i hacked her livejornal.

she's changed alot now, grown up, strong as ever.

crizzy makes me feel absolutely amazing


and you're all lucky to know her,

she's had a tough life, but it's all good now,,


if only you knew what happened

and how strong she is




she knows me better than everyone else,

crystal is a herself, and that's the best thing i can ask for. ;)

they ask, 'what else are you on?'





i want to say everything.

i woke up this morning with lots of gold ribbon in my hair.
a hot pink kazoo in my purse.
three cigarettes left.
fifty seven cents.
two yellow lighters.
vague recollection of our conversations last night.
  - kelly doesn't want her ex anymore.
  - 'aram we're drinking until we don't have any feelings left', me. 'wait..?!? YOU HAVE FEELINGS', cynthia.
  - *aram goes to put gas on the fire* kelly, 'DON'T YOU DARE AT 2.39 A GALLON' hahah.
cynthia & jessica & kelly & i were all together for a few hours. that hasn't happened since high school. jesus, three years.
me telling chad and noel how incredibly old i feel now.
ozzy laughing at me for that.
aram & i were apparently in a drinking contest. he said he had eleven beers. i think that's bullshit. i had eight. haha.
me putting my feet on the fire pit thing.


gosh. i love when kelly comes back. i missed my best friend like crazy.

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out there in the spotlight
you're a million miles away