I am creating a new account and i will now be known as coopcake. Same Cat, different journal!

Why? Tow reasons:

1 - I am really fed up with this username
2 - I have lost my password and cannot remember it for the life of me - am doing this from work where i'm still mercifully logged in)

It's a bitch but it can't be helped. So if you all could delete vision_gal from your friends list and replace it with coopcake i'd be eternally grateful *hugs*

That's it from me. See you at my new home! *waves*

Oh bollocks. My boss has just told me that although i'm doing very well in my job, she doesn't think there is enough work to keep me going and has advised the training agency to start looking in to another placement for me.

Fuck everything. I've only just gotten in to the swing of this job and now i'll have to start all over again. I'll have to get used to a new place and new people who might not even be as nice as the folks here. I like it here - i don't want to leave! But i apparently don't have much say in the matter. This totally sucks.

On the positive side i can now say that i've had practical experience in an office environment and my boss will be happy to give me a glowing reference. So there is a (very small) silver lining to this cloud.

Damn - i really wish i was still at college. Being a grown up isn't all it's cracked up to be.

So, i decided to jazz up my otherwise dull layout a bit by adding in a pretty H/Hr header. The lyrics are from Heaven by Bryan Adams and i snagged it from someone on the delusionalfans community. What do you all think?

I'm back at work today after the long September weekend. Boo. It seems like no time since i was walking out the door with a grin on my face on Thursday afternoon. I guess time really does fly when you're having fun. And also, i have not missed the alarm blaring in my ear at 7 am at all - GRRRR. They should make alarms quieter, i'm delicate at that hour of the morning.

Football match to look forward to tonight. Here's hoping that Saturday's little blip won't completely throw a spanner in the works. Our only doubt is Gary Locke, who is still carrying an injury from a training ground incident with Danny Invincibile. Danny, i love you dearly, but i wish you were more careful! We need our captain back dammnit!

Anyone seen the very latest trailer for Thursday's ep of The O.C in the States? Ryan in a wifebeater. Marissa making "come to bed" eyes at him as she unbuttons her shirt. Yet more nakedness. And a parental advisory warning *g* Make no mistake - it's going to be helluva HOT! Damn you lucky American people! *shakes fist*

And now that i've rambled on like a total fangirl yet again i'm gonna go and make one last cup of caffeine loaded coffee before i head out. Expect comments on all your journals at some point today. Ciao!

Am feeling kinda better about everything now. I've decided to stop beating myself up because we all do silly things when under the influence of alcohol. Just please yell at me the next time i go near a computer after i've had one too many LOL.

Had a BtVS DVD marathon earlier just cause i felt like it. I watched Nightmares, Killed By Death and Homecoming. One episode from each season. Brought back the memories. Xander in his underwear still has me in hysterics. And how on earth does Buffy/SMG still manage to look so pretty even when she's supposed to be sick? I don't understand it. The girl has got it goin' on. People like that make me so jealous! Some folks get all the luck.

So now i'm just chilling and listening to the late night love show on the radio before turning in for the night. It's been a long and tiring weekend. I'm so glad that i get a lie in tomorrow. Yay for national holidays.

Until the next time *hugs*

*shuffles in wih eyes downcast*

G'day all. I feel so silly. Someone should break my fingers if i ever attempt to come near a computer while drunk ever again. I just skimmed over that last entry and i am mortified with myself. I sound like such a pathetic little bitch. I'm not even going to read the comments that were left because i just want to wipe it all from my memory. And it was becaue i was trying to forget what happened yesterday that i got so sloshed in the first place. How ironic. Football and supporting my team is very dear to me and i take it hard when things go wrong. I've been getting spoiled with our good form lately and i travelled to Ibrox yesterday with unusual optimism, when really i should have expected to lose because that's just what happens when you play the Glasgow teams on their own turf with biased referees in charge. I just hope and pray we can pick ourselves up and get back to winning ways in the cup tie this coming Tuesday. We need to react positively and forget yesterday ever happened. Just like i do. So i hope you can all forgive my pathetic stupidity. I promise it won't happen again.

Special hugs to bluntsbitch. So sorry darling. I didn't mean to sound like such a bad loser. I think it was partly to do with the fact that i felt so embarrased over the result after all my bragging and being nasty was my way of trying to cover it. Plus i was rather over intoxicated and very tired after a long day so that didn't exactly help matters either. I offer my sincerest apologies and hope you didn't take it too badly.

On the positive side i didn't fall off my horse today. Despite being hungover and forced to ride bareback for the first half of the lesson. Am very proud of myself. And i have tomorrow off work because it's a national holiday so i'll be able to have another long lie in bed. Which i definetly need to help me recover from this weekend's excitement.

And now that my grovelling post is done i am going to go and make dinner and quiz my dad to make sure i didn't make too big an arse of myself last night. Fingers crossed.

Who invented alcohol again? Because i need to kill them slowly and painfully.

Hmmph. Congrats bluntsbitch, hope you feel guilty knowing that this defeat by your load of scum has single handedly shattered all the confidence i had in my team. I'm now doubting if we're strong enough to bounce back on Tuesday night. I really don't want this to ruin all the hard work we've put in and i've got a bad feeling it will. The very thought has me in tears - so congrats Rangers, a good days work all round. If we crash and burn as a result of this i know who to blame.

Yes, i'm drunk. And depressed. Who the hell cares? This day royally sucked.

Is FanForum down for anyone else?

I keep getting a "Page cannot be displayed" message. Which is a pain in the you-know-where because i'm going out to a football match in less than an hour and i really need to check my PM's and catch up on some threads before i go.

Anyone else having the same problem?

OMG EEEE!!! The trailer for the Goblet of Fire still owns my soul! Hermione hugs Harry! And he hugs her back!! She grabs his arm in a gesture of comfort after he is announced as the fourth champion! He looks stunned when he sees her in her Yule Ball dress! Are you watching this Joanne Kathleen Rowling?? Harry/Hermione is CANON!! And you know it - you just won't admit it! No matter what else you write NOTHING will touch them - ever. They are IT baby. End of story. Mwahahahaha!!

And moving on to another fandom.

What about that preview for next week's O.C episode in the States huh? Ryan. Marissa. Candles. Beach hut. Nakedness. I love you Josh Schwartz!! It's about time those two crazy kids got down and dirty LOL. Bring on teh mad hotness!! R + M = TRU WUV. Heeheehee!!

ETA: Something else has made me tres happy! A stunning picture of my man Danny Invincibile in one of the local papers! *g* Now THAT is what you call gorgeous!!

And i didn't get out of bed till 12.00 pm today - go me.

Life is very good *happy sigh*

I think it is safe to say that i'm probably the happiest person in the world right now. The trailer for Goblet of Fire is AM-AZ-ING!! The hug makes me squeeeee out loud and the stunned expression on Harry's face when he sees 'Mione in her Yule Ball robes gives me the shivers. This movie is going to rock my socks. Pffft - delusional my ass!

*sticks out tongue at JKR, Emerson and Melissa*

And as of right now i'm on holiday until Tuesday! Four wonderful days of lying around like a slob doing nothing whatsoever. God bless long weekends. Oppurtunities don't come along often anymore so i'm going to enjoy every single second of this one.

*starts to sing*

I'm so excited
And i just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and i think i like it!

It's good to be me!

I did it! I have an H/Hr mood theme!

Go me!

*dances around grinning like a fool*