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i really dont feal well at all today..i actually had to take pain meds first time since i've been home..i just wish i could cry and feal better but,unfortunately dose'nt work that way |
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went too dr today things are looking good .going back to work in oct .now i just need to find me a playmate . |
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getting stronger every day .fealing much better since i'm no longer smoking .i'm kinda of glad theres no more smoking..my stuff dosent smell like smoke anymore..but,i'm just happy to still be alive. |
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i never thought i would be saying this so soon after suirgery but i need cock.,i miss it |
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fealing alot better these past few days.now i have too see the dr and already too go.i truely niss cock. |
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well i got my voice back.but throat is still very sore.no more smoking for me.i have'nt had one since the 31st.yes.i can do this. |
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LETS SRR I' MS SICKER THAN A DOG.WITH THIS PHAMONIA CAUSEED BY THE VENTORHAILER DOWN MY THROAT FOR 3 DAYS..I HAVE VERY LITTEL VOICE.THIS SURGERY HAS REALLY DONE ITS TOTAL. |
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I MET A WONDERFUL DOM LAST WEEK BUT,I WAS HOPING IT WOULD TURN OUT TO BE WHAT I WANTED BUT I HAVE'NT HEARD A WORD FROM HIM.NEEDLESS TOO SAY I'M NOT VERY HAPPY. |
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WELL I GOT YELLED AT AND SPANKED SO,NOW ITS OVER WITH .PLUS,I SUCKED HIM DRT SO,ALL IS FORGIVEN. |
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LOOKS LIKE I'LL BE GETTING AN ATTITUDE ADDJUSTMENT TONIGHT WHICH IS SO,NEEDED .IF I DO SAY SO MYSELF..BEEN CRABBY AND MOODY SO,IT'S TIME TO BE PUT BACK IN MY PLACE.JUST BEEN STRESSED OUT TOO MUCH CRAP GOING ON SO,IT COMES OUT IN MY ATTITUDE AND ACTIONS.....I DON'T DO IT ON PURPOSE IT JUST HAPPENS...I TOLD OFF ONE OF MY PLAYMATES BUT,I WAS JUST FRUSTRATED WITH EVERYTHING .HE SAYS MY ATTITUDE STINKS AND IS EXTREAMLY ANNOYING WOW I DID'NT REALIZE THAT SO,ITS TIME FOR THE PADDEL.OUCH.OH WELL I GUESS I EARNED IT .SO,I'LL TAKE WHAT HE DISHES OUT . |
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I STAND BY MY RULES THAT I SET FOR MYSELF.IF PEOPLE DON'T LIKE THEM THEY CAN GO SCREW THEMSELVES.MY SAFETY COMES FIRST END OF STORY. |
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I'M TRYING REALLY HARD TO THINK POSITIVE BUT ITS GETTIBNG HARD BECAUSE PEOPLE DONT FOLLOW THROUGH . |
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sometimes rhings happen for a reason but,i'm still trying to figure out why i can't seeemto find anyone real,honest,worthy,sincereunderstanding and caring..so,i guess i 'm not gonna look anymore i'm tierd of all the fake but i'll just play my video games.no problem.at least its something i can handel. |
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HOPE EVERYONE'S HAVING A GREAT HOLIDAY WEEKEND?MINE IS KINDA OF QUIET BUT,THAT'S OK FOR I HAVE'NT BEEM FEALING THE GREATESAT AT ALL. THESE PAST FEW WEEKS .BUT SURGERY WILL MAKE ME FEAL BETTER I'M SURE. |
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IT DOSE'NT PAY TO BE AN HOBEAST PERSON.AND IT SUXS |
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i had a fun evening last night blowing my mikey again.wow what a huge load he shot in my mouth..it was yummy in my tummie.now if i could just find me a good master.for everyone who reads this stupid thing mikey is just a special friend used to be my master but now has gf..so,i'm looking for more than what hes willing too give me ..but,were still friends..i thought i had found someone but,now i guess hes having second thought whioch is hes problems not mine because i'm not doing anything wrong. |
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what a gorgous DAY....... |
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hey i might of found my match only time will tell. |
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well no playtime today was suppose to be.no phone call ,no message,no nothing .thats ok i deleted him second time in two weeks.no moreu must only want too plat me well u know what i aint ah playing.sorry.its not the ball game here.its real life.i'll find someone else.no thanks .plus,my brother is very sick again and i'm not in the mood for games |
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well my playmate showed up tonight and it was great but i keep wishing he was more .but,oh well |
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well my playmated had too cancell because hes sick today .oh well..too bad i was already too give him his scat that he wanted but he missed out .well i know hes really sick because he has never lied to me before..i wanted too get fucked in my ass but ,i guess i'll have too wait a few more days oh well it won't kill me i guess.my other playmate is on vacation so,i wont be seeing him at all so,it might be a slow week for anal..but,we shall see what happens .i do have other people too so,maybe things will work out ..i hope everyoone has a great day. |
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Still looking for that special guy too show me the ropes |
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I'M NOT FEALING TOO GOOD I GOT SICH AT MY SISTER HOUSE TONIGHT PLUS,I HAVE A PLAYDATE SET FOR TOMORROW BUT,I THINK I'M GONNA HAVE TO TELL HIM NO ..I CAN'T BE SICK FOR SATURDAY.I ALREADY FEAL LIKE SHIT.SATURDAY IS MY NEICES GRADUATION PARTY FROM HIGH SCHOOL .....THANK GOD SHS'S OUT OF THERE .,AWFUL SCHOOL BUT WAS IN THE TOP 5..I'M GOING TOO BED NOW |
