FEELING ASHAMED FOR ALL THE POSITIVE STUFF I'VE SAID ABOUT THE COMPANY TURN OUT TO BE A FUCKING LIE YES GO AHEAD AND LAUGH AT ME WHY WHY AM I SO STUPID WHY DO I NOT LEARN WHY DO I ALWAYS TRY TO SEE THE GOOD SIDE OF PEOPLE JUST TO LEARN THEY DON'T FUCKING CARE OFCOURSE IT'S ALL