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I've HAD IT!!! With men whose FIRST message to me is..


So fucktoy cumslut was collared eh??
well fuck you!!!


I've known various ccx aspects of D/s all my life. And EVERYONE at first contact...deserves RESPECT!
If you cant do that..then YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!! As I will NEVER BE THAT TO YOU!!
I am submissive...NOT SLAVE!!
And yes...I was given a permanent collar. Of steel...whose exact design isnt made anymore.
But my Master's job relocated him, so he released me
And I left this site for 8years
For now..I just need to reconnect with like minded people
And reconnect with old friends on here...and make new ones

I am NOT! Seeking rl encounters right now..

Im often asked about my fsntasies

I have some..yes

But more often...its situational

Many are spontaneous. Like last night. 

Going into a matress store, spouse and i were the only customers. The one employee was about our age, but quite overweight. I was wearing a dress but no panties. 

Wondered, if salesman were in better shape, and IF spouse were Dom, or i was with a Dom..what it would be like if he spewk to the sales guy, get him to hang a..sorry were closed sign. door locked. Being on a bed where passers by would barely see the men...as my arms were held or tied down, dress pulled over my face, at first. Most likely my husbsnd enjoying my tits as the other man fingers..then fucks me. Then dress pulled away from my face as i am fed cock...after clear arousal of being fucked by a stranger.

Wontonly used by two men...

The Dom then telling the other guy to flip me. So i can better suck cock, instead of being enumerated, and telling the other man to eat me for a bit...then use and cum in the ass. He likes seeing his slut/wife turned on...and used well..

My expressions, moans and sounds dominant men love to elicit and control. Be it planned in bed. Or, like once putting an arm around me while im cooking dinner. The bf leaned down and whispered to me. His other hand slipped around and down my panties and his fingers went straight to my clit. I started making small sounds right away.

Im still trying to prep and cook. But cant.. my body is tensing and ive got a knife in my hand.

Thought you were naking dinner? He inquired...teased. 

I am...then grunted when his fingers pressed on my clit harder.

I held on to the counter as he took the knife away. Please stop, i thought you were hungry (i also dont like being interrupted during a task...back then).

He stepped to the side. Now directly behind me. Leaning down again i hear...i am. Im FAMISHED.  But not for food. 

He reaches right and slides the pan with..steaks i think...off the burner onto a cold one. And turns off the element.

Im barely aware of this as his fingers press harder and im almost doubled over his forearm.

He takes his hand out from my panties and runs both his hands firmly to my waist then chest. Uprighting me, panting, forcing me agaainst him. I feel his cock against my asscheek. My mouth opens to speak but i only let out a loud groan as he fully grasps my d cups and roughly massages them. I hear him groan now. My reaction to him? Or the fact hes won...im now his.

As the sensations begin to die down he cups my right breast and reaches down to slide his hand down my panties. Fingers back working my clit.

Dont speak.. just kiss me he demands 

Im 5ft3in.. stood 5ft in my braces. He was 6ft2in. 

I tilt my head up and he immediately kisses me before i can even tilt it to the right.

He suddenly almost mashes my clit and squezzes my nipple simultaneously underneath my .. teddy or short gown. I let out a half cry and scream blowing air into his mouth during the kiss. My nipples harden now as he works furiously on my clit 

Feed me now. I want you to feed me NOW! He commanded.

I..uh. dont understand...

As he turn me to face him. An almost..primitive..expression of desire on his face.

 I feel.. trapped. Swallowed up before he says..nice nightie.

He yank a strap off and his mouth latches onto a breast. My arms flail for a second trying to holdon to something and end up around his head. He sucks on the right breast.. hand begins working my clit again. My whole body starts shaking now.

Mmm...yes.  feed ME!! He growls...ripping the other strap off and latching onto my other breast, while gently pinching the other. Im moaning loudly. Head tilted back. Back arched. Long hair halfway in the sink 

All i can feel i him. His mouth.  Hands.  And the buildinv up of my orgasm.

He kicks my legs apart.. widening my stance. Then slides one finger in me.. then two. Delaying my orgasm 

i still moan. His eyes have studied me the whole time. He brings his fingers to my lips. I know my scent.. and taste.

I open my mouth and begin to lick and suck on them. Ive aroused COUNTLESS men in my life by merely doing this.

He watches. A low.. good girl. Very good. Wish i had a camera...he mumbles. He then pushes them down my throat like a cock. He watches..licking and kissing my waist...belly.

He forces his fingers down til he.. finally..hears a gagging sound.

Very good he purrs. Now its time for my desert!!

Suddenly..he tears off my lace thongs. I let out a shriek only to see him bury his face on my sex. Hands reaching up and finding my tits..to fondle firmly 

I orgasmed quickly as he sucked on my clit. Head back so far the ends of my hair dipped in a pot that was soacking.