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well i just got fucked up the old asshole again and boy did i love it .my friend has such a wonderful cock .he fucked my worthless ass than i drained him dry hmm yasted so fucking good |
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i only have one question what's wrong with my profile and why are'nt i getting any females?i'm a switch |
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Reminder end of the world so,party and play tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what a load of crap |
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WOW WHAT A GOOD FIGHT THE BULLS PUT UP .IT WAS AN EXCELLANT GAME BUT,I THINK THEY ARE GONNA LOOSE TONIGHT |
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yesterday was awsume took a huge load right up the old asshold.felt so,fucking good..people really need to try anal sex.its a real treat. |
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another night of no sleeping ,it's so so very warm in here |
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the only thing hot is my body for we have no air in our building yet,for its so,hot in here its inpossible to sleep and the worse part is i live on the tenth floor were heat rises.and believe me it 's hot |
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BULLS WIN YES NOW PLEASE BRING IT HOME ON THURSDAY FOR ME |
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go bulls please win tonight for me |
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this is funny ,this morning i found myself sleep walking i was trying to put myself too bed in the bathtub.but,i don't remember going into the bathroom at all.. |
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i'm so happy tonight because i have been fighting with my job and i finnally have won the battel.so,union dues too pay sometimes.now if i could have good luck finding a dom that i feal safe and secure with i would be thrilled |
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all i can say today is boy what a day............................ |
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I GUESS ANOTHER NIGHT OF NO SLEEPING AGAIN..I HAVE TRUED PLAYING WITH HER AND THAT DOSE'NT RELAXS ME EITHER.THIS IS SO DAM FRUSTRATING .BUT,AT LEAST I EVAN SAW THE WEDDING YESTERDAY MORNIING BUT,I THINK I WOULD OF BEEN MUCH HAPPYER SOUND TO SLEEP. |
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well i have another migrain again.i was given orders by sir too fuck my holes which i've done already.but,i felt no relief of my pain but,it did feal good. now if i could just get sir too use me i would feal great i bet.i crave him so,much and i don't know why..i try to please him by doing what i'm told but,sometimes i just feel its not enough for him nor me..i guess i just have too keep waiting for the right time is all.but,i do want him |
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ok i guess i'm gonna have to post this for u people who seem to think its ok too meet right away. these are my rules if u cant handel it move on.first please dont ask too meet me right off the bat because,its not gonna happen. second,i want a valid picture of yourself thrid i want a valid yahoo account .than u must understand that i will make the choice as too when i'm ready too meet not u .i'm tierd of everyone contacting me but wont do as i ask.so,my safety is my concern .so if u're serious about meeting me than u'll follow these simple steps. otherwise please don't contact me for i'm getting sick of people not lisening too me..i have playmates who have followed these simple steps and things are great.for they have taken the time too get too know me as a person and my wants and needs .so,were on the same page when we do meet.i will not back down from this so please don't try to get me too change this because i won't i really dont care how this sounds but its for my own safety |
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i just shaved my pussy again so,its nice and soft and smooth hmm.as i was doing this i was thinking how cool it would be too be used by a woman again..i have only been used by a woman twice so,i think it might be nice to try again.i would like a nice strong woman too make me eat her pussy ,suck her breast and give me a good solid spanking which i so,crave these days..i want to find out if a women can truely satisfy me and me do her..these are my thoughts and fealings that i would like to explore with her. |
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i'm fealing so,very sick today buy i hope its not from all the cum i drank yesterday.but i doubt it .but,yesterday was awsume to say the least.he shot big time .he said it was the best bj i ever gave so,that made my day to say the least i was happy that i made him feal so good. |
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if u have nothing nice to say than keep it too yourself.being a switch is one thing but,i don't have to put up with people being rude.thats not what i'm looking for at all.so if u want too contact me be respectful or don't contact me at all. |
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i hope everyone has a happy easter.i'm still looking for mr.right .gosh i hope he cums soon in more ways than one..i'm just not getting what i need and crave right now |
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i know what i would like tonight some nice hot juice inside of me to help with all the stress i'm fealing. inside of my worthless body.i crave to make a man happy |
