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- i'm genuinely curious how she's managing to function like your average person,,, most ppl her size would be in diapers and have difficulty walking
- reasons and experiences that make me hate being fat and motivate me to lose. (ed🧵 from a bmi 36 girly)
- like what do i even say??? she's 100lbs lighter than me and literally made fun of me for ⭐️ving myself...
- Replying to @babycals99i remember one live where she said she felt like her heart literally stopped :( god i really hope she gets help soon i genuinely worry for her
- Replying to @chaerykcaI1. shopping my god is shopping like going to hell and back. Pants never fit me, they're either too small in the thighs or too wide in the waist. Watching my friends go shopping and being able to grab just anything makes me so jealous. Also hurts knowing i can only shop-
- Replying to @wrizt_slazherit's your bday and bday cals don't count! plus it's not even a lot on there it's a relatively healthy breakfast
- Pt. 2 of reasons and experiences that make me hate being fat and motivate me to lose. (🧵 from a bmi 36 girly)
- Replying to @chaerykcaI2. Social eating Eating out with friends always feels like i'm being stared down by everyone in the restaurant. If i order anything like a burger I feel judged, but if i order a salad I feel like people are looking at me saying "oh look she's finally making the right decisions."
- Replying to @chaerykcaIat 3 of the stores in the huge mall we have. One of them being Torrid (a plus sized store) where regular size 20 jeans are $99.50. Everything I have to buy is so expensive, and even if i can fit into a shirt at Pacsun, it never looks as good on me as it does on my smaller friends
- Replying to @chaerykcaIIf i do successfully eat a smaller portion my friends instantly tell me to eat more, and that I don't usually eat so little, which only makes me realize that they do watch just how much I eat when we go out. It's a disgusting feeling realizing your friends see you the same way-
