being in your twenties means you meet the four horsemen of the apocalypse every night after 11pm: fear of failure, fear of lost potential, fear of incompetence, fear of loneliness
explaining to a friend i didn't watch bbc merlin because the ship didn't happen, and she kept insisting it did and we argued until she said "they were together for a season and a half! arthur and guinevere, right?" and i was like oh honey...we are fundamentally different people
you guys ever have a strange piece of media you KNOW you consumed as a child but can only remember in spiking flashes and hazy fragments so you never seem to find it even when it eats at you between random blinks and breaths and days and you search it up but always yield nothing
sometimes characters who communicate too well/speak too eloquently about representation/mental health/sensitive subjects sound like a textbook and it's weird and unnatural and i almost rather not have the rep at all
I don't understand people who read audiobooks...I put one on and I only remembered like 10 minutes in that I'm supposed to be listening and have not actually processed anything since it began
I once told my math teacher i "forgot" a formula and he looked me straight in the eyes and said "in order to 'forgot', you need to 'got'. you never got." anyway to this day that's still the most devastating attack on my intellect ever