My orgasm came within minutes. Hed primed me well. Violent, screaming. Animalistic  

I was still panting and shaking from the aftermath when he grabbed me and carried me the dozen feet to the edgd of the couch and bent me over the arm. I heard the...ziiip...as he kicked my legs apart and rammed his cock in me from behind. At first he grasped my titsxi. His hands.  Then shifted to both shoulders. Immobilizi g me as my head was driven against the couch. By holding both shoulders underneath my arms from behind.  He later said.  Was a better vantage for him 

I thought hed split me in two 

He pummeled his 6inches in me backed by 200lbs on weight to my 120. Before he came....which wasnt long either.. he moved his arms. Letting my shoulders free and grabbing both legs...lifting me off the ground, spreading me. I now grasped the top of the couch with both hands. Grab it well.. he growled. Moving an arm, he took a handful of hair and pulled my head up...on top of my forearms.  Then moved his arm back. Securing his grip on me.

Thats it. I want to see your face as i split you in two.

I remember wincing by the time he came. His pelvis hitting me..mine..at a strange angle (his hurt for DAYS after).y

Here was a fairly common training session with my former Master 

 

I...had bought for us..the highest quality padded leather cuff set i could find. In purple of course..my fav color. Master oftrn had me present myself first. Naked..kneeling in front of him. Often times to blindfold me...then...nothing

 

Until the smell of leather hits my nostrils. Intoxicating...sexy. arousing..for me. A..primal thing i fibd hard to describe.

 

He knew when i recognized it. Having ne take the scent in for a bit (im SUPER tactile and visual...and auditory). In time id hear.. you know what to do. Offering my arms to him, hed put on each cuff.. sometimes making me smell one then the other.

 

Hed put my hair up sometimes. Training collar and later. With kisses to my neck, soft touches. Stoking my face. My nipples would swell. I might get goosebumps.

 

Then suck his cock. So id know how much id already excited him...usually not to cum...but not always. 

I swallow..

 

Then id hear..offer your tits. Id put my hand on the floor behind me, arch my back and push them out. Head back and dsngling....and wait

He woumd enjoy .  Devouring them. Pinching abd twists of the nipple..my pain reaction...then sucking. Soothing me some.

Aporadic tit slaps...i bruise easily. Not...ok

 

More cocksucking.. 

My 1st dom off cm..would use his crop. His object of choice. Master split betwesn y clamps  on a chain or his suction cups.. a fetish of his. Taking me a year for my sensitive nipples to withstand....

 

 

After...woukd vary greatly..a plug perhaps

Cuffs on my ankles 

On rare occasions..tape over my mouth after a passionate kiss. Or cloth bit gag...or, he finally found a small inverted ball gag that worked. Nb abd didnt hurtc me. But usually tape...on the rare times he wsnted me silent.

 

He LOVED to hear my screams. Moans, sighs. rare shouts. Im a noisemaker...not a talker

 

He would secure my arns snugly by chains to the cuffs. Ankle cuffs..i. 1st hole, slid up my calf, just under the knee...loosely secured by chain...spreading me

 

Very often a body flogging ensued. ..perhaps edging me with the wand as he did.

 

Sensory things..

Feather.

whartenberg wheel

Ice.. 

Food a few times. New to him.

Other things..i rmdont know what i was blindfolded..save once. Chopsticks. Drawn over my body. if i guessed right...i could cum

Pictures. so many!! And i hate cameras. Shy. But made ne model fetishwear..leather harness , bodysuit, bra and panty. Lacy things on occasion...he picked out or bought. Presents.  Which in turn.  I had to wear, then pose for pics...face red from embarrassment. 

 

Pussy slaps.. hard ones. I almost puked the first several sessions he did it..over time..it was easier. i was to climax for him. Over and over.. and at different times..my kabiaxwas pulled back, clit exposed.. and slapped . 

If my hands were free..i had to part my lips for it. But he restrwined ne fir months. To be more accustomed to it. And not have as much a fear reaction...just a frown. Took 9 months or so.  But i did! He was thrilled!!

 

Sometimes eaten and fucked then

More often..legs released.  Chains to my arns...moved.

Flipped over on an ottoman cushion.

.

flogged again

Sensory...

 

Hed remove the plug.  Which hurt.. alot..by then...was a huge turn on for him

Let daddy kiss it and make it feel better. Rimmed, red cheeks lightly bit...spanked..if not red and sensitive enough,,,tongue fucked,  edging me rubbing my clit eith his fingers.. then fucked. Anally...occasionally grasping my hair as he did

 

If he did not fuck me on my back...he would fir awhile,  then go to my ass and cum

 

 

As a f dub, im often asked what i want..or need.

All depends on my mood, really. And his..of course 

Today..now...to have my legs spread apart and secured on a bondsge table 

I wear his collar snd cuffs. Often at home.

Hands and arms bound together.  Shibari..purple silk rope entwins my fingers and firarms together.

On my elbows...on a low wedge. Which raises my torso a few inches

He kisses me

Fondles my tits. Clamps them. 

Kisses me more

Then flogs me

Inserts rabbit and plug

Flogs me more

Breathing heavy now..he kises again, tugging the chain to the clamps 

 

Deciding....

Shall he press and hold the rabbit in, allowing me to climax

Or place tape over my mouth.. drip wax on my buttocks and back.hear me scream against the gag. He allows it to cool. 

Peeling it off...slowly. kissing the reddened hot skin underneath.

Stroking it gently.

I wimper. Yet...my nipples harden.

This pleases him.

He blindfolds me now, as he kisses my cheeks. Strokes my face. I rub against his warm hand.

