Crush --
