affection
After what you've gone through, today's astrological lineup will be an absolute dream come true for you -- because it's time to totally come clean. That means no more explaining your every move to loved ones who don't quite believe you, no more chatting up people you're not really interested in and no more worrying about not being able to say the right thing at the right time. Forget that. It's time to enjoy life, simply and honestly.
No one is second best here. And perhaps I do not need to explain that to anyone, but I feel the urge to do so. I have more love than anyone I know and I am willing to give it to everyone. But to be in love? Or to feel like I am falling in love? That is usually reserved for one person... unless they do not want it. And even then, they may still get it.
Lady 1 had me from the moment I saw her. I've never been totally clear on what it was that drew me to her, though. Was it simple attraction? Was it something deeper? Did I recognize some of myself in her? Do I want to 'rescue' her?
We flirt, of that I am sure. She shares parts of herself with me that she does not just share randomly and then she disappears on me.
Her life is not easy, I know that. And this situation drives me insane. I want to be honest, but I feel that I cannot.
And holding back is making a part of my life miserable.
Lady 2 is so into me. I do not feel that it has moved into the 'I love you' phase for her... yet. And I do not want to lead her on, that is why I said what I was there for in the beginning. Just to let it be what it will be, no labels and no real definition. I still feel like I should tell her of my intentions with Lady 1, though... on the off chance that Lady 1 and I have *anything*.
I enjoy this time with Lady 2. She is smart and fun and sexual. We talk about all kinds of stuff and hang out. I've missed that with someone. But even with being honest and feeling that, for the time being, we are on the same page - I wonder at the ramifications of my actions.
I am supposed to be enjoying this thing called life. And I am, to some extent. But I want to be clear on my impulses. Just not sure if I am or not, really.
No one is second best here. And perhaps I do not need to explain that to anyone, but I feel the urge to do so. I have more love than anyone I know and I am willing to give it to everyone. But to be in love? Or to feel like I am falling in love? That is usually reserved for one person... unless they do not want it. And even then, they may still get it.
Lady 1 had me from the moment I saw her. I've never been totally clear on what it was that drew me to her, though. Was it simple attraction? Was it something deeper? Did I recognize some of myself in her? Do I want to 'rescue' her?
We flirt, of that I am sure. She shares parts of herself with me that she does not just share randomly and then she disappears on me.
Her life is not easy, I know that. And this situation drives me insane. I want to be honest, but I feel that I cannot.
And holding back is making a part of my life miserable.
Lady 2 is so into me. I do not feel that it has moved into the 'I love you' phase for her... yet. And I do not want to lead her on, that is why I said what I was there for in the beginning. Just to let it be what it will be, no labels and no real definition. I still feel like I should tell her of my intentions with Lady 1, though... on the off chance that Lady 1 and I have *anything*.
I enjoy this time with Lady 2. She is smart and fun and sexual. We talk about all kinds of stuff and hang out. I've missed that with someone. But even with being honest and feeling that, for the time being, we are on the same page - I wonder at the ramifications of my actions.
I am supposed to be enjoying this thing called life. And I am, to some extent. But I want to be clear on my impulses. Just not sure if I am or not, really.