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mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt
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mons (⌒‿⌒) ও | recoverytwt
@1_monst4rr
૮ ˙Ⱉ˙ ა -- online diary 🍀 currently self-compassion maxxing & healing pilled
he , 17 ᰔ aus
Joined April 2024
- i think non-disordered ppl hate us so much bc they perceive OUR obsession w our weights/bodies as an indirect critique of THEIR body/eating habits. they see us afraid of burgers & go "hey, is there something wrong w burgers!? you think im fat cos i eat burgers!? fuck you!!!!!"
- u bitches who fast WITHOUT energy drinks/black coffee/diet soft drinks are INSANE. best ana actually icl
- do healthy people ACTUALLY eat 3 meals + 3 snacks a day?? I always see "3 meals and 3 snacks" as a measure of eating enough but that seems like so much is that real
- u guys ever have brief moments of clarity where the body dysmorphia goes away and ur like "woah im really skinny. what am i doing i dont need to lose weight." and then u immediately go back to thinking ur bmi 40 and move on w ur day
- we always hear ab eds & Control , but does anyone else's ed stem from a fear of growing up & change / a desire to be sick so you can be seen and treated as a child again / retreat to a childlike state as a coping mechanism? i feel like its so common, but nobody talks about it ..
- if my ed kills me before i get skinny im gonna be SOO pissed
- i always overestimate the size of my bowls 😭😭😭 she's crowded but beautiful
- fyi,,, i got diagnosed w ana-r at high bmi 16s whilst eating over 1000 cals a day and then AGAIN at 1300. youre sick.
- it's SO common for eds to start this way I wish people spoke about it more. SO many disorders start as a "choice" and with complete awareness it's disordered behaviour, but you get stuck in it and never stop. but that doesn't minimise the disorder because (1/2)
- anyone else so paranoid that their meals wont fill them up?? i get SO scared ill be hungry afterwards ; most of my fear foods are based around the fact they wont be filling for the amount of calories they are...... also why i panic if i dont have enough protein or fibre
- will never understand why meals on edtwt are always sweet ...... this was 174c, 15p and SO satiating