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one of my favoret things to do is too suck cock and my playmate loves this.he has a wonderful shaved dick .so,what we have been doing now is new positions which is kinda of cool.i noticed when i move my mouth more around his wonderful rock that he shoots a bigger load for me..hmm. its more fun for him too.our new positions are me sucking from his left side .than after awhile we move to the end of the bed where he puts his feet on the floor and i finnish that way.boy the last time was so,great i knew i pleased him by all the moans he made plus,he told me that i did a great job draining him. being his slut is so pleasing because i know i'm serving him wellevan though we dont have sex thats ok with me because my job is too please him not myself. |
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today just is'nt my day at all . |
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anybody having oroblems with there cm accounts today?well i am.moving very slow |
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today i feal really old,i guess because tomorrow i turn the big 50 i never thought i would feal sad about it but,i kinda of do.....oh well it's just a number |
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let's see how many birthday well wishes i can get by thursday. because thursday i turn 50 OMG SO COME WISH ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY .MAKE MY DAY. |
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heu ladies warning control king is a fraud.........all he dose is make plans than dose'nt show .hes a big fake. |
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well its gonna be a quiet weekend i think not sure i like that idea but oh well.everybody has plans. |
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Happy Saint Pattys Day Everybody. |
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looks like we may have no football in the FALL |
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what a crappy day out here |
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yes i'm still a little kid at heart and my fealings get hurt very easy so,be kind |
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i love the month of march for three reasons.
first day light savings time yippie also SPRING
ION THE 31STI WILL BE 50 BUT,ACT LIKE I'M 12 YES I STILL LOVE MY BDY .SO,PLEASE STOP BY AND WISH ME A HAPPY BDY. |
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HAPPY VALENTINES WEEKEND EVERYBODY |
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another night night with bad pains in my head i hope its not another migrain.please no. |
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but,the sad part and the part that hurts me is i have'nt heard anymore from him.so,i guess he dose'nt accept who i truely am and thats me..people wonder why i don't trust anyone well thats one reason right there.i 'm looking for someone who will acccept me and my disability and not judge the otter but,look in the inner..i truely feal hurt just another dead end trail/.so,i guess i'll hurt for awhile than be okay but,it hurts me that people refuse to accept me for myself..thats why i can be so picky and takes me a long time to meet people. |
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well i found a wonderful guy last night hes a dream makker. but we played and it was so,GREAT I PLAYED WITH HIS PROSTRATE and sucked him dry boy did he shoot..i'm such a slut when it comes to sucking guys off i just love it. but,he made sure i came first and made me hold it that was hard for me too do .and i got my over the knee spanking i 've been craving so,badly .he left saying i'm a GOOD GIRL..SO,I'M WORTH GIVING A TRY I'M STILL LOOKING FOR MY DOM BUT,NOT LOOKING FOR AN ASSHOLE. |
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my bears LOST POOR GUYS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 PACKERS SUCK.I HOPE THEY LOOSE BIG TIME. |
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welllifes too short to bitch so i wont today.... but,still looking for that special person i'm about ready to give up..i have'nt found anything too interresting here in awhile. so,i guess the flockis dry. plus,i'm extreamly pickie who i'll evan see. but,i woll never give up hope . |
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i'm still looking for that play partner.i thought i found one but its not working out because all he dose is WORK..so,i'm looking againg. dam this sure is getting old!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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massive headache tonight .god i hurt..plus i'm fealing very blue..i cant help it. |
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Merry Christmas everyone,i hope we all have a nice one |
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I'M ONL;Y GONNA SAY THIS ONCE .I'M NOT INTERRESTED IN PEOPLE WHO DON'T LIVE IN OR AROUND THE CHICAGO AREA.I'M NOT MOVING NOR AM I GONNA WASTE MY TIME WITH A LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP.I HOPE THIS MAKES IT MORE THAN CLEAR FOR EVERYONE. |
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my brother is very sick with throat and pankrious cancer dose'nt look good for him at all.hes only 53 .most likely will be our last few holidays together.how sad. |
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if u have nothing nice too say leave me the fuck alone |
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my brother is now out of the hospital. |
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my brother is doing much better now.thanxs for all the good words for him. |
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please say prayers for my brother who is very sick now. and in the hospital..it looks like he has cancer now and dose'nt look very good. |
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FUCK ANOTHER NITE OF NO SLEEPING AGAIN.....WHAT AM I GONNA DO? |
