Sometimes it's not sex you want lol. You want intimacy, you want attention, you want someone to be focused on your pleasure. And to indulge your weirdness. Even if it's just for a few minutes.
This straight man calls me babe. And makes kissing noises on the phone. And yesterday, pulled me in for a hug and kissed my forehead.
Had to beg him. Please, I'm not made of wood. I'd fall for you guy. Pity me.