katrina2011

Staying at an estate in the East Bay for a few weeks. What a luxury! The only bummer is that I don't have much company, and it's a rambling estate...a bit too big for one person.

Good morning and thanks for stopping by.

I just returned from a 10 day trip to Alaska and Canada and had a a lot of time to think on this trip and have made several decisions that feel good to have made.

First of all, I've learned to put the past behind me. All the loss, heartbreak, destruction and pain of losing my son, my home, my family, my dog, my alimony...almost my freedom. All behind me now. Anything horrible that happened to me in '09- '11 I consider it BC or before cruise.

Next, I've decided that I want to find a project to sink my teeth into. I've developed some bad habits that I'm looking to stop. Am looking into projects or ways to expand my biz

Lastly, I've fully embraced a new commitment to my health and especially my weight. I intend to lose the weight I need to lose (in a healthy way-I just joined a gym) by the time I go on my next trip, in June or September of '13.

I hope you this message finds you well.

Warmest wishes,

Katrina

June 2012. 

Half the year is over already.

I choose to not freak out.

I just celebrated my 49th bday. My God. When did I get OLD?

On a more positive note, I just arrived back home from a 10 day Alaskan cruise. Notable, because I remember that I set a goal of traveling more in '12, with a goal of making it to Alaska or Hawaii in '12. Well, I did it.

Baby steps.

Yeah me!

Kat

Good morning to you,

Well we made it past those nasty holidays, thankfully, and now I find myself wondering, curiously so, if the energy of '11 is lasting over to '12.    This year is starting out to be a real doozy of a time. Lost custody of my son, older kids don't want to see me anymore, I lost all my alimony and child support, and law enforcement has shown an unkind interest in me. I'm facing potentially bankruptcy, another move (God, not again!?) all the while with no support of my family. It's a bitch of a time. Feeling very alone. Perhaps, though, all my bad karma has pooled together for one small period of intense time, and then, perhaps, good things will happen.

I'm READY for good things to happen. Wish me luck!

Katrina

Good morning on this, the last day of 2011. And thank God. 2011 has been, by far, the

worst year of my entire life. Although 2012 is likely to have its own unique set of challeges, I'm PRAYING that those said challenges will be nothing like those faced by me in '11.

In an attempt to take control of my destiny, so to speak, or at least have a say in it, I intend to restart my yogic training in 2012, as I see yoga as being the sanest, most rewarding form of exercise available for the mind, body and spirt connection.

I intend to continue to eat in a more healthy lifestyle,  complete with buying my own set of pots and pans, free of Teflon, a surface coating that deteriorates under high heat. A friend who's a professional chef  gave me a taste of water boiled in my Teflon pot, then a taste of water from his non-Teflon, surgical stainless steel, boiled too. The taste difference between the two tastes was night and day!

In 2012, I am going to travel more. I want to go to Alaska and Hawaii and London as well. If I make it to one of those places I'll be happy though!

Announcing a new kinda of joy

(guys, you gotta jerry-rig one of these up for your lady friends!)

A FB of mine came over the other night and pulled a drill out of his bag. "What's THAT for?!" I questioned him. "Show me your dildo collection!" was his reply. I did. He chose my Doc Johnson Monster Cock (13") and proceeded to drill a long piece of metal up the middle of its' shaft then he attached the metal rod to the drill. "Sit down, sit back and give me your pussy." I did as ordered. He proceeded to lube my pussy and insert the monster cock, then he asked, "Are you ready?" Here I was faced with this gigantic drill attached- dildo in my pussy (not something I normally play with because it's just too big for comfort-or so I thought), afraid of it...not really sure what he's intending to do with it (although in retrospect it's obvious). "Close your eyes and relax." I did as ordered. I heard the "whirrr" of the motor at exactly the same time as I felt the dildo begin to move inside of me, twirling round and round and round. Slow at first, then faster. Mmmm! Eyes closed, I didn't know when he would stop or start it. Then he turned it off. "NOOOOO! Please don't stop!" I cried! "Oh I see you like my little invention, is that right, my little fucktoy?" "Oh, God, yessssssssss!" I moaned, over and over and over again. cumming time and time again. My God, I'm ready to cum again just thinking about that wonderful night. For hours all we did was play with this new toy.

I know what I want Santa to bring ME for Christmas! A new drill of my very own. Ah, to hell with waiting for Christmas-Home Depot here I come today!

Good day all,

Thanks for reading my post. 

Well the damned month of December is upon us again and leaving me wonder, once again, what, in this post divorce world of mine, shall I do with Christmas Day? I'll probably work then check out who's hangin here in the chatroom. Kinda pathetic, eh? Well if you have any better ideas for how to spend a once jolly now depressingly sad holiday, please let me know! I'm not necessarily in the mood to serve slop to alcoholics or read to old people this year. Been there, done that. Thoughts? 

-Kat

It's been awhile, and God has a lot happened in my life.

I fell into the lair of a BAD DOM who ordered me to do many, many things, some illegal, some flat out dangerous, others, well, just stupid. I look back now and wonder how I could have been so damned STUPID as to have followed his every order. 

Which leads me to this latest post. I wanted to let you all know that I'm NOT looking for a live in situation, nor am I looking for a DOM to worship. Not to the point of insanity anyway. A man who's secure in himself and not needing to degrade or humiliate me would be a nice start.

If you're LOCAL (definition: you'd be willing to drive to me for a date) the I'd be very interested in talking with you.

I hope this message finds you healthy, happy and looking forward to the holidays, already upon us!

Take care,

-Katrina