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WELL I MISSED OUT ON A GOOD SPANKING TODAY BECAUSE I WAS WORKING. |
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BOO Happy Holloween to everybody.wish i was a kid today for i love my candy too...... |
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I GUESS IT'S GONNA BE ANOTHER NIGHT OF NO SLEEPING. AGAIN |
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fealing so so tierd.i hope i can sleep tonight |
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what a lonensome evening tonight but, i'll survive i guess. |
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my job got robbed tonight ....whats the world cumming too?..... |
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ANOTHER NITE OF NO SLEEPING WHY ME? I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHATS WRONG............ |
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boy do i have a headache tonight |
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too much sugar today,lucky if i sleep at all. tonight .i need to be up at 4 for work.so,i hope i get some sleep/i'mstill looking for my playmate so,far i have'nt really found anyone but,thats okay too.
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well i hope today is a good day.for i need it too be..i'm fealing much better than i have been over the last few days.so,thats a start |
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i fealing so depresssed today..its really awful to feal this way.all i have been doing is sleeping for i have no energy for much of anything else.i dont go back to work until weds but,if i go back been thinking of quitting .tierd of there bullshit too. so i'm pretty depressed |
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fealing very depressed today not worthy of a man i guess .but i do want too service. but,safety must come first. |
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hopefully today will be a good bay |
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i've had a crazy day.so,please understand if i dont get back to u'es right away but,i got hit by a car today |
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i'm still looking for the right person too play with but,looks like all the good ones live far away lol.oh well gotta be one for me |
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i can't believe i can'y find anyone to play with on here.i guess theres no one real out here. |
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still looking for that special playmate .no strings.not looking for a relationship.looking for a dom or domme .must be understand,caring,willing to train.not looking foe 24'7 not my thing but if right person appears that could change.i'm open..i'm no beauty queen but,who gives a fuck i'm a good person thats what really matters |
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lets start by saying i'm not in the best of moods tonight.i have been played all summer.now i can't find anyone i trust too play with my mikeys engaged so,thats most likely done too .wow...i'm so fucking down a feather can blow me over.than mark and his fucking email today that topped my day off..guys say there interrested inme but i'm not chasing u'es anymore. |
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been 3 days now since i have slept.whens this gonna stop?. |
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VERY VERY DEPRESSED TONIGHT BECAUSE,I CAN'T SEAM TOO DO ANYTHING RIGHT PLUS,I'M NOTFEALING GOOD AT ALL.I CAN'T EVAN MAKE MrM HAPPY NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY I FEAL LIKE ALL I DO IS FAIL.I NEED TOO FEAL WANTED BU HIM SO,FUCKING BAD BUT,MY TIME WITH HIM IS SO,VERY SM BUT,IT'S UNDERSTANDABLE BECAUSE,HE WORK'S ALOT BUT,I NEED U RIGHT NOW.I NEED TO TALK.I REALLY DON'T FEAL GOOD AT ALL AND ..I GUESS I'LL GO BACK TO BED AND TRY TO PULL MYSELF TOGETHER AGAIN. |
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VERY VERYLONENLY AMD SAD TONIGHT |
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still waiting to feal better .but, hopefully soooon. this is becomming a drag |
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still not fealing well these days still.but,dr put me on meds so hopefully i'll be back up and running in a few days. |
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i'm still not fealling the best at all but,i made my self cyn today because,i needed the release.i only wish it was the real thing. but not sure my side could take the real thing at this time anyway.so,i won't be a whinning today. |
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i'm still sick but,i made it too work today. but,my side is hurting but,oh well i'll survive until tuesday.i just want too sleep so,i think i have an infection somewhere. |
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i called off work today because,i'm not fealing good at all these day's.my head feals like somebody kicked it and my right side hurts.all i did yesterday was sleep.i hope i feal better soon because i feal so,dragged out..yesterday ,i thought it was the humidity but,i don't think so,anymore |
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i'm sicknot fealing well at all,i made it too work but,feal awful so,i'm going to bed now. |
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not fealing very well today so,i won't be playing or doing anything today maybe on tuesday.. plus,i'm fealing very sad . |
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no playing tonight because,i'm too tierd too pop.oh well that's life have to wait until monday ,when i have energy. |
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well i had to disobey masters orders today but,i dont think he understand why so,hopefully we can talk about it soon.
