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lee
@leecantlive
࣪ ִֶָ☾. dissolve me in your gaze ˗ˏˋ online diary ᯓ★ˎˊ˗
bro got the picnic 9000- things i hate about being mentally ill basically a (cringe) vent 🧵
- Replying to @leecantlive5. 14 and still stupid as fuck because my next game plan was to starve myself and not go to bed in hopes that i die like a sims character with low stats. i just felt awful and tired. 3/10 funny as fuck now that i think about it. girl you are not sims irl…
- Replying to @leecantlive2. i was like 12-13 and i sat on my bed with my hands around my neck. trying to choke myself to death. -999/10 girl what the hell did you think would happen? of COURSE this wouldn’t work…
- Replying to @leecantlive1. i hate not having access to the medicine cabinet. i feel like a child. i am 18. i understand why i’m locked away from it, but i feel stupid.
- Replying to @leecantlive6. 15 and i cut my arms and tried to bleed out but the cuts were literally so shallow. i barely bled but i still sat there waiting for god to take me away. i’d like to add that i was listening to jocelyn flores during this. 0/10 there was no chance i could have died from this.
- Replying to @leecantlive3. i was around 13 and i stood in my closet with a scarf. yes. a scarf. a thin ass scarf. i tied it as high as i could and tied it around my neck (i wasn’t even on a chair) and then i jumped up. it hurt and i landed on my feet. 2/10 kind of funny bc what was my game plan here??
- Replying to @leecantlive1. i was 11 years old and i tried to poison myself by drinking perfume. i barely swallowed some of it bc my lips BURNED. it was so pathetic bro. 1/10 wtf did i think would happen? this was the perfume btw (iconic and still one of my favs)
- this may sound like a stupid question, but so many americans i’ve met online don’t know much about other countries... so, americans in school, do you guys learn about the history and politics of other countries or only your own? /genq
- Replying to @leecantlive2. i hate not having access to razor blades. i have to ask my mom for permission every time i want to shave.
- Replying to @leecantlive3. i hate how i’m always being monitored at home. it feels like a prison sometimes. i hate when my mom sleeps with me because she thinks i’ll K1LL M¥$3LF.
