im so sorry you had to go through all of this.. i know we dont interact but im sure your a really good person. im so proud of you for staying strong thru this. you got this, 40kg is like my dream lol, i know its scary gaining weight but ur perfect jst the way u are. ily
i feel so invalidated. my therapist says "you don't necessarily have an eating disorder, you show behaviors of disordered eating" BITCH HOW MUCH MORE STARVING DO I HAVE TO DO BEFORE BEING SICK ENOUGH?!? disordered eating my ass. fuck.
"But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there. "
-patrick bateman