He undoes the clamps.  Searing pain goes through my body.

Then...nothing.

I jump suddenly.   As ice i applied to both nipples. It excites him my reaction..

Though i can do. .nothing

He kisses my bottocks. Areas still red and hot from the wax. 

Then presses another cube against me.

Mufflesmd screams. Helpless struggles...

He parts my cheeks.  Rubbing another cube on my anus. Letting it melt as his hand moves lower.

Then...nothing....

Where is he?

What will he do next?

Eventually, the rabbit is removed. But nit before he hold it in me. building me.

He knows hiw to make me climax.

Not yet...

The rabbit is out.

My sex is hot. Wanting...

Instead.. he pushes a large cube into me.

It immediately begins to melt, as i attempt to scream. 

Taking the rabit...he slowly pushes the melting cube in me.

I break out in goosebumps.  Nipples harden again.

He picks another large cube and inserts it m.j pushing it in with his fingers...then the rabbit

His other hand, fondles my breast. Pinches and twists the nipple. Keeping it pink, swollen.

Sensitive

As the rabit slowly enters me. Ice melting. 

I feel the last of it agaibst my cervix..

I moan.. as he edges me.

Such a good pet, he coos.

A sudden buzzing sound..he presses the wand to my clit. My body tenses with ferocity..pushing the plug out.

The rabbit..mostly out. 

tsk, tsk he chides. Big smile across his face

He knows...i cannot ..usually.. go over that cliff if there are other sensations.

Distractions

His smile is wickedly playful. Yet lusting

He penetrates me with the rabbit while using the wand. 

Delaying my orgasm

For what seems like forever

Shaking, nipples fully erect, breathing hard..he puts the rabbit down, running the wand over my clit

Giving my body time. 

To focus on this sensation 

To build again..that feeling . Mucles tight deep in my torso, hips shift, gring on it

Yes, dear pet. You may cum for me now. 

He presses harder. i start to spasm.

Mmm, yes. Cum for me now.. he whispers in my ear.

Seconds later...i do.

Ropes digging in my arns

Restrainsts and gag tested.   

 

 

 

Eventually, he mounts and straddles me. Putting his hard cock against my anus

Grasping my long hair firmly
He takes my ass teasing at first
I love to see you cum, he says, working the head in and out
As i struggle against my bonds
In Tine, you will cum easily for me
You will cum on command
And watching you do so...will always excite me!
And it will excite...others to see
His cock continues to tease 
1 Want.. to feel him in me, though it will stretch...hurt....
He pushes in further until i can take no more 
Muscles gripping him...milking his cock
with firm, long strokes..my hips buck
He puts the wand to my clit again as his cock slides in and out.
i surrender... 
With aminal sounds, shaking, shuddering, testing the bonds
Cum  with ne now, he connands loudly. Pressing the wand hard.
A short time later... somehow...i do
shockingly hard...his cock hurta now so much as muscl3s. Almost strangle and milk his shaft 
Then.  He fills me with his seed. His love, he calls it .
 
I am
His babygirlm. His plaything. His joy. His sub. His sex slave to use. To share...
To procure other females...for both to enjoy
To do a myriad of things with.
To cherish 

Partial paraplegic here remember 

And never had an enema before.

 

I imagine it as...

Forced upon ne.

Retrained in the tub..over a block.mouth taped. Legs suspened up ftom the ceiling by spreader bar. Anling me downwards . Hands tied 

together and chained to the facet. Leash tied to grab bar connected to my collar.

spanked hard.  Til start to cry and. submit

He enjoys this

Takes time penetrating me

Pussy first...just cuz

Then my ass. With fingers. Using plugs on me.  Testing it...

Ill resist a bit. Yes...it stretches. Hurts...

Spanked hard.. sumit again

Cheeks spread..i grunt when tube is inserted. Told fluid will ve warm, but not hot,,,he will control its flow...as the fluid bag is tied to the shower curtain bar.

I feel the trickle at first.. then more

I squim. Grunt

He shifts my hips..more upward. Slaps hard

Now stay there. You need snother bag. You want it warm.. dont you? .slap!...dont you?

I nod. Muffle sound f yes uder the tape

Good girl...very good. He says..stroking my cheek.. then pinches abd twists my nipple

Be back shortly.   And adusts the flow.

He returns in a fes minutes. Bag is empty.

Just in time he says.  And puts the new bag on...this will be warm again he warns..

He alllows my muffked groans, and squirns..as the water trickles in...then seens to gush

Mmm...very nice my dear. He stands..watching me

Suddenly.. he yanks the chain on the pullly...angling me more

My hands pull snd tug

His hand strokes my lower belly...sides

 

Mmm...i think one more bag will do it dear

You hold slot..thats ok....

The solution i gave you..will clean out your lower colon and digestive tract. 

Leaning down he whisoers.. all through the large intestines...into your smal.  Working its nagic to bresk down food. Debris...which will ALL come out of you when im done. As nany bags as it takes. Solution.. working its way in youre body.

He kisses my cheek. You wont shit for a week.

And...once your clean. To MY STANDARDS...i will eat and fuck your ass. Put a large plug in your cunt. Make you beg to have your pussy fucked...

