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4 am and i'm thinking about a boy.

Happy new years eve!


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SO my mom wants me to move down to West Virginia with her and help take care of Grandma, but I've already told her that I want to finish school THEN maybe I'll move down there and get a job in my field so I'm not stuck there all the time.
I mean, I've got a few more quarters to go then I'm set.
I'll be set for life once I move down there, I already have an apartment even though it doesn't have any plumbing at the moment. But I intend to fix it up more. It's nearly done.
I don't know what to do. I feel selfish because I want to stay in Ohio for a little while and finish things but I know that I need to get that done before I move down there.
I know that I'm one of very few people that Grandma trusts and everything. I've never been so confused at what I should do.

Then there's the issue of Chuckie, my boyfriend who can't leave the state because of Parole and I hardly see him enough. I doubt I'm going to find someone else because I'm not a looker and I should be grateful to even have anyone at all.

I don't know, between the holidays and losing my Grandma and my step dad in the past year I'm kind of at my wits end about things and I'm really depressed. I'm trying to hold back all of my shitty emotions && there's some other things going through my head right now that I'm worried about, among them is the Thyroid cancer. Since my one teacher told me what it can do to me I'm all worried that every little migraine I have is the end. Ugh. I know I'm ridiculous.

So did everyone get what they wanted this year from Santa?

Hey people on my friends page!
I'm so bored and I forgot everyone's votes for what my new mood icons should be.
So I'm making a new poll and I'd like everyone to vote.
I know you all think I died but I haven't. I've just been like semi busy.
I need something to do over our break from school so why not take votes now and get some input.

If you don't know what some of the things are, google them :)

Ok so I'm thinking about getting a Nintendo DS Lite for myself for Christmas.
Does anyone have one and think it's a good idea. There's a few games I want, but maybe someone could suggest one to me.

Plus I'm about to make up a Christmas card list so if anyone wants me to send them one email me
willnotbeshaken@gmail.com

I'm not a stalker, I'm not coming to rob and rape you...unless your name is Steve Gonsalves.

Plus, convince me to get a paid LJ account. I'm seriously thinking about spending the $20 for a year of paid LJ account.

What's your thoughts on this camera.
I'm looking for a digital camera under $200 and I figured why not shop with my 10% discount at Toys R Us.