listen i know this is old news but i physically cannot force myself to see black and blue
i KNOW its black and blue, i've seen the pictures, but my brain wont let me see anything other than this
i dont know how to exactly talk about this, im so overwhelmed with emotion that i feel calm, relaxed and at peace
i got my bandages off today, i couldnt stop smiling
its everything ive ever wanted, it came out perfect (i dont even need to wear the vest for 6 weeks!)