| its been a long time |
[Monday
January 8th, 2007 at 1:34pm] |
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finally we have finally decided to do it yup yup yup we getting married i cant believe it i am actually getting married!!!!!!!!!!! well got to go lots to do today talk to you all later
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| the pond |
[Tuesday
May 23rd, 2006 at 2:46pm] |
i look in the pond and see my own reflection
and i think to my self ill be my own destructiom
one minute im happy the next i am sad
one minute im depressed then next im just plain mad
i dont know why i feel this way
and i dont really know just what to say
but what i do know is baby when we are together
there is nothing that we can not weather
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| everytime i think of you |
[Tuesday
May 23rd, 2006 at 2:40pm] |
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everytime i think of you,
my eyes seem to shine.
everytime i think of you,
i get another sign.
everytime i think of you,
my heart skips a beat.
eveerytime i think of you,
i feel that white lightning heat.
everytime i think of you,
my blood starts to sing.
everytime i think of you,
my skin starts tingleing.
everytime i think of you,
my love seems to grow.
everytime i think of you,
i know i never want you to go.
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| my love |
[Tuesday
May 23rd, 2006 at 2:33pm] |
at night when i cry i hope you dont hear
i want so bad to fill your heart with only cheer
i try to hold all the fear i feel inside
because with me you have been so kind
my life is full of dreams that never come true
but its ok-i have different dreams with you
i have so much love for you and so much i want to say
and it kills me each time i watch you walk away
i always keep a picture of you in my heart
and i cant stand it when we are apart
so come to me bay and say you love me
because with me you can be anything you want to be.
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| i look at you |
[Tuesday
May 23rd, 2006 at 2:30pm] |
i look at you and i see love
you are my gift from above
i look at you and i see devotion
nothing can stop my love for you -not even an ocean
i look at you and i see wonder
the feeling i get is pure hunger
i look at you and i see long passionate nights
and feel you arms around me holding me so tight
i look at you and i see goodness and light
so for your heart ill continue to fight
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| i knock on the door |
[Tuesday
May 23rd, 2006 at 2:25pm] |
i knock on the door to your heart
but will you let me in
i knock on the door to your soal
but will you let me in
i knock on the door to your thoughts
but will you let me in
i knock on the door to your life
but will you let me in
i knock on the door to your love
but will you let me in
i knock on the door to your hopes
but will you let me in
i knock on the door to your dreams
but will you let me in
i knock on the door to your passion
but will you let me in
i knock on the door to your joy
but will you let me in
i knock on the door to your sarrow
but will you let me in
i knock on the door to your heart
but will you let me in
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| when you left |
[Tuesday
May 23rd, 2006 at 2:19pm] |
when you left i lost a part of me
come back baby i need you cant you see
please forgive me i know not what i do
all i know is i cant stop loveing you
dont deny me this pain im going through
its ok i'd do anything for you
was i out of my mind or out of my head
when i thought i could sleep without you in my bed
please forgive me for needing you like i do
i only hope you are needing me too
i love the way you are and that will never change
and now that your gone i feel as though im trapped in a cage
iwant to let our love go wild and free
i want to letit shine stong and bright as its ment to be
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| all throught the night |
[Tuesday
May 23rd, 2006 at 2:02pm] |
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all throught the night
it seems to be a fight
i know what i need - passion and light
im fighting the compullshion to run to you with all my might
all throught the night
it seems to be a fight
i need your arms around me
i only wish it could be
all throught the night
it seems to be a fight
i dream of you at my side-lying there
oh my god this is so unfair
all through the night
it seems to be a fight
i wish i could meet you half way in a soft kiss
thoes moments for me are complete bliss
all throught the night
it seems to be a fight
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| hi yall |
[Wednesday
February 8th, 2006 at 7:08pm] |
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well its so nice to be able to write in this again i have been so busy my boyfriend was starting to wonder if i was in his imagination or if i was real lol. hello to amber and jason. and to my cousin mandy. why i am including her i dont know i dont really love her i just let her think i do( ha ha ha hi mandy i love you =p)
but anyways im going to spend most of my time braging about lance as usual lol. well lets see where do i begin ok hey walked 4 miles just to go get me a new cd player and a box of choclates and a stuffed dog just because he wanted to he says its because he hasent done anything for me in a while. but he has he just dont relize it when he does it. im moveing...... again. yup im uprooting again only this time Lance is going with me. we are moving to Battle Creek. we are buying a trailer. mandy keep your mouth shut and dont tell the family yet. i will let them all know when it happens but i dont want 50 million questions before hand. we are getting a set of puppies. he managed to talk me into pitt bills but its ok cuz they are little ones they are red noes pitts they should only get as big as a cocker spaniel. well theres lots more to say but i have to wash brooks hair(lances neice) so i got to go for now i might post more tonight if i get time love you to thoes i know
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[Monday
January 30th, 2006 at 11:43am] |
Hey is amber again. and i did it again. I changed the look to Jessies journal again!
This time its not for laughs. This one will melt your heart. Enjoy. Comment and if you want your journal to have a heart brakeing header too just comment ambers journal  innocentkittie
let all!!