And when i start to tire...my friend will come over.

Enjoy your ass...HE is the one you will beg to. To fuck your ass...then your pussy. Understand??

I nod. Feeling full. Uncomfortable. God..how much is in me? I begin to feel cramping. Squirm..struggle

He feels my torso...thats right. Those cramps are from it working on your small intestines now...

I struggle. The cramps..but im secured well

Mmm.. yes my pet. Your stuggles excite me. I cant wait to use your ass as a cunt.

Leaning to my face.  You eill experience unimaginable things as i enjoy you...and my friend...all weekend. You will not sleep...he ssys, pinching a nipple firmly...you will suck cock to nake us hard again...and use in your ass. Your cunt when my friend is ready. .and...he nuzzles my neck kissing me..nassaging my breast...we will both pejetrate you. At the s as me time...

I will make sure you are not harmed...but you WILL be sore. Weak. Fed but lightly. If my one friend and i tire...another awaits. His vock is bigger. And loves...using a truly clean ass. For hours!..

. Then..you will be Allowed to stay and sleep...after...pampered. bathed and cleaned .. tied to my table and cum all day as a reward. But...only...after you show us your value as an anal slut, he whispers. Strokes my hair then leaves..

returning.. he says last bag. Feels my stomach...listens to the horrid sounds it making now. 

I yell against the tape. Yes.. yes..you excite me.

The flow is...fast now. He squeezes it. Just a few more mintues now pretty...after all.. we want you all clean dont we?

He adusts the chain to the spreader bars. Hanging me upside down now

Yes.. tske it all..squeezing the bag. Fill you up. He mumbles. Smiling..

He takes both breasts...nassages them. Slaps them a few times

Kneels...rips the tape off my mouth

Please, please, i cant take.anyyyyy i sputter, before he oresents his cock.  suck it he shouts

I begin to. I have no choice...

Mmm. Yessss he purrs. Then holds the back of my head in one hand, as he grabs a breast and sucks the nipple..biting it gently

Forces me to suck his vock as he does...

 after a few min he stops. Stands. .. all done he says. I dont think you need another bag...a says.  Feeling my abdomen.

He removes the plastic cube thing out of the tub , and lowers my legs.  Eventally taking the spreader bar off...and putting my hands in it....hoisting me up slowly. To kneeling...standing.. higher

 

 

Everything comes rushing out of me

Horrible sounds

I spasm. Yes.. let it all come out beauty...he says. Watching...excited...

 

I think im done. He rubs my clit, sucking on a breast. My doby trnses...more come out. Very nice,  he whispers in my ear. Turn, abd plugs a wand in...this is to help you get it all out he sats. Holding ne about the hip with one arm, he presses it against my clit. I scream, body fully tensing...more comes out.

He does this...over and over..

I begin to pant, gasping. He brings ne to the edge....and stops..  til nothing runs down me into the tub.

He puts the tape back over my mouth. Shower turns on..im bathed. Well insoected in my holes and vagina.  No hair.  Anywhere..

Clean in and out.

Dried off.. then taken to the bed. Over a wedge on my back...arms restrained out.. tightly.

Slumped almost. Vagina ckearly near my face. He mounts the bed...smiling broadly holding hus stiff cock...

Let the weekend begin.. shall we my dear?Id never be able to

Partial paraplegic here remember 

And never had one.

 

I imagine it as...

 

 

Yes.. the dark side of me...would enjoy being forced to have an enema

Retrained in the tub..over a block.mouth taped. Legs suspened up ftom the ceiling by spreader bar. Anling me downwards . Hands tied 

together and chained to the facet. Leash tied to grab bar connected to my collar.

spanked hard.  Til start to cry and. submit

He enjoys this

Takes time penetrating me

Pussy first...just cuz

Then my ass. With fingers. Using plugs on me.  Testing it...

Ill resist a bit. Yes...it stretches. Hurts...

Spanked hard.. sumit again

Cheeks spread..i grunt when tube is inserted. Told fluid will ve warm, but not hot,,,he will control its flow...as the fluid bag is tied to the shower curtain bar.

I feel the trickle at first.. then more

I squim. Grunt

He shifts my hips..more upward. Slaps hard

Now stay there. You need snother bag. You want it warm.. dont you? .slap!...dont you?

I nod. Muffle sound f yes uder the tape

Good girl...very good. He says..stroking my cheek.. then pinches abd twists my nipple

Be back shortly.   And adusts the flow.

He returns in a fes minutes. Bag is empty.

Just in time he says.  And puts the new bag on...this will be warm again he warns..

He alllows my muffked groans, and squirns..as the water trickles in...then seens to gush

Mmm...very nice my dear. He stands..watching me

Suddenly.. he yanks the chain on the pullly...angling me more

My hands pull snd tug

His hand strokes my lower belly...sides

 

Mmm...i think one more bag will do it dear

Ive only dozed for about 90min. No sleep last night

 

I lived in a ttopical place.

Im sleeping lightly 

2xmen, one shorter and burly come inm

Lets get the show on the road bitch..wakes me

One looks around. Here, he points to his buddy finding the bathroom. The other quickly yanks the sheets down and i shriek. Sleepy, scared i try to cover myself and curl into a ball

No you dont. Mr. Burly says. Grabbing my ankles and shifting my hody.

