Hello all. I am looking for my true first experience in the BDSM world. i am a submissive which makes it very hard to meet a Dom or Domme, I think we out number them 10 million to one but i am going to try. I would like to start off slow and work up to something special. I am very interested in age play sissifcation and forced fem. I have a small wardrobe but no one to dress for or help me slip in to my corset. I believe these fansasties have been in my head long enough and i want to make them reality.
I think i have given up on meeting a Woman Domme on this site. I am too afraid to contact Dommes they seem so demandign and i dont know if i can live up to thier expectation, plus aliot of seem "proffessional". At least what is a cd sub to do.
HMmm still looking at this point i think i am looking for a woman DOmme but how many woman like crossdressers
I know nobody reads this especialy on my profile so i can state how i feel. I must say i hate being the friend, I dont knwo what it is about me but i never get the woman o onyl become her good friend. It makeme soo mad that this happend juts once i would love to get the woman is that too much to ask.
Star date 9-3-05, if that does't scare off people. Well todate i don't think my profile got a single hit. Oh well. being on this site i see alot of things some makeme happy some make me sad. The "Professional people" i just feel like they are just advertising. Maybe my standard are to high, maybe i should try one of these professional. Who knows. it all disheartening in single way. i am looking for a little more than just a scene but maybe a friendship to, Yes i said the f word. Yes their are alot of beutiful people here but do beautiful mingle with the ugly? A rhetorical question. well another post from the beyond of nothingness
The luck I have been having a male who openly professes an interest is overwhelming. Can you hear the sarcasam. Well the first problem i dont have a pic next is do i post one as dressed up or as my usualy male self. I look at these profilesand i get intimdated by other people pics. I feel either they would not be interested in or they want tribute, which mean money for service. Some tribute. Well been on this site for a while and I got one message. Lucky me. maybe i change my profile post my male picture and then say i have an interest in crossdressing. In all and allthe bottom line is for a really good scene ( which i have no real experience) it the bond between the 2 poeple i think. Havign a mutual friendship or sometime deeperis important. As a male i would loveot skip that and get right to a scence but it probable would not be that great anyway. The funny thing is i cant write almost anything, nobody going to read it anyway. Pics seem to be the way of life
The Search for the final frontier a Domme. In reading the profiles i am seeing certain trends that seem to worry me. I guess though why not if you got it flaunt it . Well somday i wll find myself then maybe i will find that special someone. My words of wisdom may not make sense for i am tired but yet i go on day after day. It you look at this site as a popularity contest i am think i am some in the minus rankings but yet i go only having that glimmering hope of meeting that special person. My only thought is what happens if i meet that special person but i am soo shy that only can get a few words out or if i am lucky a sentence. I will leave this post to day with the phrase that denotes my life right now : I don't know
it is a lonely life being a submiisve male into forced crossdressing and sissifcation and little ageplay roleplay. Some day i woudl liek to experience a real scene but the way it going meeting people it probable going to be wiht some ProDomme that i will have pay.
