Hi, my name is Mel, 37, Mum of 3 boys and long term live in life partner of Kris because he still hasn’t married me!! Anyway welcome to my blog on surviving the mental torments of a heart attack. I had mine 7 days after having the little premature tot you see above. It’s ridiculous at times, funny, sad but above all its honest. Over 33,000 people haves heart attack every day! I can’t be the only one who was so scared to go to the loo in case she strained, she didn’t? Can I????