He kneels on the bed and reaches up to tye headboard. Unhooking the chain attached...which leads to the cuffs i wear. My hands are chained together so movement is limited.

He ..mor they..yank me to a sitting position and burly leans against my back with his leg. He wra p.o s the longer chain around my body beforeci loose what little halance i have and fall against his legs

 

Who are yuh..i sputter before his large hand grabs a hanful of hair and forces my head back. To look at his hard, serious face

Your master gave you to us cunt. I flinch...hating the word as he rouchly begibs fondling my left hrewt over the chiffon net 2 piece nightie i was told to sleep in.

To please Master. 

Mmm..burly growls grabbing the large breast roughly. Then..in a swift motion..raises my top in one hand as the other comes around, over my mouth. 

I struggle but can do little as he leans forward, and pulls me back to suck on jy nipple

Nr talker and muscular slides, knesling on my other side. Before he sits..i get a glimpse of you. standing in the doorway. Arm s folded. Watching...

Mph..is heard as he hokd the chwin tightly, yanks the otger side of the sheer top higher and begins fondling the breast. Pinching the nipple for a bit. Sucking it hriefly he then undoes his pants and pulks his cock out suck on it bitch, the other growls. gripping my hair tighter mr. Muscles stradles me and im forced to suck him off. My hands pushed against me as im barely able to guide him into my mouth, when the thrusts begin.i wimper, trying to breathe, as my mouth is treated like a pussy

Andxi try not to gag...as you watch. Muscles cums quickly and i gasp for air.

He dismounts quickly and i hear my turn bitch.. and you hetter perform as good. 

I cry out as im lifted up, much by my arms and head and then bent over onto his awaiting cock. So rough look y firced to suck it i gag imkediately. Struggle as i can breathe. He raises me as i gasp, then forces me back down. After 2 or 3 times of this you loudly ssy..stop.

 

The man glares at you but complies my arm s are retied to the headboard. Get her leg ye harks at mr muscles as my leg is held out. Mr burly holds the other as he begins delivering hard slaps to my body. I cry out on each til he hits my pussy. I give a gutteral cry.. nb then cant breathe. Everything feels pain. He delivers a second..i feel like puking now.

 

Enough..you speak

He leans into me and growls..dont want what happens next to feel good cunt.

He removes his shirt and mounts the bed. Plunging his hearded face between my legs. He tongue fucks me briefly then raises to his knees and plunges his large cock in...while growling ..mwere gonna fuck you so much youre gonna wish your cunt would fall off.

 My body cannot take it all. I cry out, struggle. He keeps hammering me with his cock..eventually...allowed full entry. The look of pain on my face pleases him. Turns him on and he says so as he ruthlessly fucks me.

I feel little pain. The slaps earlier making my pussy numb from it. But i begin to cry, beg him to stop.his stamina is far better than the other man, but he eventually deposits his seed.

I hear shuffling in bv the bathroom.. they come to the bed where my collar chainnis undone, and im bv grabhed by wrusts abd ankles and dragged into the bathtub. Wrists attached to a device in the cejter of the ceiling above the tub im suspended. Like a fish on a hook. Im then bathed..mlinside and out. Not like aa woman...more like a truck.

Ocassionally struck with the wet washcloth...leaving red marks. And cries...

I roughly dried and carried to a sofa. I wake up now

 

 

 

 

I very much am in a mood this am

If you permitted...

I ask that i nay pleasure you

Prepare your cock to fuck me


From the floor i kneel between your legs

stroke your thighs

My face nuzzles you lap then looks at you. To see if you are pleased. You pet me

I rub and kiss you inner thigh, see the bulge forming

 I look at you as you stroke my face and lips


Please Sir...let me suck you cock. Prepare it to fuck me


In my mind, you say. Good girl. You may do so. But show me your tits first.

I pull back and look at the ceiling...offering them to you.


Very nice you tell me. Gently stroking 5he sides abd underneath each breast.

My nipples awake.. anb  become harder

You enjoy Masters touch, dont you? You say as you gently caress them.

yes Sir..i respond

Then you suddenly pinch them. I let out a cry..leaning forward some.


8m not done yet pet. Offer me your tits.

I lean back again. I feel a hard slap...and pinch. 

I cry out again..leaning forward some...then back


much better you say. 

Stay in position and Look at the ceiling you tell me


I hear a medal clanking sound,xas you slide y clamps on each throbbing nipple.

You may continue pet. You tell me. Stroking my face as i look at you.

You bury you hand in my thick hair

The bulge in your pantscis apparent


You lock me in you stare as you pull my head towwrds you

My hands gently stroke the bulge as i unsip your pants and pull you cock out

enjoy pet you say as my faceccomes closem licking the tip. Rubbing the precum over the head.

I lick it briefly again..then lean forwardcand take it all in ky mouth



Mmm. Yesm very good  my slut you groan.hand clenching in klmy hair

I begin bobbing up and down. Slow wt first...then more rhythmic 

Each time i deep throat...you move my head..making me gag some.


Such a talented cocksucker you are. You learned well over the years.