but,i did play with myself this morning it was good but,i need the real thing real bad...i have so,much doubt about everything don't understand whats going on . |
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as i layed accross my bed i felt this powerful urge to cum but,i tryed to hold it as long as i could but i could'nt .so,one big burst of energy was all i felt rushing threw my body but,the need for the real thing still looms. and doubt comes with it. |
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i played the silent slut tonight i came while i was on the phone talking to a friend,and they never knew..shh don't tell.our little secreat. |
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it felt so,good to cum today as i played with mysely in my bed,i guess i needed the release .just dyoing for the real thing tho but i can wait. but,its getting harder and harder every day./ |
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well its been a good day so,far.i wo underware to work but,had to put clothes on when i got home something to do today..no time to play with myself this am was running late but,thats ok too rather play at nite anyway .because,it helps relaxs me. |
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good morning everyone ,as i sit here in the nude writting this post this morning as told to by my master.i'm freezing burr. but,thats ok anything for him.
well the slut in me came again this morning with the vibe in my asshole but,i'm dreaming of the dreal thing real bad so,hopefully it will come soon because i'm starting to get very horny to say the least. but,thats ok because i have waited this long. |
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well it sure has been a crazy day..started off by masturbating my asshole and boy did it feal good. with my vibe but,no dildo. Mr M said that i dont have to use the dildo anymore..
i was told to wear no underware to work today and boy it felt weird but i followed my orders .the second order was to cum at work well i tryed to cum on my break but its hard to do when u only have a few minutes but yes i did cum but,really did'nt enjoy it very much.but,i wanted to follow his orders .now i just need to get cam done asap..well that was my day. |
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i hope this color is better for everyone to read. now. |
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after all day of having computer problems its finnally fixed now.thank god for friends who know what there doing because i sure in the helll don't...well my headache is finnally gone now too i was so,frustrated it was'nt funny. and i get so,fucking mad because i don't know shit about computers .but,my ooone friend dose he always gets he running again.i evan called tech support and they could'nt fix her .so shows u at@t dose'nt know everything .well thats it folks,hope every one is enjoying the weekend i know i got nothing done today so,oh well always monday i guess my next day off . |
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well i'm ready to throw puter out window again puter problems this morning.really suxs. |
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well,its been 4 days now since i have heard fromMrMSo i really don'y know what to think.maybe he just has'nt been on ? |
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yeah its Friday.thank god.and the end of the week thats the best part..so,have a great Day everybody. |
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well i have'nt had any sleep the last 24 [7 so i'm going to bed now .i'm so so tierd.hope everyone is well. |
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today has been a struggle for me emotionally alot of highs and lows in life but oh well thats life time to move on i guess. |
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i seek to serve Mr M because i want to make him happy .my need coime second his come first as they should for hes the king in my book.,yes i do have a play but,that also,comes second to the master sir but,they both get treated with respect.,as they should..but,i also give of my self too make them both happy but,Mr.M's happyness is very important too me i have tryed to follow ever order to the best of my abilities and i want him to know this.i'am trying very hard .to please him. and thgats part of my job |
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well i hope it stops raining here soonbecause,i have too workin the rain and i don't need another bath lol.well i hope we all have a good day..well my familt leaves today to go back to germany todat dam the month went really fast but at least i got too see the kids.and realized i never grew up because i had so much fun with my 3yr old neice whos a doll..no i'm not bragging. |
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i hope everybodyu had a good day i erased this mornings post sie it was a mistake sorry. |
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today has'nt been the best of days for me..not in the mood to write anything |
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well,i was so stressed out after working today i had to cun so,i simply played with my clit and god did it feal good .i needed the releasesorry that i did'nt ask sir but,u were'nt on line at all and it's a verylong story.i don't know to fuck myself in the ass or not it's still very sore?so,i guess i'll wait for directions from u |
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well my vacation is now over i go back to work today yuck.oh well..it will keep me out of trouble at least..i did treat myself to a webcam yesterday but its a pain in the ass to hook up i wanted to surprise master and have it up and running but could'nt do it myself .so,i'll have to wait for my friend to show me how to do it i guess .oh well i tryed.i just wanted to make him happy. |
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my asshole hurts so fucking bad ,i went to fuck myself got dildo in but,i had too pull her out i was hurt too fucking bad inside.sorry sir. but,i have been following your orders but,i have tryed very hard to lisen while youir away. but i do miss u a bunch |
