Oh my god, livejournal, I am sorry. If you were a Tamagotchi you would have been on your way to tamaheaven and all I would have to show as proof that you once trusted me with your wellbeing would be a pile of poo. I DESERVE IT, DO NOT FEEL BAD. I AM NOT TRYING TO GUILT TRIP YOU INTO FEELING SORRY FOR YOUR AGGRESSOR. Look at me, random person reading this. Look at me talking to myself. I THINK IT SHOULD BE EXCUSABLE SINCE IT IS 7AM.

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Oh my god, livejournal. Life. What is it. Other than a cool story bro miniseries on BBC. I'LL TELL YOU WHAT IT IS. It is toiling and strife and ballasts of emotion and sophistry and PAIN and A D IN ART HISTORY. Boooooohoooooohoooohoooooooooooo. What has become of me. Art History, you rapist of happiness. You contravener of purity and goodness. I hate you. I hate you so much. My GPA is a joke now. A JOKE. Never in my life have I had a D in a class, ok. Like. Maybe I'm overreacting... BUT I'M NOT. Blerrrrr I need to step it the fuck up next quarter. FO REAL REAL.

SPEAKING OF.

School starts Mondaaaaaay. Whyyyyyyyyyyy. I am not ready to drive back on Sundayyyy. What the fuck, broskis. Ugh. I think maybe this one will be easier, just because it's like... working for summer vacay. Working for the big weekend everyday. 45 DAYS OF CLASSES. 45 days of hell. Both figuratively and also IT WILL BE 80+ DEGREES WHEN I GO BACK WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK THOUGH. It is 40 here. I am not ready to double that. I am not ready to live again.

WHY CAN'T LIFE BE OVERCAST WEATHER AND NUTELLA AND TATER TOTS AND JESSE EISENBERG/ANDREW GARFIELD MOVIES. WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO BE OTHER THINGS. WHY. NO SOMEONE TELL ME. TELL ME NOW OR I WILL DO SOMETHING DISPLEASING TO THE GENERAL POPULATION.

oh look all i did this post is complain. AGAIN. i don't deserve to have a blog. GOOD THING THEY'RE COMPLETELY OPEN TO FUCKING ANYONE WOOOOOOOP.

instead of promising shit : I'll try. how is that? i'll try to give a shit and do things. I'll try. DEUCES.

But when has that ever stopped me??? YES I AM BACK AT SCHOOL. Hello world, I am once again an insane, coffee/tea/mellow/rockstar-if-I-really-have-to -fueled ne'er resting zombie. LOOK AT MY WORDS THEY HAVE GOTTEN SIGNIFICANTLY MORE GOODER.

I honestly don't know where to start, SO MANY EVENTS HAVE ALREADY TRANSPIREEEDDDD. I really like bulleted lists, and it is late enough that I think it is ok for me to do so. Not like anyone even reads this shit so HEY WHY NOT:

• My genius plan to avoid classes before noon in order to ensure attendance is already showing fault
• (Same damn situation but pathetically later in the day)
• PROGRAM NOTICE: "FUCK IT I'M SLEEPING" @7AM has been rescheduled for 1PM
• My roommates who were once BFFs are now Mortal Kombat enemies
• Maybe not that bad but shit is awkward as all actual fuck
• I was not in it until they put me in it, cast as their go between
• I am considering making shit up just to move this slow play along
• I am definitely as socially awkward as I was last quarter
• DAMN YOU HOT TOPIC YOU'VE TAUGHT ME NOTHING EXCEPT THAT VIPER FIT JEANS ARE FOR PHANTOMS AND ANOREXICS
• Oh but folding shirts comes in handy for laundry
• My same-named friend and I are becoming ~BFF~ status
• SHIT IS JUST GOOD RIGHT NOW
• oh
• and
• the golden globes were,
• in a word:
• FUCKINGAMAZINGFORTHEPARTOFMYSANITYRULEDBYBELIEFOFANDREWJESSEBEINGAREALANDPASSIONATECOUPLE
• oh and
• I finally found my tablet stylus so
• THIS TIME I MEAN IT I WILL DRAW SHITTY PICTURES NEXT TIME

AWESOME. I love bullets. Goodnight for now my neglected yet beloved child. <3

 Well sheeeeit. Tomorrow I drive twelve hours back to school. Already? Yeah fucking already. Goddamn! I guess I had a good break, except that the first couple of weeks were boring as balls. 

HOLIDAYS HAPPENED. So they did. They were fun considering my dislike of the south and some of my relatives. Got some nice gifts, slept a lot... Finally got to hang out with some friends and saw Black Swan, Tron and True Grit. (I love me some Jeff Bridges yes I do.) True Grit was spectacular. Tron had Daft Punk and Jeff Bridges so it was tolerable. Black Swan was interesting and well acted and directed. I think Black Swan has Best Film potential, I iike to imagine True Grit does too, in my heart. But there's Inception and THE SOCIAL NETWORK HOLY GOD AAAAAAAH and The King's Speech WHICH I NEED TO SEE to remember, so.

Today M, B and I went to McKaaaaays! M and I checked out the ~romance~ section but my god it was ENORMOUS and we couldn't handle it haha. Plus we have come to terms with the fact that the majority of romance novels are complete shit. A sad truth of life, I'm afraid. Instead B bought actual good books, and M and I got some ~magik~ (yes the section had a "k," even) books. One of my books tells me how to ~contact~ FAERY FOLK. Shit. Lookin forward to callin' me up some incubi mmhmmmmmmm.

