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i am seeking the ONE i met before that made my heart beat faster, my mind seek new and different things and someone i learned to trust.... if YOU are out there and YOU miss me too please email me... i feel as if something is wrong, i'm missing my soul without YOUR care.... HE was my Daddy, my mentor, my love, my half of the universe....i miss you, and hope YOU will see this and find me again...
its almost May, i have come to the realization HE is not coming back. i feel abused, used and it hurts...am i alone? are there others that feel this way?
i do not think He is coming back and i am interested in friends at the moment...i'm not really ready for more.... if you are interested in being a friend, getting to know me and discuss many areas of life such as philopshy, live in general, D/s and anything in general feel free to message me.. one can never have to many F/friends
its been a full month and then some...i guess HE won't be coming back no more;(
i am now wondering when do i stop thinking, craving HIM? when can i move on and start again? these thoughts go thru my mind every day...
HE hasn't responded still ...i wish to thank everyone that has written... i was taken aback by all the wonderful caring emails that i have gotten, thank you all so very much...
well so far, if HE is sitll out there HE hasn't responded...i wish to thank everyone that has written. it is nice to see that others do care, and have a heart about others comfort or discomforts... i had a hard time with trust before this relationship and i'm sad to say that now i will be even less trustful, gunshy if you will before letting anyone get that close to me again....bitter? no scared? yes someone showed me that since it has been so long perhaps i should just hang up waiting and move on with my life...i guess that is true....albiet i'll be more careful in choosing whome to trust this time....