Lucid Lament ⌚️💀
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Lucid Lament ⌚️💀
@LucidLament
Twitch Streamer 🖤 King of The Crossroad VT 🖤 DID / A System 🖤 Oshi ⌚️💀 🖤 He/They 💍 @missusmummy 🔗 twitch.tv/lucidxlament
- Last night @missusmummy had a severe panic attack, and it was getting to the point we had to contemplate a visit to the emergency room. The medication we gave her eventually worked, but has also made it so she's been asleep all day, missed work, and will not be around today, or
- TW:MENTAL HEALTH, SCHIZOPHRENIA, SUBSTANCE ABUSE, SUICIDE, DID, TRAUMA Hello! Most of those of you who actually know me most likely know me as Lucid Havoc - partner of @missusmummy. I wanted to make a couple of statements due to recent therapeutic breakthroughs I've made. I
- Art Raffle? I’ve never done this before but I need someone to lay on? Wanna be my pillow? Rules - You have to follow me - Give me a proper reference below - Retweet? I’ll pick someone based on submissions. Thanks! 😉
- 𝕴𝖙'𝖘 𝖇𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖆 𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝕭𝖊𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖌𝖔𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖒𝖊𝖘𝖘𝖆𝖌𝖊 𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝕮𝖆𝖚𝖘𝖊 𝕴 𝖜𝖆𝖘 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖌𝖔𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖄𝖊𝖆𝖍, 𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙'𝖘 𝖌𝖔𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖉𝖔𝖜𝖓 ☠
- Anyone else be suffering from "Fuck, I haven't dm'd this one person in forever, and don't know how to start talking to them again!" anxiety? Cause I do, a lot. Like if by chance don't speak to someone for like a week, or longer, I get anxiety on how to start up a convo.
- "I watched a change in you. It's like you never had wings... Now, you feel so alive. I've watched you change." - Change, Deftones Design - @HarineChuu Reference Sheet - @hanakotrapz Art Tag - #lucidhavoc
- Recently I discovered I’m demisexual. Mummy believed I was asexual because I was closed off to people because of hate, and betrayal, I only got close to her. This week I officially realized I started gaining crushes on people thanks to their personality. It seems I’ve opened up.
- I've been feeling imposter syndrome. A lot of times when I talk to my "friends", they'll always bring Mummy up somehow into the conversation whether it's "How's she doing" "Tell her we should do this", and so forth. It makes me feel as if I'm just being used to get to her.
GIF - The amount of individuals that cannot seem to understand that Mummy is currently in mourning, and going through grief after the loss of someone that shaped her entire life is astounding to me. Despite going through this, she still gives people the time, and lends an ear when they
- I want to reach out. I want to be part of this community. I wish my social anxiety allowed me to let you in. I wish my schizophrenia didn’t make it hard to make connections. I wish my paranoia didn’t make it impossible for me to trust people. I’m trying to be better.
- Ronnie - HI! You all know me as Lucid's alter Ronnie, and I've always had an image of myself in our head. As you know, I go by she/her pronouns, and being in a male's body can be disconnecting for me. I asked for a special friend of Lucid's to bring me to life, and she did. She
