Found out I was put on a "stay away" list my first year just because of my deep voice. I even supported someoneโs Partner push, only to be banned after they got it. Now I see even people I thought were important had me banned too. 3 years of sabotage has left me feeling alone and
I am not allowed to remove my mask to reveal my identity to the players, unless you can tempt me to break the rules. โ
Anyways.. have you seen the new squid game season?
Before I got fit, I used to drink 48oz of soda every day, sometimes twice a day, just chasing a little happiness.
It got worse during my first year of streaming. I stopped taking care of myself.
So now, when I show my body through creativity, itโs not for validation. Itโs
Trauma changes people. I know I havenโt been the same since. You donโt just "move on", you learn to live with it. Over the past few months, itโs been hard to live with, and it angers me that I canโt just get over it while also bringing fear and sadness. The before and after? It's
To clarify, MissPookie and I are just friends who enjoy collaborating to create entertaining content. Please refrain from jumping to conclusions or engaging in behavior that feels inappropriate on multiple levels. ๐
This email had me speechless.
When I first started streaming, I was invited to collab on someoneโs stream. After it ended, they told me I was banned because their chat only talked about me while I was there. That experience left me scared to collab or even talk much on streams. Iโm working on getting past
I swear I get so nervous just trying to say hello ๐ญI type a message.. delete it.. retype.. delete it again.. and when I finally get the courage to hit send, it tells me โonly friends can message.โ
I just wanna make friends.. ๐ฅน