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Macy⭐️
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20🎉 || ana || 5’8/173 || cbmi FATFATFATTT || lbmi - 11.9 || Ugw - 63lb/28.6kg 🐶|| i 🤍the gym, yogurt bowls, cake, MLP, &Woodstock || 🏳️🌈(L) || Vegetarian
- I just had Mac & cheese for the first time in like 7 years😭 It was rlly good but it needed to be sweet so I added blueberry jam(& cottage cheese) & it was PERFECT (I ate the whole box😈)
- Thread of what I ate on the 27th😈 With: -Cals -Pictures -Videos -updating as I go
- Ahhhhhh I can’t stop thinking abt this swimsuit!!!🌺🧡 I feel like I should go back & get it.. but I think I might just end up freaking out abt feeling too fat & not even wear it at all 😐🔫
00:00 - Gym fit this morning🙁🍒 I’m so scared ppl think I’m better now. I don’t even look sick anymore.. I’m eating so freaking much now & it keeps making me have a meltdown every time I eat bc I feel so invalid in my ana, like I legit scream & cry it’s embarrassing, I feel so fake:(
- This is what I used to look like, if u look at this post & then at my Halloween post— u can see I look WORLDS apart (80lbs vs 92lbs) Even tho I miss looking like this I’m also happy I don’t. I’m trying to get better but i still have an ed & want to get worse. I’m not perfectAhhhhhh I can’t stop thinking abt this swimsuit!!!🌺🧡 I feel like I should go back & get it.. but I think I might just end up freaking out abt feeling too fat & not even wear it at all 😐🔫00:00
- in the day time, I’m Marinette! just an average girl, with an average life! But, I’ve got a secret that no one knows yet… I have an ED😻 LONG STORY SHORT—I FREAKING LOVE THIS HAIR STYLE BC IT MAKES ME LOOK LESS BALD🙏
- From yesterdays gym session 🙂↕️ In my bedroom mirror I feel so huge & then in every other mirror/reflection anywhere else I feel slightly less huge 😟🔫
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- Mac & cheese w cottage cheese & jam🫶 So good but I ate too much & now I don’t feel well😭 Sometimes I feel like the food will run away from me🥲 I want to be normal around food & not restrict or make myself feel sick… TOMORROW I GOT THIS!🫡
- Day 29: (BULK DAY) The fit for pancake day😈💪 This was after my walk home from the gym so my legs were edema-ified, that’s why u can see I’m trying(but failing) to make myself look skinny in this🤡 Nope ur a huge pig😹🔫 dear god I ate sm BUT I WANTED MORE..🧍🏼♀️
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