Chloroforming my girlfiend’s favourite plushie so that when she holds it to her face, trying to stifle her whimpers and moans while i’m fucking her, it just turns into a very cute and awfully problematic somno scene.
I hate to say it, but I only realised recently that this line of thinking is heavily shared between BPD, CPTSD, ADHD, Autism and dissociative disorders, *amongst* other things 😭
I think most commonly and stereotypically it’s associated with BPD tho!
Slapping my plural girlfriend in the face repeatedly, forcing switches as I fuck her until I get the alter that moans the best.
Call that systemic abuse.
Attaching a pacifier to my carabiner, so my girlfriend is FORCED to get onto her knees and bring her face into the warmth of my body to suck it, making it even MORE difficult to hold back from regressing fully as I run my fingers through her hair and call her “Mommy’s good girl”.
This is a great way of saying that when he’s introduced to something new and very real, and he doesn’t understand it, he just ignores it.
Tbh, I wouldn’t be surprised if this had been the case since he was… 5?
Does anyone else’s heart drop into the pit of their stomach as soon as someone is even remotely upset with them?
It can even be as simple as they couldn’t hear what you said and they ask you to say it again.
Like confrontation or being in trouble scares me more than ANYTHING