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well i'm still happy about yesterday and getting that dildo in because i got it in all the way..i actually heard fromMr N too so,it was evan a better day..but,my ass is still sore so i'm gonna wait to use the dildo again maybe later tonight .but,it did feal good up there. |
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well i did it i finnally got the big dildo up my fat ass yes but now my asshole is sore .i put pleanty of jelly on it and layed on my side and it worked but i went very slowly i got the whole thing in .so,i'm proud of myself ..i wish MrM was here but hes gone oh well thats life he very much can read the post to find out when he gets back. |
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well i got so horny i fucked my self in the ass already but,i onlt used my vibe for the dildo is hell for me to get in by myself..than i made sure to turn the vibe up all the way for i love the fealing inside my ass it feals so dam good .just wish it was the real thing .but,i must wait. |
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well i have no idea what to post today so,i'm just gonna wish every one a happy friday.i'm still looking for a female playmate |
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well this morning i came before i had too pee and boy did it ever make a differance in me cumming ,i came much harder .i also used the vibe on my ass.but,i need the real thing in there .still looking for that special female. |
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god my head is killing me again from these fucking glasses .thats why i have to have new ones these are too strong now since my laser surgery last week.well i cam like a fucking pig tonight i came 3 times wow .once with the vibe and twice with my fingers and the last one with my vibe was very intense because,i had come 2 times before with my hand.i also,have big breast that i can suck myself.hmm.wish i had a helper but oh well not looking at this point in time especially with Mr.M,in my life. but,i am looking for a female play partner |
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well today was a great day.i saw my neice@nephew from germany.but,i wish Mr M WAS HERE TO TELL HIM ALL ABOUT IT.I WAS SO HAPPY TO SPEND TIME WITH THEM they make me feal so alive inside.the same way i feal waiting to hear from Mr.M alive and happy. i don't think he realizes how happy he makes me inside .i feal like somebody cares.i dont feal that way alot. |
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i want to experiment my self with a woman not a man . |
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well i just took my bath sitting here all clean and nude just thinking of what i should do to myself? |
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well i absolutely got shit done today.but,oh well plus,not i'm upset and going too bed that's what i do when i get upset go to bed |
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well it sure did feal good to sleep without getting up at 4am for work.but,i do have shit to get done today hopefully i can get moving .i'm still sadden to say i hve'nt heard from Mr M nd i thought i would of by now SO I HOPE I'M NOT IN TROUBLE |
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well it sure has been nice having peace n quiet from work my second day of full vacation lol.now if only i could get the fucking dildo up my ass it would be great.i''m gonna try some carrotts next i think but,must ask MrM ,WHAT HE THINKs first .i 'm sad to say i have'nt heard from him all day boo hoo miss him a bunch yes i do.i'm rather frustrated because i'm looking for some advice on how to find a female play partner so,if anyone has any i sure could use some...from females of course not looking for a man for i have one that i get my advice from. |
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yesterday i was allowed to play with my friend whos a switch Mr .M said it was ok and i had fun .but,i only serviced him nothing was done to me at all which is ok u know when this happens i do see my true slut side come out.i love sucking his cock dry but,he only shot about 4 times of yummy cum and i did'nt spill a drop the position i was in was hard for me to think and suck in the same time..but,its fucking hot for me to give head.now just because i wrote this as a post i don't need emails asking for i'm not allowed to give them out .this person is a steady playpartner i have been seeing for years now. |
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happy 4th of july everyvody |
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MrM, sorry but i fell asleep so yes its late .well today i was allowed to cumwith vibe and dildo well i came alright but the dildo part and me ha d a hard time .i think u woyld of liked seeing me suck my own breast .i wish it would of been sirs cock that i was sucking on ..well off too bed i have to go night night |
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wjhat a daywork was crazy.had a long chat with Mr.M so i feal better now.but,i need help findindg a woman to play with all i get are men.so,i'm no longer allowed to answer cm mail unless u'er a friend already of mine ..but all women please feal very free to respond to me.i
'm tryinbg to make MrM happy |
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i'm stressed out i need a release ....so,i guess i'll go play with my ass hole |
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well i fucked myself tonight but ,very dry .i try bot to use anything because,i don't like too kinda of messy.i don't like messy.no i did'nt playu with clit not allowed waiting for an ok but still waiting for that ok from Mr.M so,i'm still waiting.i keep trying to prove myself.i want to see him so badly.oh well off too bed 4am comes very quickly when u don't sleep well at night. |
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just dying to hear from Mr.M so i guess i 'll go try to settle down now and fuck my asshole like a good slut and wait for him to come on line again .hopefully very soon. |
