I wanted to book a Therapist appointment to see if I need drugs to allow myself to feel anything, but like
What the fuck are these prices dude
200$ AT LEAST for a single hour, and the first one isnt even a full session but costs 400$
Who the fuck would pay for this?
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Probably dumb rambling that will make me seem stupid
Joined August 2019
- Yelling about this on this account instead But holy fuck people need to grow a fucking spine and invest in media literacy Imagine having a character who is singing about an abusive relationship, showing that they are being abused, and then going 'WOW I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS SA'
- one of my goals in life is to have a single person i know actually invite me to do anything with them
- Came to two realizations over the weekend: 1) I seriously need to stop doing anything for anyone, I am accommodating in a way that quite literally no one else is to me 2) I desperately need therapy
- Replying to @PaulTassi and @ForbesThe Lakshmi convo afterwards got me thinking If you hum out the syllables of the song the city is apparently singing, its sounds a little too familiar to something else
- I think my favourite part about having friend groups is how they will purposefully do something to piss me off, and then when I explain how much I am bothered by what they did, it is suddenly my fault
- Will never understand how I got the popularity that I do, yet I have literally no one to actually talk My friends barely speak to me, never invite me to anything, and refuse when I invite them to anything Despite having nearly 120k people interested in me, I am entirely alone.
- I did something childish because I wanted people to appear they actually cared for how I was doing (visually being upset and leaving some groups) to which not a single person of said groups reached out whoops! proved myself right!!! uh oh!!!
- Its been so fuckin long since ive had human intimate contact that i genuinely get sad at seein' all my friends get their own Kind of want to just post some lewd pics to feel good about my body, but god knows I would get random people being creepy and just hate doing it
- Every day for the entire year, the days have gotten progressively worse At this point it's growing exponentially I wonder where the bottom is
- Good news Cipralex makes it so I dont really feel constant dread and dead inside Bad news I cant fucking cum
- what a disgustingly terrible year everything that happened, and all the work ive done, none of it is enough my substar is stagnant despite all the new work im doing, so its just i dont know i think its over
- I befriend so many snakes that I might as well open a reptile shelter. Im very tired of doing everything I can to raise people up when they do nothing but try and drag me down
- Cant lie This patreon stuff is making me feel Not Good like, I dont really feel anything. I built up something for ages, and it was simply taken because of a silly reason, while at the same time, someone else was simply allowed to fix that reason

