being suicidal at 13 is crazy but nobody will ever understand how big and scary the world is when you're just a teenager or how your heart is always filled up with every possible emotion in the world and your anger is always much bigger than you
there is nothing more tragic than seeing your old photos or reading your old notes and realizing that you were never ugly or lame or pathetic you were just so young and so hard on yourself
ironically no sentence has changed the trajectory of my life more than "how lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard" and the fact that it's from winnie the pooh makes it even more impactful tbh
"maybe in another life-" WHY NOT IN THIS ONE WHY IS HAPPINESS ALWAYS SO FAR AWAY AND SO HARD TO ACHIEVE WHY DO WE ALWAYS MAKE EVERYTHING SO COMPLICATED
"your 20s are for-" ENOUGH. my 20s are for nothing. absolutely nothing. I enjoy the flow of life as I go along with it and it is so sad to turn something as big and complicated as a lifetime to these little eras and numbers