Figure I might as well start using this thing again, right? It just kind of seemed to be pointless while having a greatestjournal too, for a while. But, eh. There's always something you wanted to ramble on about that you forget to throw in an update, right? No point in editing it in, because it doesn't fit...and, well, no reason to clutter your friends page with something kind of pointless. Even though I suppose this drabble is just that -- pointless. Ah, oh well.

I think I might just use this for random pictures, thoughts, etc. Because my GJ seems to be the only place I vent, anymore. I don't know. But, it works, right? Nothing too personal and boring to sit and stare at, right? Whatever.

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Oh, yeah. I'm so taking down my icons and putting new ones up. This journal is in desperate need of a make over. Don't get me wrong, FOB still owns a good portion of my heart. I just...cannot stand to look at Pete Wentz' face any longer.

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Look at me, forgetting I have an LJ, again. Sigh. Okay. So, the whole Ben deal is pissing me off. Nobody will tell me a damn thing. Well, mom does. But, I'm still not sure I believe her. A few hours after I typed my last update in this thing, I asked mom where he was at and what was going on. She said that he dropped all his stuff, including his cat, off at a friend's house and decided to check himself into rehab down there. Um.. wtf? I know he smokes marijuana occasionally. But, rehab? Why do I feel like I've missed way more than I should've? Doesn't anyone tell the little sister anything anymore? I just wish someone would let me know what's going on from time to time. Maybe then I wouldn't feel so alienated from this family.

Um.. In other news? I have a bed now. Keith finally put it up for me. It's giant and takes up too much space. Well, that's what I think, anyway. 'Cause I'm not used to making room for a bed frame. I'm used to just a mattress on the floor, you know.

Mom and Dad got their tax money back sometime last week. So, mom and I went shopping. And, of course, I was a spoiled brat, too. Hahaha. It's not my fault I would say something like, "Mom, will you buy me this?", hold it up, and then get a, "Yeah, but only if you... feel this pillow!" I mean, seriously.

Jenna is my Valentine this year. I called before we left to go shopping and when she called me back, I asked her. It was kind of funny, too. It just kind of sucks that the "best friends" Dora bracelets are friggen tiny, and I can't take 'em back. Oh well. Whatever. I spent part of the day hanging out with her on Saturday. I was supposed to help her move her sister into her sister's new place. But, something came up and we weren't needed, or something. Yeah.

I dyed my hair purple the other night. Only, it's more of a reddish color than anything. Meh, whatever. It was only that temporary stuff. 'Cause it was either pay $3 for temp, or ask to borrow money from mom for the other stuff. And, I knew mom wouldn't lend me any since she's so against me dying my hair and all.

Hopefully, I'll be getting a job soon. So I won't have that kind of a problem. I've been filling out applications everywhere close to the house and still.. nothing. :\

I should probably stop typing this, though. It's getting really long and.. yeah. Plus, I need to be getting ready to leave. I get to "babysit" Tammie tonight. Fun, fun. But, hey. It's money.. even if she is 26. xD
I'll explain some other time. ;x

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Went shopping with mom, yesterday. I got some Jelly Belly sour jellybeans. I was probably the happiest kid, ever, too. We ended up having to go back up to the store after dinner, 'cause they overcharged us for some shit. As we were pulling into the parking lot, SWGD came on. So, I made mom sit through it before we could go it. haha. On the way out of the parking lot, AAR came on. Kari had just a wee too much fun in the van. Mhmmm.

I didn't do anything today. I made myself a sandwich about an hour after I got up, but that's about it. OH, Shawn called. We talked for a bit before "dinner was ready". It's so nice, to get random phone calls like that. Just 'cause the other person is "bored and misses you". It was sweet. And, I love when I get to talk to him for a long time about absolutely nothing in particular. It's kind of strange, too. How much we've grown on one another in the short time I was living there. He was telling me about all these bands he's listening to now, that I've been listening to for a few years now, and vice versa.

Anyway. The point of this update. I took a picture of Keith while he was sleeping earlier. Just 'cause I'm a great little sister and all, you know. And, I told Cat I'd put it in here for everyone to see. ;x

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I really hate it when I get one of those "I have so much to say and no idea how to say it" moments. Or, just when I do know how to say it, but I can't. Not to mention, I promised I wouldn't tell anyone. It just.. well, for a lack of a better word, sucks. I wish I could take back so many things right now. Or that I could say or do so many more things that I never got the chance to. What hit me the hardest, though, wasn't the "bad" part that she told me. It was after that.. when she said, "I love you so much, Sissy, and I want you to always know that." And, right now, is about the time that I feel like the biggest ass in the history of ever, for still not mentioning that I'm moving back to Holt. I really, really hate it when life throws you a giant curve ball. It just makes me either want to scream and get everything out, or just lay down and sleep for a week. I'd probably be better off with option two, 'specially since it's going on midnight.

Since it's actually still the 28th as I type this, it's still Lori's birthday. So, HAPPY BITRHDAY, BIG SIS!♥ I only wish that I could've made the day better for you. That you didn't have to find out such things on your birthday. That Jeffery would be better for you. And, that I could've been there with you.

If I did more than sleep today, I'd probably have more to talk about, too. But, I didn't. I woke up just before 2, took a shower, fell back asleep on Keith's bed, woke up at like.. 7, waited for forever for some food, talked with Lori, went and laid down to watch some tv, and now here I am. Wow, how lame. Whatever.

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Let's see how much I can squeeze in, in five minutes. 'Cause I really want to go to bed as soon as possible.

Nothing interesting happened today, the end.

There, that took a lot less time that I imagined. :D

Really, though. I woke up at 7:00 to babysit. Alicia came home early from school 'cause she hit her head on the slide. She's fine, blahdy-blah. I honestly can't remember anything else. But, it's not like it matters much.

I guess Ryan's going to try getting tickets to the April 20th show. Which, would be pretty rad. I just have to call Jenna tomorrow. Make sure we're still going and all. I'll be uber pissed if we aren't. Seriously. But, I don't think she'd back out on me on something like this. I'm even willing to pay her back for the ticket once I get money.

Alright. That's it. It's midnight. Bedtime. :)


OH, PS; I uploaded icons and spiffied up my userinfo. Neat, huh? ;x