Aniya


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	I am a submissive female in a steady longterm relationship only here looking for freindship not a lay or trying to get in your collar that is not my intent I am a brat and willfully so pain in the arse but well that is me... I am proud of who I am and refuse regardless to change who i am. I am blunt honest and to the point hell I am the opitomy of a redhead I have a temper dont' put up with useless bs and yes I have a mind. just because I am a sub does not make me a brainless twit :P hmm.. maybe I should curb my tounge just a bitpassionate about issues I take up have a zest for life and want to live it as best I can for as much time as I am granted. I do not use the chat on here! "The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile nor the joy of companionship;it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

soo after a haitus over teh holidays the new year started out well had a blast but as with life all good things come to an end :P i have now become swamped between doing school work and spending all my free time at the hospital with my pops who is like a father to me. even if you are not religious can you please send a small prayer to whoever or whatever you pray to for good health? he needs it thanks all will update again later

so plenty has gone on this past few weeks i got put on a medical hold from rollerderby by the dentist, so means no skates for me for a while sadly, though in retrospect it has allowd me to focus more on getting all the term papers done thankfully without distractions. another note of interest the house that i am helping renovate is going well, we got the water line ficed to the house and back up and running the gas lines fixed carpet pulled (woohoo no more funky smells!!) bathroom is all in order finnaly... who in thier right mind puts a carpet in a bathroom that is just wrong. next on the agenda seeing how much damage upstairs in attic has, and sheetrocking some places! the house is gorgous and structurally sound but needs tons TLC and lots of owrk but once it is done we will have a new playspace/dungeon to play in, after of course creating the equpmwnt.. now that i think on it eyeboltson the back of the fireplace in the spare room would be great to chain a person to the wall! lol anyways heading off love you all and take care for the holidays!

As a stone tumbled in coarse reality,
constantly worn as it is refined,
adversity, it's true beauty shows.

So it is by trial we find,
all that we are capable of, the strength which lies beneath.

We are not defined by our trials,
but by how we face them.

We are all afraid; bravery is a choice,
that though you may lose, you shall never be defeated.

Who among us does not have flaws?
Who does not bear scars?
Each of our journeys unique.
Our adversities leave upon us lasting marks.
They show us all that we have overcome.

Life; a constant struggle,
and by choosing not to give in, we rise above.

Dear lordy i hurt like the devil rode me hard wait that sounds bad but it is true... went to rollerderby practice 2 days ago and got my bum handed to me but i gav e as good as i got lol which brings me to wonder if i am insane yet i have to say i completly love the sport just wish there was more bouts and teams to contend with in this area on a side note......

woohoo passed my english comp! yes all done now onto american goverment, the dreaded class which i believe me and the professor will more than likely disagree on now if i can keep sane threw this class i will do ok I hope. I have come to realise how much i stress and fear failure. in highschool i never worried about it at least conciously now it seems to be ever present. oh well will drudge threw it i suppose the best i can lol

soo for the last week I have done nothing but work on my english one more discussion board and one more paper to write thank god it is almost done. i don't hate english comp just not very good at it in anyway shape or form so come monday it will be over yay! on a side note ROLLERDERBY tonight!!!!!!!!!!! yes yes and yes again the pretty bruises that can arise are fun but will be more enjoyable taking out homework frustrations on the pack. i finnaly picked a derby name dundundun.... Bizzy Ditch... nice huh? either way it fits perfectly as i am a dizzy *itch most times on the track oh well time to go now

good news i got an A finnaly in my english comp class i have no one to yell this too so i figured i would allow my fingers to express my joy at this, still have to work more on my thesis but for this prof to give me an a is awsome she is a tough bitchy prof who expects nothing short of perfection, just hope i can skim by best i can.

soo. guess i can rant and rave here for a bit my english com teacher is a $$$$, i mean seriously i am pretty decent at english and ituratutre but man oh man this is on tough broad.. shall we say perfectionism at her worst....oh well it happens i just hope i can pass at least with a b- *dreams wistfully*
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ooOO going to the roller derby scrimmage practice monday hmm might throw on some skates and bust my ass i did not realise there was a league here otherwise i would have been contacting them ages ago, that is the only thing i hate about moving you have to learn your way around all over again and get out of your comfy zone well to all of you i wish you the best day/night possible :)

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