This week has been horrible!  Unfortunately I woke up Monday morning with a toothache and my jaw clamped shut from what I can only assume was a stressful night for multiple reasons.  It’s happened before… usually I just irritate it and by the next morning it’s almost gone.

Nope, not this time.  Woke up Tuesday morning and it was worse and I realized it was probably time to seek help.  To make this long story short, I ended up having the tooth pulled yesterday afternoon.

You can imagine how I’m feeling!  I’m extremely tired… the adrenaline of the day yesterday since I loathe dentists, plus lack of sleep stressing about that and because of the pain and just the general lack of sleep from having work on my schedule Monday and Tuesday.

So today has been mostly a day of just loafing around which is horrible, I know, but it had to be done.

Tomorrow I have an interview for the writer/reporter position that I have written about!  It’s exciting, it’s new and I’m hopeful.  I hope we can reach some kind of an agreement because I still have my financial obligations to maintain, though there is definitely a bit of wiggle room there!

I guess I just want all the pieces to fall into place for whatever that is, finally, after so many years.

I think that’s what all writers want really… that one chance… that one person to take a chance on them to produce whatever it is they are looking for.

If it’s meant to be that I continue (sigh) with my current position and am able to pull of 10 articles a week and all parties are happy with that then that’s what I’ll continue, temporarily, until a different second option comes along or the Wellness Studio comes through which, in all honesty, I hope it does because that would be a huge help as well.

What I hate the most is the unknown!  I hate not know what is around the next corner and I keep trying to put my faith forward and try to remember that what is meant to be will be.

I’ll keep you posted!