Again i bob.mmthen pause to lick and fondle your balls before going back to your cock


You etroke my hair. Shoulders and back

Then reach around and gently caress my nipples


I wince. Moan muffled by your cock

i feel the veins popping out on your cock.  Know you wilo cumv

 soon

I auch with more paswion. You moan and gently squeezs my tits. I cry out again, but do not stop


I sense when you are close...i stop. And turn around and bow low. So you can choose which hole to use

 

any reader may comment... 

Is this topping..in a way

Or proper respect to one's Master 




 

 

i nu ever heard of cupping until today

I did dome research.woukd LOVE to try.

It us new.. though suctioning my veeasts is not.

Here is w hff at ive desured...

Its been in my head. All sm

Blindfolded

Arms bound above my head

On a wood table...with pillows under my back

Legs spread and tied open

 

Im not gagged when he cups me. Cuz its a new experience. In case i need to say a safe word

Starts on the belly...then inner thigh

 

If i handke it well...the breasts...i

Anyway...dream was

I awoke. Sun shining down. Wrists have cuff on and thin chain...which is hehind my back. Arms at my sides but cant lift much.

I have a cloth bit gag across my mouth

Im in a sheer baby doll. Or robe...not sure. I start squiming around and wanting to talk. When i hear a deep voice say..youre awake my lovely submissive.

I squirm again...only because i feel a fullness in my anal cavity. Then realize he is inside me. As i am figuring this out, he moves his...ever growing, cock in and out some.  I let out a muffled sound abd he laughs. Light. Playful. Happy

I told you i would spend leisurely days making you mine..he says. Toying with the front of the babydoll


He grows more in me as he gently undoes the belt and pulls it to either side. It was a sheer robe. But i have some sort of sheer lingerie on still. 

He rubs my clit now abd leans into me. Kissing my cheek, neck.  I start as lmost wimpering as his cock continues to slowky work my ass.


He teases the breast. He knows how to now...where the areola will crinkle incredibly high...almost offering my nipple to him.

Mmmm...much better.he..growls. i see that look of desire right hefore he pulls the..nightie? Up...lays it over my face. Lips latching onto the left breast. I let out a deep grown...to match hus. As he wir ku s hus tongue around and sucks. Hand caressing the other nipple before he detaches from my left breast to go to my right.

I let out another cry as his hips thust into me....i know hes fully erect. A nb d even lying on his side...with my legs over his hip area..he fills me.


He grasps my shoulder...to push into me harder. 

Feeling me struggle now. Head shaking.. trying to shuck off the front of the gown to see.


He chuckles again. 

I hear chains moving. He draws something across my cheek...th4n down my breastbone. Over the breast...ever so slightly. A long pause...very long..before attachingvit to one nipple.. then the other.


I struggle again and hear him chuckle...caressing my waist and belly. Ericting my nipples again. 



Then i woke up

When There IS too much of a great thing

 

The first time that happened was with the dominant bf..who to this day..was the love of my life.

Erotically and more subtly controlling and kinky, but never referred to himself as one. I recently asked/told him , he was.

I met him at an adult billboard party.

Instant attraction

But I behaved. I lived with a bf. But didn't love him. He was actually switch...with an exceedingly low sex drive.

 

It took him time to gain my trust..and access to my panties. But..,he did. When the lease was up and switch moved...he offered to take me with him. I declined...Dom was moving IN!! 

I...sigh...clearly remember having to sleep on the floor with him...I had no bed in the 1bdrm apt. And being SO excited (and scared..what if he backs out...im too happy for this to be real) waiting for him to move in. I really didn't sleep those 4 days,

 

He was on unemployment having just lost his job the weekend we met. So he had free time. Switched worked a ft andvpt job. I was also ending unemployment and looking for gainful ft employment myself. Doing odd temp jobs and yes...i was actually a 1800 phone sex worker for about 8 months (some stories there!)

 

Dom would hang out with more more than i went to the house he rented with other guys. He said homeowner was picky on visitors. He liked me but dom didnt make a habit of it. I complied.

 

So he would be at the apartment late...as we were both night owls.  He had gained panty access now. One night, he asked to borrow switches computer to check his email and unemployment commission stuff before switch went to bed..it was late. Switch was asleep.

Subbie me rolled up (had to roll when out of my braces. Can't walk, remember) and knelt between his legs,  unsolicited...and properly orally pleasured him to completion. As I went to get some water to drink nearby he told me to lie still, where I was.

I did

He finished moments later got out of the chair and on the floor with me. I was nervous...the bedroom door was not very far and was scared of getting caught. Really scared.

I think it turned him on...looking back. He lifted my shirt for breast play..,and took off my shorts (had slready whispered for me to ditch my panties when all 3 of us were watching a movie so he could randomly fondle me under a blanket) and tossed them aside.

Freaked I whispered my shorts! And scooted up, stretching out to grab them , when he deftly parted my legs and....almost voraciously...began to eat my pussy. 

I barely said..I got them..beforecge had his hooks in me (so to speak).

He done it once or twice before...I'd told him what works best, and he'd made me orgasm

 

but the...intensity..,was overwhelming. J remember briefly watching on my elbows...briefly...before giving in and lying flat with a sigh.