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new photoes where added today hope u like Mr M sorry i gave u hard time over them..was'nt that bad after all..tu for understanding |
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i know u mean it when u call me Pam it really gets my attention Mr.M yes it really dose wow.......................dose'nt do shit for anyone else but,u .i guess because i know u mean IT |
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well this is a first for me .i'm sitting in my chair with the vib on fucking myself and boy am i hot .i just now pulled her out evan though shes not very big she gets me hot boy i wish Mr.M was here ...he would be please to know that i touched but did'nt play with my clit yet .and i'm not going to either |
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hmm have a good day Mr.M.i'll try to have the same |
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I have another bad headache again.don't know if it's from my glasses now or what but,i hurt so,off to bed i go .night mm. |
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short and sweet i used the vibe this afternoon as ordered by master and it was very relaxsing to me and no i did'nt touch my clit as ordered by u .hugs |
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i could'nt sleep all night my mind was on something else.can u guess what?hmm i'm not telling. |
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i'msuch a badgirl today i actually had to spank myself because i needed it no other reasoni care to share.i got really high being the worthless slut that i am i came all over the dildop again.for somereason i can't get the dildo up my worthless ass no matter how hard i try or position i put my body in.but,i keep trying to please mm so,i'll keep trying ..today i also had laser done on my right eye went very well..i'm happy to say.well worthless needs to chill out for the night because she has to work in the morning .and no i have'nt played with my clit yet but,biy i better keep paddel handy might need it for a reminder of the no touch rule that was placed on me and my clit. |
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off to the hospital i go for my laser surgery on my right eye.i hope mm understand my decision but,i doubt that he will understand my decision..i can't do it but i want him so badly .i want to feal him controlling me so,very badly yes i do.i have tryed very hard to follow his rules as tuff as i think some of them are i still try .i have'nt played with my clit or anything and its killing me but,i've made it throiugh .so please be understanding mm.please |
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i'm a worthless slut bitch whos in trouble again because i fell asleep last night after i fucked my ass.i could'nt use my dildo i only used the vibe because i had a migrain but,i followed orders but,i did do itmm..i'm noi good with out mmteachings thanksmm. |
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I'M a worthless bitch,slut and mmcontrolls me.you are worthless without his teachings.. |
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migrain from hell and very upset |
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i'm pleased to tell u that i finnally got the big guy in some and yes i did cum.i could'nt help myself.it kinda of hurt .i think its gonna take alot of effort and every fucking day on my part .i know i'll never get the whole thing in by my self but its been in there before so,i know it fits..i do seek the real thing in my ass thie.that would be nice and i evan know whos i want to be in it..please don't be mad at me . |
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i'm frustrated but,the soxs won hehehehe .but i'm stillfrustrated |
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go soxs beat thoes cubs for me. |
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well this afternooe i lubed down my purple dildo to try to get it in my ass because i have been in the mood all fucking day..wewll needless to say its a hard thing to do but i can only get it in a whittle bit .dammit was'nt enough .so,i had to go back to the regular old vibe but,i'll get it in one way or another.i'm sure mikey ,might help get it up there if i ask him but rather try to do it myself more fun and torcher that way..i was told that i can't play with my clit that might drive me nuts because i love cumming that way.i love the fealing..but,oh well i'll try anything once |
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hmm things are'nt working out too well with me and my purple dildo because i cant get the fucking thing in my butt so,i got pissed off and decided toio wack my clit off boy did that ever feal good this rainy night . |
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god am i tierd this morning.i have no energy at all after yesterday .yes i did my vibe this morning but,was'nt nothing too special .but i did cum but,it was'nt hard like i like it to be.oh well. .well have a great day............ |
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i had to work the vibe strong and quick this morning .was'nt a good fealing sorry to say need the real thing . badly |
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as i get ready for my night time bath i have decided too play with my fatass and my dildo up my ass again.not too mention this is a order placed on me by mm every night i must make 2 post before bed and every morning .well i can slide her up all the way with out any troulbe just wish i could bet the purple one in by myself but i can't i tryed.oh god its so relaxing to sit here with dildo .oh god its that time now guys i need to cum..............i just screaned i hoped nobody heard me but,who cares it felt so good..well off too the tubby wubby yes i cleaned my vibe off tasted yummy too..tu mm |
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i'm sorry i'm a dumb bitch for questioning u mm.wont happen again. |
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I'M eatting crow because i forgot how hard mm works,he works 2 jobs dose'nt have alot of time for me and my whinning so,i'm sorry.i can only say i 'm sorry and me and my fatass wants to serve u badly..i need u to keep me and my mouth in its place .i hope i'm worthy of U..I CRAVBE TO WALK YOUR STEAIGHT LINE .DRAW it sorry u had to yell at me but,that's what i seek is your stregth and controll.yes,i'll lick the vibe clean as i already do mm. |
