love is in the air
it is a full moon. and so valentine's day is on the horizon. much love to you all. <3
after my lovely post where i lost my mind, i got a massage from Cari. and boy did the stuff come out then... man, i cried and then i laughed. then i got loopy, which is normal. but i had the best night that i have had in quite a while - we stayed up late and danced and talked. so i feel a little better about all the damn issues i am dealing with. and i get my diffusion tomorrow. happy v-day to me! [lol]
this cut is for those that i love.
and first and foremost, it is myself. sure... i beat myself up sometimes and i judge myself, but i do love myself. i am funny and kind and, though i did not always believe it, incredibly charismatic. i love myself enough to know that i will make mistakes and that is not such a big fucking deal. so, no matter what, i do rock.
now... to the others. i love my parents, even when they drive me crazy. i love my friends [RL], in no particular order: Kelly, Terese, Justin, Liz, Lucas.
Kelly, for being the one who has known me the longest (and knows me the best) and still thinks i am the coolest (even though she'll never admit it ^_~ ).
Terese, for loving me as i am and letting me bend her ear constantly and for forgiving me for being stupid.
Justin and Liz, for making me see the sunny side of life and thinking i am fab.
Lucas, just for being himself and letting me be a part of his life.
and do not think i have forgotten the wonderful online people...........
Jamie-boy, for always thinking i am great and sharing his angst with me and being the most fabulous gay boy in the world.
Katrina - 'coz you had me with that icon where you are grinning so knowingly. and, of course, the writing. my god, the writing.
Witch O' Mine, because you are terribly kind and terribly gorgeous and your comments always make me smile.
Megzie, for being the most insane girl in the western world.
Foony! i do believe i love you most of all ^__~ you gave me my nickname and you are one of the smartest people i know. damn sexy, too.
now to school. i love my fellow students so damn much. i wish i could take them with me all the time. some i spend more time with than others, but i worship them all.
and my teachers! i love them as well. they are intelligent and funny and they love us unconditionally.
i love anita for being as dirty-minded as me. i love michael for being himself always. i love cheryl for sharing her wisdom with those ready for it. and i love charlotte for being the most genuine woman ever.
and i love being kissed. hehehe.
after my lovely post where i lost my mind, i got a massage from Cari. and boy did the stuff come out then... man, i cried and then i laughed. then i got loopy, which is normal. but i had the best night that i have had in quite a while - we stayed up late and danced and talked. so i feel a little better about all the damn issues i am dealing with. and i get my diffusion tomorrow. happy v-day to me! [lol]
this cut is for those that i love.
and first and foremost, it is myself. sure... i beat myself up sometimes and i judge myself, but i do love myself. i am funny and kind and, though i did not always believe it, incredibly charismatic. i love myself enough to know that i will make mistakes and that is not such a big fucking deal. so, no matter what, i do rock.
now... to the others. i love my parents, even when they drive me crazy. i love my friends [RL], in no particular order: Kelly, Terese, Justin, Liz, Lucas.
Kelly, for being the one who has known me the longest (and knows me the best) and still thinks i am the coolest (even though she'll never admit it ^_~ ).
Terese, for loving me as i am and letting me bend her ear constantly and for forgiving me for being stupid.
Justin and Liz, for making me see the sunny side of life and thinking i am fab.
Lucas, just for being himself and letting me be a part of his life.
and do not think i have forgotten the wonderful online people...........
Jamie-boy, for always thinking i am great and sharing his angst with me and being the most fabulous gay boy in the world.
Katrina - 'coz you had me with that icon where you are grinning so knowingly. and, of course, the writing. my god, the writing.
Witch O' Mine, because you are terribly kind and terribly gorgeous and your comments always make me smile.
Megzie, for being the most insane girl in the western world.
Foony! i do believe i love you most of all ^__~ you gave me my nickname and you are one of the smartest people i know. damn sexy, too.
now to school. i love my fellow students so damn much. i wish i could take them with me all the time. some i spend more time with than others, but i worship them all.
and my teachers! i love them as well. they are intelligent and funny and they love us unconditionally.
i love anita for being as dirty-minded as me. i love michael for being himself always. i love cheryl for sharing her wisdom with those ready for it. and i love charlotte for being the most genuine woman ever.
and i love being kissed. hehehe.