 

And I was his. He knew it too. Had to have. And made me climax...quickly. rare for that to happen. 

Then tongue fucked me for a bit. Stopping to finger me and study me.  Body language

He ..unexpectedly asked if I could orgasm while bring penetrated...I shook my head no. Whispered competing sensations...I won't climax.

He grunted..then returned to my clit

 

It took longer for me to climax..and when I did...I knew it was multi-o

 

A somewhat rare occurrence.  I will have continuous orgasms as long as I'm stimulated. Roughly one a minute...

He'd told me before to let him know if this ever occurred. He'd never met a woman like this.

 

 I did now

Then he suddenly said...count

Hs had to count out with me at first..I was taken off guard...trying to hold in screams...,20ft away from n the bedroom door

I know he switched from orally making me to manually. 

Haven't a clue when

I lost count after 76...

He later told me he did too in the 90s. Didn't matter to him...he purposely continued..

I was begging to stop

He only did cuz I sputtered I was going to black out. And damn near did..he said he was OK with it cuz he wrist was starting to hurt.

 I remember saying..wrist? Huh...when did that happen?

Oh awhile back. 

 

It's the ONLY time I have begged a man to stop...THAT

   

So...he said that was over a span of 96min I orgasmed over 100 times

 

I dunno..i was a panting,  breathless pile of flesh. Not mentally oriented well..,for another hour or more. Maybe 2

He made fucked me missionary. I remember the top if my vagina was SWOLLEN!

 I know i barely could get my shorts on when  switch woke up to shower for work. Doms cum still in me. 

Mildly surprised with an...oh,  you're still here. His gaze going from Dom to me and back 

Seeing him in his computer chair and me stretched out on my back. Arms behind my head. Drifting in and out about 10-12 feet away (he scooted me further from  the computer desk and chair when he fucked me...giving me rug burns  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I just saw thus on my FB page and realize..it very much describes me

 

 

She is an aggressive yet submissive woman

This means she will dominate you if you allow her to, 

But will sumit to you, if you are respectful...

And masculine enough to make her want to

 

 

 

Although I would say..genuinely dominant. Not just masculine 

Ok.,so I took the test again,,

Took more time but.,damn. Some questions it yes with women..but not men

Here are the results

 

== Results from bdsmtest.org == 

98% Voyeur 

97% Exhibitionist 

94% Primal (Prey) 

87% Submissive 

85% Rope bunny 

83% Experimentalist 

74% Slave 

51% Switch 

50% Degradee 

46% Vanilla 

41% Non-monogamist 

36% Brat 

33% Primal (Hunter) 

32% Pet 

27% Rigger 

24% Masochist 

18% Master/Mistress 

13% Dominant 

9% Degrader 

5% Brat tamer 

3% Owner 

3% Daddy/Mommy 

1% Sadist 

0% Boy/Girl 

0% Ageplayer 

 

Saw others take t g e bdsm test. So I fave it a try. Here are the results

 It is hard to answer some of them honestly..as I trend you have topped women, yes...I'm bi

Been sub to 1 woman..,toppedc3

== Results from bdsmtest.org == 

100% Primal (Prey) 

98% Voyeur== Results from bdsmtest.org == 

100% Primal (Prey) 

98% Voyeur 

97% Submissive 

91% Rope bunny 

84% Experimentalist 

84% Exhibitionist 

79% Slave 

53% Degradee 

47% Non-monogamist 

44% Pet 

44% Switch 

41% Rigger 

40% Vanilla 

37% Brat 

30% Boy/Girl 

24% Primal (Hunter) 

21% Masochist 

20% Dominant 

5% Brat tamer 

4% Ageplayer 

4% Daddy/Mommy 

3% Owner 

3% Master/M

Been ages...but here's a short ftruth and fantasy story I wrote tonight. I hope you will enjoy it readers! 

But here is both truth which has led to a lifelong fantasy

 

Truth...one of the 2 pediatricians I had...all my life did my physical at 16. Im shy..I turn away  another. But...felt something was wrong with my breast exam like he...lingered..a bit too long. (I wore a 36d bra) Then he had me sit up..brief inspection more.  When he cupped them I did turn and look. He had a smile on his face and said...my! How you have grown up to be such a lovely young lady!  

Creeped me out. I was only 16 and he'd known me since infancy. I said thanks..quickly dressed and left asap. It took a day or so. Told my mom. Seems...tho he was married...he asked a close gf of my mom's out on a date

 

But it left a seed in my head. A fantasy..where either the same occurs..only now I find the courage to respond, so you like what you see...and gauge his expression and verbal response..instead of rushing to put my bra on   . Things progress from there...

Or

It happens the same..but tells me I gave to wait to dress. He needs to check me out further..and will send his nurse in momentarily. A pretty petite brunette comes in andsays..let's get you prepped for the doctors exam. 

She then kisses me and begins stroking my breasts softly. Kbviously I'm shocked atbfirst..butvshe smiles. Its ok sweetie. I'm not going to hurt you. Leans in and kisses me again. Now finding my nipples harden for her

Good girl. See..I'm not going to hurt you

Now...just lie back on the table and relax for me. I do. As she begins enjoying my breasts..

Once she knows ive given in she works her way lower with her hands and mouth...