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| just another day in paradise |
[Tuesday
January 3rd, 2006 at 10:36pm] |
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well yall this is the second night in a row i got to write yeah im so excited!!lol so n e way lance and i are doing good god i love this man.he is so good to me its almost scary. lol but i cant help but love him just for that we are going on almost 4 months and he makes me love him all over again every day how i dont know but he does. im confused but its ok i go through life on a day to day basis confused im beginning to think i will forever live this way.so yeah i spent most of the day trying to find a job only to come up empty handed this town is so damn dry. im beginning to hate coldwater its to...........quiet
but anyway scrappy got his stiches out today he still looks sad and pathetic with his ears taped and that cone on his head only 3 or 4 more weeks and he gets that off too.poor pup. well nuthin really new here so im off night yall
jessie
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[Tuesday
January 3rd, 2006 at 1:06pm] |
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 | You scored as Existentialist. Existentialism emphasizes human capability. There is no greater power interfering with life and thus it is up to us to make things happen. Sometimes considered a negative and depressing world view, your optimism towards human accomplishment is immense. Mankind is condemned to be free and must accept the responsibility.
Existentialist | | 100% | Postmodernist | | 88% | Materialist | | 88% | Romanticist | | 88% | Idealist | | 81% | Fundamentalist | | 75% | Modernist | | 75% | Cultural Creative | | 50% | </td>
What is Your World View? (updated)
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| just another day. |
[Monday
January 2nd, 2006 at 3:16pm] |
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First off i have to give props to amber for the great background and to jay who let his picture be posted. execellent job guys thanks
hey yall wow alot has happened since i wrote in here last. lets see. new man, new location, new family, had a new job but thats gone. um lets see i had 2 puppies, but one decided to kill herself it was ruled suicide,and her brother (the other pup) was stolen right out of my frount yard at the old house. my new man is lance i have been with him 4 months on the 11th. he has 4 children matt sammy jr and hannah. they go from 8 yrs to 2 years. they are so cute. my mother and dad are doing great dad has moved to tennessee to try and get established. and get a house for mom and the girls. hopefully he gets that soon.
well the biggest news of the year i think would be the fact that after 11 years of searching i have finally gotten in contact with my older sister. I still cant get used to the fact that i have an OLDER sister i am so used to being the oldest its like WOW something that is going to take some getting used to thats for sure. well i hope to write more often now that i am near a computer to do so. but i have to go for now talk to you all later
-- jessie
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| just another fucking day!!! |
[Friday
April 22nd, 2005 at 12:02pm] |
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yeah thats right just another fucking day im off to a job that i hate to work with people that i hate
on the upside im getting a new puppy!! Zeus is going to be in heven hopefully he will start eating on a regular basis his eating habits aqre starting to drive me crazy!!! but its ok wait back up rewind and freeze i cant exactley say he is STARTING to drive me crazy cause to say that would insinuate i had sanity to begin with and i just dont think that is true i firmley believe i have been throughley insane since birth yup i do i mean come on now i havent met a sane person in my family even our pets have been nutz you got zeus he is just a fruit cake billy the dog that has no sence of direction and sham the cat that firmley brieves he can talk!! and stripes dont even get me started on her i feel bad for the kittens!!! oh speaking of kittens yall havent heard the good news my stripes had her kittens!! 4 total all a light grey tabby they are so cute hard to believe they are going to be a odd as their mother poor poor babies well i gtg my personal slice of pure 100% hell calls to me talk to yall later
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[Tuesday
April 19th, 2005 at 10:28am] |
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I think I hit it right on the nail this time!!! New background new Icon, fits Jessie!!
TROUBLE!!!!!!!
HA! I keep changing your journal and posting like Im you!
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[Friday
April 1st, 2005 at 7:20am] |
NA NA NA NA NA NA
HA HA HA HA HA HA
I DID IT AGAIN!!!
the words to your background are to a song can you guess what group and what song i took them from? <3 later
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[Thursday
October 28th, 2004 at 9:37pm] |
You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value everyone freidnship
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.(If you can't see tje
pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)
What season are you? (pics)
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i guess this could be me ........somewhere lol
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[Sunday
September 19th, 2004 at 1:52am] |
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Its ME.....innocentkittie
I did it again!! NEW LAYOUT! YAY!!! Go FOMY!
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| god i need a hobby |
[Sunday
September 5th, 2004 at 11:41pm] |
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lol yeah ber you are a bitch but i love ya anywayz but hello kittie i mean really come on now lol well anywayz nothing new really happening my job sucks my man is great but other then that its the same fucking shit different fucking day!! it was so sad about the waterford cop!!! i couldnt believe it happened damn but anyway ken is now here reading my journal and laughing atr my background (thanks ber) and telling me to get off the computer or we will miss out reservations at big buck later yall i miss you ber tell everone at home i miss them talk to yall later
* amber ken says hi
and amber please find something more suitable then hello kittie i dont mind you fucking with the backgroud but please dont get my ass jumped lol love ya sissy
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