On the next unrelated note, it has come to my attention recently (only recently? truth.) that I am shit at this livejournal business. I've had one icon forever. Because I am too lazy to go looking for others despite knowing quite a few peoples' I like. (EDIT: Up'd a new one after feeling guilty. GO ME.) Also I blog shittily. Look at this. Are you reading this shit? No. No one is. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT: I'M OKAY WITH MYSELF GUYS. I am shitty livejournaler HEAR ME ROAR. Maybe one day I'll give a fuck. I think I'll try to start drawing pictures on here to make it a tad more engaging.... A tad.... Maybe. OKAY THEN.

I feel bad for neglecting you, livejournal. I really do love you BUT OH MY FUCKING GOD FINALS HERE SUCK ASS. I'm sure they do everywhere, but jesusbuddhagodalmighty. I worked for 16 hours on a drawing. SIX. TEEN. And my professor told me he wished I hadn't chosen the subject matter I did but that it was too late. FFFFFUUUUUU uuuuuuughhhh.

I AM GOING TO LOSE MY SCHOLARSHIP AND MY DAD WILL KILL ME AND MY WORLD WILL GO TO SHIT AAAAAAAAAAH.

Had to let that out ok. B in Design. B??? In Art History..??? I lost my field trip assignment and when I asked him if I could have another and do it/turn it in tomorrow he said it "wouldn't make a difference" which means:

• fuck yeah I don't have to do it!
• my grade is that bad...    ...............................................

WE'LL SEE HOW THIS WORKS OUT. Goin' home friday at least. Looking forward to sleeping forverrrrr and holding my kitty. And maybe seeing people idk.

Oh god, I should be working on my design project right now, but PROCRASTINATOR TO THE END am I !! I have to make a landscape out of tiny scraps of paper... And it's due in two hours..... I'd say I'm about half done and it took about 2 hours, so hopefully I can finish...? I'm not sure.

THIS WEEKEND SUCKED ASSBALLS.

I got drunker than I ever have been and as a result:

• blacked out
• vomited all over my bed/clothes/stuff I wanted
• was apparently bleeding
• acted slutty with some guys I don't remember
• had to spend money to replace all the shit I tossed out
• got ignored by my friends (though we're ok now)
• had to go to a hearing, and got put on probation, and have to visit a substance abuse counselor, aaaaaand have to take an online class

But I mean, I didn't get kicked out. So. I learned my fucking lesson, yes I did. Anyways, I guess I should really get on that work, hrrmmmm.... STUFF COMING SOON FORREAL

Oh hi there. Long time no blog. WELL. Lots of shit has happened. In summary:

• PC died
• Get'd a MacBook Pro (and lovin' iiiit)
• IN COLLEGE

And lots of other shit I can't remember right now because I'm tired as balls. Went to sleep last night at 4am and had an 8am class. Kill me. No don't really but omg I'm so sleepy.

Arts chool is cool, less douches than I was worried there would be. One of my roommates is awesome, too, yaaay. Oh and the internet is blazinnnn. And it's not the only one amirite. It doesn't let you torrent, but oh fucking well I still has my mediafire and my megaupload.

I SWEAR SO HARD THAT ACTUAL CONTENT WILL BE COMING ON HERE SOON OKAY. PEACE 4 NOW.

So somehow I wound up in Tennessee. I vaguely remember a long car trip, but I was asleep or completely zoned out for most of it. There's not much... at all... to do here, but we're going back tomorrow, just in time for TRUE BLOOD. Yeaaahh. Every week I say I'm more excited than I was the previous week, but that's only because it's true. It's getting so inteenseee aaaah.

But yeah, Tennessee. I'm seeing my cousins I haven't seen in a while which is fun. I sort of "met" my 3-year-old cousin since he didn't remember me. He made me chase him around for two hours and now I am quite tired, thanks. He's cute. They're both cute. I love all my cousins ♥ Even if it is tiring sometimes, being the oldest. (Well, second oldest but whatever. I play with them the most.)

We went to the Barnes & Noble down here which always surprises me with its great stock of magazines-- all the world Vogues, Japanese fashion magazines, great art and design magazines... I guess know it's racist/some-type-of-prejudiced to think, but I don't imagine anyone down here reading them... Oh well. Guess I'm wrong. SO I BOUGHT THE MOST RECENT VMAN. When I saw it, my heart skipped a beat. And then I hyperventilated terribly.

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I SAW INCEPTION IN IMAX AND I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN.

Well okay maybe I will but holy holy fuck was it GOOD. Like, REALLY GOOD. Like, one of the best movies I've seen in a while. I was so worried that it wouldn't live up to the hype, BUT OMG IT DID AND MORE. I know lots of people are worried about spoilers, but I have to say, I don't really think there is a way to spoil it. Not that I'm going to try, I just mean, if someone asked me to spoil it for them, I wouldn't know what to say. This movie is absolutely more about the journey than the destination.

AND ALSO I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR ALL THE HOTNESS. NO ONE TOLD ME EVERYONE IS HOT IN THIS MOVIE.

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WELL. WEL WELL WELL. Lately I have been having an overload of hot people and I think it's causing my brain to fry. Indeed, TRUE BLOOD TOMORROWWWW WOOOO~~~ Let's see if I last another week.