i wish people werent so ashamed to talk about their binging experiences on here bc its almost inevitable with an ed (esp restrictive) and binge cycles are so isolating and disturbing
eating is genuinely so uncomfortable? i feel so icky after eating literally anything. i hate the softness i feel after eating. i dont want to feel it. i wanf to rip my skin off i hatw food and i hate bloatinf. i hate the discomfort food brings me. eating is not worth it at all.