chaul

alright so my last entry plus my new profile is making me feel a little better nothing like venting ahhhhhhhh

been thinking about leather masks alot over the last couple of months and i don't know why but hey if there's the urge i might as well play it out, does anyone know any good websights i can buy one from?????

dissatisfied

being luicid is being fluid.....

you know what i find to be stupid and no offence to anyone but seriously no one liner msg's lol. seriously what happen to saying hi i'm so and so how are you doing today.  how else do you expect someone to start a conversation...... I mean its way better then going hey bitch i'm SiR Chaul you most bow to me and the likes like really guys and girls seriously.  I atleast state who I am, wish them well ask about what you do weither it's college or work and what not and that I want to chat... and yet thats not good enough for most of you out there so fuck it whatever its sill stupid shit  like really really, i'm at a lost for this site, you'll talk about what you want and what you need and when someone actully trys to take a real intrest out side of bdsm you blow them off and don't even bother.  Mayby i'll just start wearing a mask because real pain has no face........

life is short and we find ourselfs connected to many people in the end, people that we grew to love in many fashions weither or not they're our best friends, brothers, sister, mothers, fathers and all that apply some we love forever and some we love and hate or just grow to hate. 

we must remember the good times even with the ones we hate for tomorrow they may be gone from this world.  so i implore you to hug the next person you see and tell them you care for them becuase it may be the last time you ever see them and you'll never know. do you really want the last things see and said in hatred or spite.  love all and don't hate and remember everyday is a present.  and if you can give them a good fucking lol

i've been on this site since two thousand and five i think<- don't know why i did that. lol but anyways, i really don't talk to alot of people just mostly browse and see where i can take hits as they come.... i've watch this site go from being really friendly to really horrible in peoples attitudes on how they conduct themselfs in the chat room or in msg to others.

i feel sorry for alot of you girls in a way that you most of you get litteraly thousands of emails aday from people persuing you or just being a bunch of rude ass punks lol..... don't worry i don't take personaly if you don't respond.

i've recently changed my profile and got more hits but if you have any suggestions on how to make my profile better your more then welcome to tell me. 

this place i think i've out grown but not sure if i want to join another community...... atleast at this time i'm not sure.

hey if your in spokane hit me up, i need more local people to communicate with.....

long live invader zim and down with the rule of kaz lol

I long to wrap my fingers around your neck, to shove you against a wall squeezing you tightly.  Ripping your shirt open and tearing your bra off.  Grabbing your breast and pinching your nipples, biting them, sucking them raw.  Jamming my hand down your pants breaking the button off and shoving my fingers in and out of your pussy lifting you in the air with each push.   You moan *smack* "shut up I don't want to hear you".  I push you to your knees and smack you again.  I shove my groaning cock in to your mouth and grab your hair with both hands and pump my cock hard in to your mouth.  *smack* "bite me harder you lil dirty bitch or you'll pay!"

I throw you on the bed and tie your hands behind your back and roll you over, wraping your breast in rope.  I take my belt off and fold it in half and start whiping you in the face serveral times, working my way up and down your body, focusing more on your breast turning them purple and red, seeing the blood forced to the top of your skin making me harder.  *smack* I hit you in the face again, "you lil fucking cunt".  I push you over on to the bed and roll you on your front, wraping my belt around your neck, I pull you closer to me, grabing your wrist I thrust my cock into your engourged hole, feeling the warmth of my cock fill you......