Now, I'm just going to take this skirt off for you and put it on this chair.

Good girl..she says..stroking my hair in one hand while the other strokes my inner thighs 

then grazes my mound. I let out a low moan 

Mmm..like that, don't you? I nod yes

 She kisses me again..sliding her hand over my mound

I moan more..eyes closing. Her hand then slips under my panties ..finds my clit easily..begins toying with it

My nipples are rock hard and I'm moaning louder. She sucks firmly on one..pinching the other slightly..as she slides 2 fingers in me. Is greeted with my head tilting back slightly..body beginning to arch

Let's take these off now OK. And I'll prepare you for your exam

She slides them off and quickly begins kissing my inner thigh...slowly..working her tongue and mouth up. Lacking over my labia, then in between..tasting me for a bit..then finding my clip.

By now I'm beginning to pant..and not sure what to do with my arms..

 

Sometimes she tells me to grab the table edge, sometimes she says something needs to be done with them. If I want more. Do I want More?

Do I want her to make me orgasm? I nod saying a soft yes. Smiling...she restrains them to the table above me

Kissing me again. Aww..your nipples have softened. Let's do something about that!

Again she sucks on one a pinches the other as her free hand rubs on my clothes

I pull on the restraints and begin to squirm...moaning again

Eyes closed..I can FEEL her watching me

That's better..Good girl. Enjoy..

As her mouth immediately goes to my clit..licking and sucking it

I'm not even aware she takes off her uniform and kicks it aside before she parts my labia widely..fully exposing my..now hard, clit

Then goes back to sucking on it til im writhing..she continues...holding my hips with her hands in place

She watches as I build to a climax...reaching up to fondle my achingly hard nipples..which are now over an inch high. Her arms help pin me down

Sometimes I orgasm...and she continus before the doctor comes back

 in the room. 

 

Other times, he's slipped in the room to watch me orgasm. I'm LOUD...A SCREAMER

 

Either way he makes me aware he's there with a...my my. Is my patient properly prepped nurse?

Stepping to stand staring down at me. Nurse removing on of her hsnds so he can gr one..pinching more firmly to gauge my response

 

Sometimes he tells her to continue...he wants to see me climax

Sometimes he turns my face to him. Stroking my hair Resting his hand on the side of my face...making me stare at his...into his eyes

Then turns it to the side dven more. To see his bulge. watch his hand undo his belt...then pants

He has me look into his face again..answer questions..I'll be a good girl and sucking his cock...won't I? Let him fuck me..won't I?

It's now I'm told the room is soundproofed. He enjoys a woman's screams.

And the table im on...raises and lowers. He lowers it then turns my head to feed me his cock

After a bit he tells me he's pleased I'm such a talented cocksucker and learn forward sonhis mouth and hands can enjoy both breasts...angle feeding me more of his cock

When he ready he tells the nurse to get the wedge. Which they put under my hips

 

Sometimes he then fucks me...commentingbon how nice and snug it is...while having the nurse kiss me...use my breasts once he takes hold of my hips .until he cums with a hard shove and deep groan

 

Other times..he fucks me...then finishes in my, extremely tight, ass. One that hasnt been used..in any way...in over a dozen years. But he can tell...arouses me. Maybe needs stretching..

 

Sometimes the fantasy is over

Other times..she cleans his cock with soap and water..if anal

Her mouth if he came in me. Then orders her to cuckold me ( I wont)...then free my arms and mount me in 69 while he watches..randomly stroking his cock

 

In the end..when I'm allowed to dress..he tells me I'm a very good patient. Although its my choice..He would like to see me again in 2 weeks. 

A nurse will be calling me to see if I will be coming to the scheduled appointment 

 

 

What I dont know, is he and his partner bought the building. Some of the exam rooms are soundproofed (same as their offices and the conference room). Various restraints, vildoes, vibes, and strap ons, blindfolds, gags, crops, floggers behind large cabinets in each of those rooms

Along with medicines...roofies, sedatives, hypnotics...for established clients

 

A few of the nurses serve the doctors, as slaves.  Recommend...good..patients. for one, or both of them...to use. As well as them to uee, when allowed. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

ok. life has sucked. I am free
my dom has had life changes.
as have i

I am not looking. but not taken
I am quagmire2xxx's sub. His prized possession. His service slut. I am registered as His. I obey Him. My body is His to use and deem what is best for me. I wear what He decides. We search for a pain loving bi slave. He wants me to have a sister...and a true pain slut. As though I am learning to appreciate more pain...He feels I am most suited as a service slut. He also wants to see me topped by a female. So...interested females should contact Him. Quagmire2xxx. Dominant males may also contact Him...as He might be open to having me used by others. But ONLY in His presence! He plans to fully collar me. And mark me. When this happens...I will call Him Master. And be His slave. :is whore. And sole proprty.
found a female sub, as part of a task my (then) sir gave me to play with. and so we did in september. and had a good time, overall. i purchased many, many items for our playdate, and hope to use them again with her...or other interested females.
i no longer have that sir in my life...sadly. even more sad, he could not be present at seeing his sub, at that time, fulfill such a difficult task.
but when one door closes, another will open.
and so this seems ot be the case for me.