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i LOVE fall! i love the crisp air in the morning that leads to the warm sun in the afternoon. i love the chilly nights and warm blankets and cold air inspired energy. AND it's FAIR time!

yayyyyyyyy

A beautiful song by Jewel:

Break Me




I will meet you 
In some place 
Where the light lends itself 
To soft repose 
I will let you undress me 
But I warn you 
I have thorns 
Like any rose 
And you could hurt me
With your bare hands
You could hurt me
With with the sharp end
Of what you say
But I'm lost to you now
And there's no
Amount of reason
That could save me
So break me
Take me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
I'll let you make me
Just let me
Feel your love again
Feels like being underwater
Now that I've let go
And lost control
Water kisses fill my mouth
Water fills my soul 
So break me
Take me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
Make me
Just let me
Feel your love again 
Kiss me once
Or maybe twice
Oh, it never felt so nice
So break me
Take me
Let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
Make me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Just let me
Feel your love again

Thank you to everyone who compliments me via email...i appreciate your kind words...but i would like to reiterate that i am looking for a real time, long term relationship. i am not looking for someone out of state that is willing to relocate because there is no feasible way to know each other well enough for a long term relationship if you currently live out of state. i don't mind questions about the lifestyle...but i am not looking to befriend married men or men that are just looking to chat online. So if you are out of state (besides Maine, NH, or Mass as those are doable) or out of country (yes that means you, the guy from Turkey that keeps emailing me), i most likely won't answer because the emails are getting out of control.
--have a great day! april

i would rather be alone for the right reasons
than with someone for the wrong reasons.

i'd rather be right.

-Some Kind of Wonderful

A good thought to live by...every moment you are in the wrong relationship or trying to make something work that isn't going to...every moment you are unhappy, every moment you spent hoping things will change, is a moment of your life wasted. i will never waste another moment...life is too precious, love is strong, trust is fragile. Happiness is the key to long life.

Sometimes i wish i could turn back time to one specific moment in time...not to relive life from that point on, but just to take back that one moment...a special moment in which i felt at peace with love and life, and just live in that one moment for as long as i needed to gather strength, and perhaps to say something i never said and wish that i had.

Life is full of lessons.

Okay due to some further feedback i have updated my photo section and added a few additional photos. Of course collar me takes up to three days to approve photos so if you want to see me you will just have to ask for a photo and i will be happy to share

Hi, i updated my profile...and did not put in there that i am not looking for someone that lives in the UK or California...but let's be realistic...if i am looking for a real long term relationship then he has to be local...sorry...i am not looking for moving hassles...you can't know someone really until you spend lots of time with them...and that can't happen if you live half a country away. Thanks for your interest though!

Everyone is so nice, i really appreciate those of you that stop by just to pay me compliments even though you are far away and you know it's not going to work, you are still nice enough to share nice thoughts...they are appreciated VERY much, though i still want a local relationship :)

i'm a friendly person and love when people say hi, i just really need someone within driving distance!

1/30/08
i love that my life has become a bit busy with social obligations. i am having fun which is important in life. It's really too short!

i have great friends both in the lifestyle and out and am looking forward to someday meeting that special person to share some of these great social events with.

Dear Santa,

all i want for Christmas is someone who is going to take care of me when i'm naughty
:)

Look at me, you may think you see who i really am,
But you'll never know me.
every day it's as if i play a part.
Now i see if i wear a mask, i can fool the world
but i cannot fool my heart.

Who is this girl i see? staring straight back at me? why is my reflection someone i don't know? Must i pretend that i'm someone else for all time, when will my reflection show who i am inside?

i am now in a world where i have to hide my heart, and what i believe in but somehow i will show the world what's inside my heart and be loved for who i am.

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okay so i'm a bit stupid...i give my heart before i truly know a person sometimes...but i've learned my lesson.

10/5/07

I know my profile doesn't speak a lot about D/s but I sincerely believe that is a conversation that is private, not something to put out there for all to read. Just like any other personals website, I wouldn't put any "preferences" in regards to private times on yahoo personals...so that is why it looks like a normal ad and not a lifestyle ad.

I will say this...I prefer a vanilla outward appearance to the public eye.

There's a mountain and it's mighty high,
You cannot see the top unless you fly.
There's a molehill on proven ground,
Ain't nowhere to go if you hang around.

Everyone wants to sell whats already been sold
Everyone wants to tell whats already been told
What's the use of money if you ain't gonna break the mould
Even at the centre of the fire, there is cold
All that glitters, ain't gold
All that glitters, ain't gold

There's an ocean of despair
There are people living there
They're unhappy each and every day
But hell is not fashion so what you trying to say

Everyone wants to sell whats already been sold
Everyone wants to tell whats already been told
What's the use of money if you ain't gonna break the mould
Even at the centre of the fire, there is cold
All that glitters, ain't gold
All that glitters, ain't gold

There's a lady 99 years old
If she led a good life heaven takes her soul
That's the theory and if you don't wanna know
Step aside and make a way for those who want to go

Everyone wants to sell whats already been sold
Everyone wants to tell whats already been told
What's the use of being young if you ain't gonna get old
Even at the centre of the fire, there is cold
All that glitters, ain't gold
All that glitters, ain't gold

All that glitters
All that glitters
All that glitters
Ain't gold

-Prince

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