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Phil #ForNate ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ฑ๐Ÿฆถ๐ŸŽ—๏ธ
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#ForNate, Father of Double 2021/22 MOTM and Fan of The Season winner Nate Gidman, Aspiring technologist, TRFC ๐Ÿด๓ ง๓ ข๓ ฅ๓ ฎ๓ ง๓ ฟ ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ด
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    It is with a profound sadness that I say that at 3:11 this morning our Nate died. As unexpected this soon, it was peaceful and both me and mum where there. Your love has been phenomenal. We love you with all our hearts, sleep well and dream big son ๐ŸŽ— #ForNate
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    Iโ€™ve just given him over to the funeral directors to take away. Flanked by family either side kissing him, unable to speak. I made it my job to carry him out the house. I wasnโ€™t having him rolled out. That one last time, the most important work. I feel empty and drained ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™‚๏ธ
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    His last act today. A forever picture. A mark on the world ๐Ÿฆถ ๐ŸŽ—
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    One thing that weโ€™ll always remain โ€˜gratefulโ€™ for is that Natty was never aware of his own mortality. He never had the questions of โ€˜why me?โ€™ He never got old enough, all he wanted to do was just play. Forever 5. #ForNate ๐ŸŽ—
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    Wouldโ€™ve been this little manโ€™s seventh birthday on Saturday. Be our second one without him and so heโ€™ll forever be five. Doing the responsible thing with mum and running away to York for the weekend coming. Weโ€™ll remember him but try and keep the memories light. #CCAM ๐ŸŽ—๏ธ
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    The best there ever was. I miss you son, happy birthday ๐ŸŽ‚
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    Got back from seeing him. It was nice. He looked content. Peaceful. I paid the love forward but if thereโ€™s potential for an afterlife, he knew. I gave him a few of his favourite toys. There will be more of them by the end. #ForNate
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    I love you mate. Forever in my heart โ™ฅ๏ธ Though your age doesnโ€™t increase, our love for you is infinite #ForNate #Forever5 #ChildhoodCancerAwarenessMonth
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    Woke up this morning, alright. Slightly sore head. Slightly weird that we didnโ€™t have 1000 syringes to prepare before the day began. Watched loads of videos of him last night. Some cancer, some not. Weโ€™d made him really happy regardless. Going to see him shortly, canโ€™t wait x
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    His last day alive on Earth three years ago now. How the time has inched and then in the same breath sped away. Haunted by what ifs and warmed by what I had. As today rolls into tomorrow, at 3:11 am, heโ€™ll have been gone for 3 years. I miss him dearly, Iโ€™ll love him forever
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    Tributes have been paid to five-year-old Nate Gidman - a Tranmere Rover's fan who passed away from a brain tumour. He was a mascot for the team last December. There will be a collection at tomorrow nightโ€™s game against Swindon Town in his honour. @TranmereRovers @Official_STFC
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    September is Childhood Cancer awareness month. Itโ€™s also the month we got his diagnosis (17th, 2020) and finishes with his birthday at the end of it (30th). I should be planning to load his room with balloons, instead for the first time in my life, heโ€™s not here.
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    He shouldโ€™ve been starting Year One todayโ€ฆ tough on the mindset this one. Big part of me is grateful that we got his first day and a good few more weeks. Heโ€™d be silent in class and then chatter away about it at home. Was a great school, the uniform went to a new starter ๐ŸŽ—