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well one thing i can say is the vibe makes me so dam horny in my ass,.i came twice yesterday just fading away in a dream world..now if i could only find the right mr.right to stick there cock in my fayass it would be great..well at least i slept well after cumming twice but,i'm starting to believe this while thing is a joke that i'm suppose to post this for him too see but whats my reward? |
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I 'm such a dirty slut i came all over my vibe while it was in my asshole and boy did it feal so,fucking great.!!!!!only problem was'nt real thing,with the nice load of cum dripping out of my fatass .hmmmmmm |
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i'm such a dirty slut i just got done fucking myself in the ass as i was told to by mm.which is to be done daily .i had a gard time so i had to just use a vibe to start but always feals so wonderful..yes i do love anal sex . |
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i hang on every word and crave every email from mm because i want to be on a high with him very badly.i seek his guidance and support. |
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i seek the guidance of a warm hearted man like mm.who i find at times toi be carring and understanding but ,also,knowledgeable which i like.now if i could just getmm to open up i would be happy.but,hopefully that will come within time..my a mind is a racing like crazy this morning because i'm so happy because,i want things to work out but,i know i'll have a hard time but,i hope u'll be understanding with me and give me time to learn u're way the right way..tu |
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Well i'm still waiting for u mm.i'm still seeking the touch of your hand among other things. |
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today would be a good day wheni get too hear from mm. but,have'nt got too talk to him much today..because,i miss our long chats like we used to have..i miss themmm. |
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i want to empyu your juices in my moouth and drink every dripping drop..i want to feal your warm hands on my body mm. |
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roses are red violets are blue boy master do i want u this was sunday post.. |
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go soxs !!!!!!!!!!!!!1yes i hate the cubs................. |
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i still need and want to climb on mm ladder .really bad i can't wait for him to touch my body. |
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i would like mm to train me in his way but dont want to be beaten .not my style.i would love too hold his cock and suck it dry.hmm |
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this post is for a special man who i want too see very badly.i have been dealing with master since last summer and all i ask is for things to work out so i can climbhis ladder and make him happy.i maynot be the best sub,but willing to learn .thanks mm. |
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hmm,feal like posting but,dont know what to write .oh well maybe i'll think of something later..well i'm still looking but not very hard anymore because,i guess ,i have just reached the point of oh well.life moves on. |
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thank you my cardinals for putting thoes cubs in there place. |
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GO CARDINALS BEAT THE CUBS THIS WEEKEND FOR ME............SINCE I HATE THE CUBS......................I'm still searching but,too the point of who cares.i just know i'm worthy and thats all the really counts.i maybe no 10 but,look in the mirrorodds are no one is .................. |
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looking for that special lady too come .tierd of men and the bullshit. |
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still looking for that special play partner of mine.not looking too be made black and blue as the last person wanted too do to me not what i seek in a play partner. |
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just looking for a play partner yoo so,if you're interrested let me know |
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yes still looking for that special someone and yes i have'nt had much luck but,oh well life moves on. |
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i'm still looking for mr or mrs right but u must know i'm no beauty queen,i'm visually impared bu,i'm a fucking honest person.i'm tierd of these fucking assholes on here that play one time beg me too meet than don't come back because i'm visually impared u assholes should be ashamed of yourselves.i wont name names because thats mean but i will say one thing it dose hurt that u won't be honest with me .i'm a good sub and i seek too learn for the right person..looks are'nt what makes a person,its what's inside that counts.so,i suggest before u contact me u think about my post. otherwise move on |
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i still waiting too climb on the right master. |
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I still seeking that special someone in my life.i know that person is out here for me. |
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Today is my bdy and i'm sorry too say i did'nt get a master for it oh well that's life.......but i guess that's how the ball bounces sometimes......... |
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Well i still can't believe i have'nt found anyone oh well.there loss....when u view my profile dont forget too wish me a happy bdy for its weds . |
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I tyhink the people on this site are all fakes.I can't velieve i can't find anyone real out here .. |
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