wow, i am really bad about updating this. hmmm, it's finally getting cold outside and i'm really happy about that. it turns out i'm not gonna get the job that i wanted next semester and i'm really upset about that. sooo, i guess i'll continue to do SI for my last semester, which is okay because i love my job, i was just looking forward to a little bit of a change. well, i need to get dressed so i can go onto campus. p.s. i am happy with the way pr turned out.

Now that school is started I can definitely say that I'm ready for it to end. Ha! Besides annoying people in classes and lots of papers I'm kinda getting tired of the whole school thing which isn't a comforting thought because I still have to go to grad school. Also, everywhere around me people are talking about pets, my sister just got a cat named Darwin that I saw on Saturday and I must say that it was Adorable. I am insanely jealous.

Whew, 21st birthday complete. Thank you to everyone who came to my party, I had a really good time.

Summer is going okay but I'm really ready for school to start. I just want to graduate already. blah.

I'm very ready for school to start again. It's my last year and i'm extremely ready to get it over with. I've decided that I'm pretty sure I'm going to move back to SA when I graduate and take a couple of night classes each semester for my masters. I know it will take longer but i figure i probably won't have to take out loans and I can start paying my other loans back. At the same time I'm nervous because I'll have to find a full time job and I have nooooo idea what to do for that. Oh well.
In other news, other than the fact that I'm usually worrying about money in the back of my mind, I'm really really happy. I don't want to jinx anything but everything is going well. I love love loveeee spending time with Chris and I wish gas wasn't so expensive or I was rich so that I could drive down to SA more often to see him. That would be perfection.
Let's see, what else? I never know what to put in here.
Today I was thinking that I'd like to know what English sounded like. I know this makes no sense so let me explain. When we hear different languages they sound a certain way. Some sound pretty, some not so pretty, and some just strange. I want to know how English sounds but I could never know because whenever I hear it my mind is too busy comprehending what is being said. Ya know? If not, oh well.

Alrighty, yayyyy for the end of the semester. Also, yay for me going home tomorrow morning so i can get the air conditioning in my car fixed, b/c yeah, it's out, and that sucks!!! A Lot! And then back to san marcos on monday to look for a job. I think this summer might be a little crazy and busy, i just have this nagging feeling about it. Hopefully it's a good kinda busy like hanging out with friends and what not.

okay, so the entry that i was going to write was sad and blah. but i decided not to put that and just to say that generally, right now, i am very happy. everything is going really awesome. i just wish that it wasn't bothering other people, b/c i know it is. even when it's not said, i can feel the tension. my room is such a comfort zone right now. i think i'll just stay in here and read.

p.s. i can see the light at the end of the tunnel. my last two finals take place tomorrow. yayyyy!!

Okay, before you all think i'm having a lover's quarrel with a guy named gabe, allow me to explain. Gabe is an ass. Gabe is an ass in my night class. (haha, i rhymed) Gabe is an ass in my night class that doesn't know when to shut up. plussss, he makes stupid comments, ie. "hippies are dirty rotten, etc, etc, communists."

Gabe is a ridiculous ass in my night class.

The end.

Screw you Gabe!!!!

So, as we all know, I'm not exactly graceful in social situations. This NEEDS to change. I'm such a nerd/dork and I can't stand it. I mean, I act like myself and do whatever, and then afterwards I think, "Oh GOD, I'm such a nerd, why do people talk to me, just ignore me and my extremem nerdiness." As of late, I've been doing this more often. I need someone to follow me around and stop me from doing things that I'll regret later.
In other news, it's almost summer!!! Yayyyyy! I'll be turning 21 on July 1st and I fully expect people to come to the party that will be held at the apartment!! Yes, that means YOU! I know that some of you out there will try to avoid it b/c apparently you're just too damn cool for me. I will refrain from naming any names, but, just know, that you are out there, and I know who you are!
P.S. Yayyyyyy for Top Gun Mr. Sinus show at the drafthouse. I'm sooooo excited and looking forward to it! All the cool kids (ie. Amanda and Stephanie) are going, and if you were cool, you'd go too!

I just realized that this entry has lots of exclamation points. This was unintentional but, upon further inspection, all were deemed entirely necessary. (No exlamation points were harmed during the making of this entry, promise promise)

P.S.S. I am slightly in a goofy and delirious mood right now, so you'll have to excuse the silliness that is this entry.

P.S.S.S. I j'adoreee the white chocolate caramel mocha coffee from Paws-n-Go. Thank you Amanda for introducing it to me! Seriously, there was no saracasm in that statement. Really, thank you, it is soooo delicious!!!

Alright, fin.