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Since I've been asked so many times already I'll clear this up first... My name does not have anything to do with 50 Shades of Grey. Its a name I've used since before the movie or books existed. Its because of my eyes, which tend to turn from blue to grey in certain situations. Now that's out of the way!!
I don't need to be defined, I need to be me.
Bottom, masochist, brat, rope bunny, little, princess...
They're all just labels, which could never actually tell someone, that simply, who and what I am. Especially while even though I have a solid core on some thngs, I know other things will contine to grow and change. One label that isn't on that list is submissive.
Yes, I'm a bottom, a masochist, a brat, a bunny, and a little princess, but naturally submissive I am not. What I am is all of the above, with submissive tendencies at times, depending on the person. If I choose to be submissive, it is because you have fought me (with my consent) to the place where I can let go and do that, and that's a pretty tough fight with a hard headed girl like me.
I have some amazing people in my corner. People who love me for me and have my back no matter what. For that I am incredibly grateful and I consider myself incredibly lucky.
I'm lucky to have an incredible Daddy! He puts up with sooo much from the little bratty princess (bitch) side that not everyone has to deal with, and still does everything in his power to make me happy. All of this was new to him, but ever since he decided to take the jump to see how far that rabbit hole goes, he's been growing and learning and we've been doing the same together.
Time for fun stuff!
Things I LOVE:
Impact.
Thuddy & stingy.. Paddles, canes, floggers, hands, crops, tails, whips, curry combs... Bring It! I'll laugh, cry, yell, fight, give up and give in when the pain takes me where I want to go.
Rope.
Lots of Rope. Pushing, pulling, twisting, flying... trying new things, pushing through it all, finding that rope space where that's all there is. Pretty knots, mean pulls, fun and challenging.
FIRE (& Fire Cupping).
The only thing I've taken a huge interest in not just bottoming for, but also topping for. The warmth and feel of fire against my skin. The feel of it on skin under my hands. Feeling of the pull of the glass as it relaxes what's deep underneath. Seeing the fire in the cup as I light one to put it on someone else.
Things I Like:
Needles
Wax
Violet Wand
I've grown in so many different ways since stepping into this world. I've built relationships and friendships that I treasure dearly. I've made mistakes that I've learned from, made decisions that have been hard, and have had the time of my life all at the same time. The journey I started is no where near over, and it never will be.
Amazing how things can change over time...
Over 3 years ago:
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Bondage Receiver
100% Submissive
91% Brat
88% Experimentalist
84% Slave
79% Girl/Boy
75% Degradation Receiver
67% Primal (Prey)
66% Masochist
65% Non-monogamist
63% Voyeur
46% Exhibitionist
40% Primal (Predator)
38% Switch
28% Brat Tamer
26% Pervert
25% Bondage Giver
16% Dominant
8% Daddy/Mommy
4% Degradation Giver
4% Vanilla
0% All-Rounder
0% Master/Mistress
0% Sadist
Recently:
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Brat
99% Rope bunny
88% Masochist
85% Non-monogamist
82% Submissive
78% Boy/Girl
77% Primal (Prey)
65% Exhibitionist
64% Degradee
61% Experimentalist
50% Voyeur
47% Ageplayer
42% Daddy/Mommy
37% Pet
34% Switch
31% Slave
18% Vanilla
4% Sadist
2% Primal (Hunter)
2% Dominant
1% Rigger
0% Degrader
0% Owner
0% Master/Mistress |
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